Monday, November 28, 2005

monday rant....
The weather.... is so bazarr... 9 degrees one minute... the next 60 unfortunatly it will bew cold again tomorrow... :( cold cold cold...That's alright. I guess it is almost winter... or has the winter solstice already happened?... I must consult my calender.... maybe later... I hope everyone had a good holiday weekend... it's always nice to see family sit around all day and stuff your face with food. ^^* nice. anyways, have a good one.
Comments (1) | Permalink

Thursday, November 24, 2005

another holiday.....

I was thinking of doing the polar plunge this year... am I crazy? for those who don't know what it is, you jump into a lake in the middle of winter. My friend clint was talking about how he does it every year... I can hardly stand just walking out my door... I like 80 degree weather. jumping into 20 degree water seems a little off the wall.... but clint says it's like waking up from a six week nap. lol... and I'm certain it is. He's so funny. anyways have a good turkey day. ^^*
Comments (3) | Permalink

Saturday, November 19, 2005

my son azreal, my sunshine
azreal seems a little sad today... it makes me feel sad too. I just wish I could cheer him up. He's been sick for a while. He keeps getting colds over and over again... I guess I would be sad too if I kept getting sick. All the kids at daycare seem to get sick. Maybe just the changes in weather? I want to make him feel better <:( He's just to little to be sad. My poor little angel.

You are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey you'll never know dear how much I love you please don't take my sunshine away...

this song though so simple makes me cry everytime I sing it... the words ring so true... so pure... I think it's one of the best songs ever written.
Comments (3) | Permalink

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

   a poem of winter wind
A terrible winter has swept to my doorstep. An unwelcome visitor. Snowflakes tumbling sweet and tender untill they pile with their bretheren below. A horrid cold has captured my lungs, as I step into fridgid crisp air. A longing to curl beneath warm near stiffling blankets warding off another sunless day......
I feel the shame of hatred.
Comments (2) | Permalink

Sunday, November 6, 2005

Instant Karma John Lennon art tour
yesterday I went to a John Lennon exhibit. Instant karma. It travels around and just happened to pop into madison. So I was able to see some of his pieces of art. some of it was even original. There were a few pieces done for his son sean to explain things to him... like to explain love he drew a fish winking at another fish... it was so adorable. There were also some erotic drawings of yoko.. like two of him going at her.. wow. My favorite of the drawings that I saw was one he did of him walking by a younger version of himself. His older self is giving his younger self the peace sign. I almost cried... I know it's silly but... if you'd seen it you would have understood. He did the piece just a few months before he was shot.... If it comes close by your town I definatly suggest going to it!!
Comments (2) | Permalink

Friday, November 4, 2005

Godzilla!!!!
so....ho....ho...yes. anyway I love to get requests!! It's so fun to do them. I'm working on one right now.... I just needed a little break so I thought I'd come here..... Damn picture!! Pissing me off!! >( I just needed a little break did I say that already? hmmm... maybe I should go see if anyone updated their sites... I'm sure they have... :o oh look theres one now...

oh no wait thats a poem...
(bear with me here..)

Greenest the grass falls rhythm to my feets dreamy beat. On verge of conscience on the brink of vision a slow forming warmth, life behind me. If I lean to him will I depend? If he leans to me will he lose himself? With these questions I stand straight hoping for a swift wind to send me back.
Comments (0) | Permalink

Saturday, October 29, 2005

halloween
oh yes it is that time of year, when it is socially acceptable to walk around as an elf...... I'm link this year... yeah I know I'm not a guy but I will dress as I like!! I made a halloween picture with the slayers I just posted. They're wearing those costumes from that monster doll ep. My favorite is goury's he's such a cute jellyfish. ^^*
hmmm.....what else.... it's cold...not as cold as it will be but hell... it is cold enough now. so much to do.... how about a POEM!!!

The light grey that touches the pristine blue of spacious skies, an enveloping scene of forbodding,
something so heavy caught in the very air. This yearly simple thing.... how can it be so devastating?

right.... and on that happy note....See Ya!!
Comments (1) | Permalink

Friday, September 16, 2005

summers almost gone
actually it's really close, I just had that song come out as I typed the subject... well.... maybe I'm a little tired... and the summers gone thing too.. hee hee.
I'll probably be on tomorrow to check out more of everyones sites and see what's new with you. right now I'm waiting for athena to get off of work so we can go get smashed at washoua days in Wis. Dells. I just couldn't find much else to do... Nic took azrael
(my son) with him to devils lake...
so.... I have no one to hang out with... I didn't know I'd become so attached to the little guy :) I miss him... how about a poem?

Beneath the trees that have released the last breath of summer.. as an autumn wind passes by. cold, refreshing.. the distinct smell of sun dried leaves.


okay that was it.... *shrug* maybe something better later..

back to the doors...
when summers gone where will we be?

Comments (2) | Permalink

Thursday, July 21, 2005

hydro tonic
festering below the soil,
urban and stuffy
useless breath drawn
as another day will dawn
renew with heavenly liquids
that will drown the daily dust
sweep from your eyes a mist
cleanse the very core
this miracle
this rain.
Comments (3) | Permalink

Saturday, July 16, 2005

fictional flirtations.....
well lookie what we got here. I've returned once more... but who knows for how long it will last. *sigh* I'm busy all of the time so I draw but I get frustrated and tend to not finish... or destroy. Nothing to different going on with me, Im going camping in a few hours. Drink a little, sing and dance. It shall be fantastic. I'll come in a bit tomorrow to look through everyones site. See whats going on with all of you. Anyways. The forest beckons.....

a sunny ray will pass unnoticed in a blanket of sunshine,
so it will be I, who will pull you to your feet, should ever you drown in souls.
Comments (3) | Permalink