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Monday, May 29, 2006


WARNING< NEXT TWO POSTS CONTAIN FOUL LANGUAGE
these are forwarded from my Xanga

Bitchbitchassfuckdamn
Jamie..well....a guy...a very special one, that im with...because tessa allows...IS FUCKIGN CHEATING ON ME!!!!!!!!



He's talking about this aaron guy... then shows me a convo where him and aaron are flirting..openly..

Sage: I'll just go, you obviously are too busy for me
Jamie: Too busy with Aaron right now yes ^^



HES FUCKING CHEATING ON ME!!!HE SAID HE LOVED ME DAMMIT!!! I GAVE HIM MY HEART SOUL MIND BODY AND EVERYTHING I HAVE!!! I actually PRAYED for him while he was in his DAMNED CHEMOTHERAPY I dont get down on my hands and knees and BEG whatever the FUCK is up there for jsut ANYONE!!!! My GOD!!!! There are SO many things i would do right now to have my blades with me..and just to let them sink into my skin and let everything just bleed out of me..literally. I just don't know anymore....Watch it turn out to be just a friend...or watch it turn out that the guy was being pushy...or something..I dont fucking know...God, things are bad enough. Mom sawed my door in half and is walking in my room every chance she gets just to watch what im doing. if i stay in the damned BATHROOM for too long shes knocking to make sure i havent cut my damned arm open, but right now im about to!!!!!!! Anyone here that would kill me if i came to them on my knees with a gun/blade, please, make yourselves known. I may need you...

w/
Sage

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