Tuesday, March 21, 2006

EYELINER AND STUFF!
Ok today mom decided that instead of wasting the white setting powder on practice (stuff isnt cheap) were just going to put everything else on and take a pic to see how it looks. That will come later. I'm semi ok now and hoping we get a real storm sometime soon, i want fricking mini apocalypse dammit!!! Oh, piccy of mesa in meh awesome reeses pjs pants! Grrr load faster damn you... BWaha! Oh i look so idiotic ^^
All for now
Seijin
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Monday, March 20, 2006

   survery,smile, and shot

[HAVE YOU EVER..]
been kissed..	no, long distance relationships
lied to a friend..	noone i lie to is a friend
dyed ur hair	currently dyed
dressed punk	not really
kissed a girl	no
saw something u didnt want to	yes
danced in the rain	yes
lied to ur parents	yes
went barefoot in the snow	yes
played hockey	hell no, sports are a waste
made ur own clothes	Nope, but ive modified
[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS..]
got in a fite	Argument
took a shower	Ja
gave a dirty look to someone	several
cried=(	not yet
did a cartwheel	not yet ^^
went to school	Spring break!
shopped	Vegitarian food!
danced	ja, like an idiot
got sick	no
did something u regret	no
discovered something new	Yes, tofu is good!
[IN SCHOOL YOU...]
run to class because ur always late	nope
act perfect	hell no
act hyper	most o the time
are a nerd	Ja
in band??	Oh hell yes!
[RIGHT NOW UR..]
in ur pjs	Yup
drinkin	Pepsi Ya'll
listening to music	Yup
watching a movie	no
iming someone	yes, several
talkin on the fone	was recently
eating	nope
[CLOTHES..]
hot topic or abercrombie and fitch	hot topic i guess
thongs or briefs	thongs
boxers anyone?!?!	IM in them now!
sweatpants or jeans	jeans
longsleeved shirts or short sleeve	long sleves
tube tops or tanks	neither, i dont like to show much skin
[CURRENTLY .. ]
current clothes	Black tshirt and blue and black boxers
current mood	calm
current music	Panic! at the disco, the only diffference
current taste	umm..idk
current make-up	none, but moms teaching me how to put on eyeliner for a costume thing im being goth for, so will be in eyeliner later
current thing I ought to be doing	asking mom bout eyeliner
[ LAST PERSON .. ]
you hugged	over ims:Tessa, in life...I think my friend Ash
yelled at	Mother
IMed.	Tessa
you touched	IM: Tessa, Life:My mom, helping ehr get up (knee surgery)
[ EiTHER/0R .. ]
coffee or hot chocolate	coffee
big or little	big
lace or satin	satin
new or old	old, then change it to become me
vogue or cosmopolitan	dont care?
skirt or dress	im a guy...
wool or cotton	cotton
[DO YOU..]
put on a "front"	ja
have a crush on someone	ja..
if u got a tatoo where wud u get it	Prolly on wrist, japanese kanji
[RANDOM QUESTiONS..]
waht is the online symbol u use the most	OMSB (oh my screwing bob, instead of OMFG
u have a boyfriend or girlfiend	gf
who's hotter, Josh Hartnett or Chad Michael Murray	dunno..
what was the last thing you said	Love you, talk to you when your phones charged (tessa)
who would u want to be stuck in an elevator with	TEssa *wink*
do you like stickers	I guess
do u play with mad libs wen ur bored	Ja
are you suicidal	used to be
is your window open	yes, letting the storm in
what was the last pair of shoes you bought	my combat boots
do you have a little brother	no, but a big bro, 3 big sisters, and a lil sis
does he draw you cute pictures	no but lil sis is adorable, bro fixes my comp, one sis is an artist, anotehr a musician like me, and another a good person to lean on
where do your grandparents live	vermont
what do you think of when you hear the word click	Tessa IMED me! YAY!
are you a moron	Slightly..
do you like trampolines	Yup.bouncy bouncy....n/c
have u ever accidentally sucked something up in the vacuum	XD n/c and yes
did you see American Pie 2	no
do you cut yourself	Did at one point, havent in a month
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Oh, earlier I smiled, heres the pic I know dont i look so stupid..well, no more smiling #1 because not much more reason. I feel like im about to have an out of body experience, i cant feel most small sensations and i cant think straight...*groggy* gotta go..
Seijin
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MEH FIRST POCKYSTICK!!!!
I HAD POCKY! REGULAR FLAVOR! OH HELL YESS SO YUMMYFULL!!!!! *hyper and bouncing around* oh gawd *blush* my moms friend's daughter said i was the forbidden C word *Scared* nuuuuuuu!!!!! *criiiies* I jsut made my first vegitarian meal! My own idea for stir fry *drools* so good. Tofu is like, THE shit. I mean THE shit. POCKY IS SO EFFING GOOD OH I WISH I COULDGET MORE ITS ONLY 90 CENTS FOR 20 STIX OH ME WANT MORE BUT HAVE TO GET MOM TO DRIVE FOREVER TO GET SOME *criiies*
Pocky/Apple chips/incense whore
Seijin
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Woosh Happy poem!
Unbelievably i wrote a happy poem!
Calmly gliding
around the room
on hopes im riding
out of dark and gloom

Held in by the arms
of a love so pure
subdued by the charms
of a soul so sure.

Smile,relax,
your voice a song
stopped in my tracks
troubles long gone

Whisper sweet nothings
into my ear
nothings become somethings
blushing as i hear

Speaking of devotion
mine to you grows strong
Sweet eternal emotion
weaving me within its song

My heart is yours to take
just hold it within your grasp
in a dream to never wake
holds me within its clasp

Again my soul is alive
close yet apart in space
Soon to take the dive
into your calming face

delving into changes
finding what makes you
my mind just rearranges
that i could find someone so true

night and day long
your flaws i just adore
all the things wrong
make me love you more

So here we are together
for once and finally for all
through changes of countless weather
united we rise and fall.

God it takes forever for me to wrap poems up, im not sure why. I just feel like all poems have to have some form of closure, and it has to be solid, I hate ambiguous endings, it utterly pisses me off, forgive the language. Ok Poet_of_Ice, If youre reading this i want to say something, IM NOT CUTE AND YOU SHAL PAY FOR YOUR LIES!! LOOK BEHIND YOU!! BWAHAHAHA MADE YOU LOOK!!! *laughs maniacally*
well, enough for now
Sage
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Sunday, March 19, 2006

   Surveyness!!!!!!!!!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Sage
Birthday:	August 31st
Birthplace:	Clarksville,AR
Current Location:	Paris,AR
Eye Color:	Random shades of brown or green
Hair Color:	Black with blond
Height:	5ft 7
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right, but slight ability with left
Your Heritage:	Irish Gaelic, Caddo,Osage,
The Shoes You Wore Today:	None, but i normally wear meh combat boots ^^
Your Weakness:	Cute voices and romantic things from someone who cares
Your Fears:	Becoming the bitter person i used to be
Your Perfect Pizza:	Cheese and Black Olives
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	I'd like to get more patient with people
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	OMSB (oh my screwing bob, instead of oh my fucking god n.n)
Thoughts First Waking Up:	GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM MOM IM AWAKE!
Your Best Physical Feature:	I dunno, I guess my eyes, either that or my hands
Your Bedtime:	Usually 10:00Pm ish, on school nights at least
Your Most Missed Memory:	A close friend of mine that died, just talking to her
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Neither, vegitarian yo!
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Coffee
Do you Smoke:	Hell no
Do you Swear:	Hell yes ^^
Do you Sing:	Sometimes, but not well in my opinion
Do you Shower Daily:	Except on weekends, then i just shower whenever
Have you Been in Love:	Have, and am
Do you want to go to College:	Yes
Do you want to get Married:	I want to be in love, reguardless of legal bonds
Do you belive in yourself:	Sometimes, in certain things
Do you get Motion Sickness:	not really
Do you think you are Attractive:	god no, but someone special does
Are you a Health Freak:	not really
Do you get along with your Parents:	*shrugs* I guess
Do you like Thunderstorms:	*closes eyes and thinks happily
Do you play an Instrument:	oboe,clarinet,sax,guitar,slight piano,recorder,slight drums,another type of sax
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	No
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	No, long distance relationship
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Ja, for a bunch fo random things
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No, but ate two boxers of lemon drop girl scout cookies (perv comment)
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	No
In the past month have you been on Stage:	What do i have to show off?
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No, but my gf before died.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Fat people dont skinny dip, we chunky dunk
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Nope
Ever been Drunk:	Nope
Ever been called a Tease:	*blush* maybeh
Ever been Beaten up:	No, i have been hit and hurt, but i fight back
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	I want to die by helping others, id happily give my heart to someone, i already have.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Psycologist
What country would you most like to Visit:	Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Any colors, as long as its their real color
Favourite Hair Color:	Black/brown
Short or Long Hair:	long preferably, but if its true love, they could be bald
Height:	Semi tall to semi short, no extremes tho
Weight:	average to a bit above
Best Clothing Style:	Semi goth/emo
Number of Drugs I have taken:	None
Number of CDs I own:	Enough to musically educate all the old southerners in the Us
Number of Piercings:	Doesnt matter ,as long as they look ok on them
Number of Tattoos:	not too many
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	None, I did what i thought was best at the time
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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   Rabbit..erm..pony food
Ok Alex found out about the nickname inu gave me *anime fall* pony boy, due to my anime character..he said it was cute *anime fall* nuuuu! Forbidden word! Spronk! Taboo! Bad!*hiss hiss* bad bad word dammit! cute is a baby that you look at and go awwww and just *gah* *whimpers and hides* Oh, spring break! WAhaha! oh the title pertains to the vegetable steamer pouch i ahev in teh over, im a veggetable now, literally O_o exposure to random herbs makes me all heyper and twitchy so ja......Sage is ok now, but Seijin is enjoying temp freedom, so, ja
Ikazuchi Seijin Ibara
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Seijin Save me
basically, Sage is still cowering with disbelief in the corner while Seijin (centaur) tries to pick up the pieces. The poor little guy was too shaken to even write, so now I take over whilst he sits thinking of ways to prove if they are real or not. Im sitting here, trying to be happy and bring Sage with me, and we're making progress...Maybe youll get soem poetry from him when hes back in the seat of power.
Ikazuchi Seijin Ibara
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   *tears*

Everythings crashing.Nothing is real anymore. I;m begninng to think Alex isnt real. I was on the phone, jsut talking to him, because KAy said he wanted to hear me talk. All of a sudden iheard "KAYLYN" and the person right beside the phne said "ONE SEC" and i realized that it couldnt ahev been Alex, because alex is mute, supposedly. Im beginnging to think Maya was a lie too..*weeps*
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

layout
Trying to make a layout, does anyone know how to make your background pic show instead of the color?
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Oh ja, the joygasm that is 5:20AM

Oh Ja Cboxness at 5:20AM Oh PHEA ma nigga asianessnessness (quote my friend Juanita, the self proclaimed vietnamese gangsta) Oh lord such utter fun. Poetrygasms listed below (im adding gasm now to mean a large and copious amount of (word before) So, ja. Creativity comes at night dammit! Do.Not.Ask. I.Am.Overdosed.On.Pepsi.The.Most.Vile.Caffinated.Beverage.Within.The.Ningenkai.My.Anime.Addicted.Crackwhores. (just kidding, because if i find out you were in ym crackstash, you.will.die!)
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