Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Weddings.. pfttt..
Athena's getting married... It's so depressing... I'm happy for her but...she's also moving soon... to attend a different school.. we've been friends.. well.. since I can remember, We've gone everywhere together..yet there are still places to go... and she already feels so far away... She's one of the only people I'm comfortable around. I feel like I'm losing a limb... like it's slowly being torn from me... and it'll be in oshkosh attending college... LOL Okay maybe I'm being A LITTLE TO DRAMATIC... But.. it hurts unlike anything I've ever felt...even when family has died (although that's terrible to say).. it's worse....
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Monday, January 10, 2005

lust but not love......


unfortunate, that you would depend on me..
although with silence I had agreed..
similar in feel and design, it meshed together yours and mine,
a passionate dance that will end with only hate,
is that all that will be left?
There would be room in my bed,
if you would lay beside me.
running your moist lips over my neck..
but there's no more room for trust,
that's gone and dead...
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Sunday, January 9, 2005

LOMAO

How will InuYasha kill you? by Torridvampire
Your Name
How	Humping you until your pelvis crushes and your legs implode. Hey, he is a dog-demon ya know ^_~
http://universe.luniac.com/inuyasha.jpg
When	September 12, 2010
Why	You made fun of his robes.
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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I'm a cancer... child of the moon... so of course....

goddess of the moon beautiful and graceful


Which goddess or magic are YOU?(Anime pics)plz rate
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another... yep you guessed it... poem
The winter will surround you
you'll seek a garden
where a tree once grew,
but now just decays,
on one branch an tuft of dead leaves,
on the other, a lush ivory flower.
dream, sweet
and place your hands on the cold endless sky,
wake my sweet,
root your feet deep within the earth.
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Saturday, January 8, 2005

maybe I should work on this...

Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.

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no bars!!!!
oooo.. saturday... I just want to be alone... but people keep calling and want to come over.. they always get upset when i say I want to be by myself.. they ALWAYS accuse me of being depressed... I'M NOT!! I just like silence and space to myself. If I wanted to go out, I would... the fact is i don't feel like going to the bar and having drunk men trying to rub up against me or grab my ass (that one gets an auto matic wrist wrenching).. slimey bastards.. and they don't seem to understand the word no... that should be basic knowledge right...? so i end up saying something nasty about their overall character just to get them to back off... and i get called a bitch. So.. that's why I don't even want to deal with going out tonight. why not just stay in and draw.. or go outside to make a snow sculpture..
Ooo.. pegasis thats right.. hopefully the snow is packable..
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

its alive!!!
oh my god... I drew something... and submitted it... not that I like it or anything... it sucks... but I think I'm getting closer....
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Redeeming

Nics van took a BIG shit... so he's stranded in California right now... It's dead dead dead. Poor Nic, he says that the only time he's happy is when he's playing music with the band... the rest of the time he's all freaked out...

*lights a ciggarette*
damn ciggarettes...(Love/hate relationship)
damn work...(hate.. just hate...)


"two-step around the room... you can kneel down a while..."
I can't remember who sings this.. but her voice is AMAZING...
I used to be able to sing alot better.. until I started smoking.. damn ciggarettes...
I should stop... again.. lol
There see!! I put it out and I was only half finished.. now to trow them away.....
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.......*sigh*


maybe.. tomorrow...

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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

poem...


forboding... another night dismissed...


framing treelines echo maddly as you laugh beneath my gaze..
an intent look in your eyes, confused and amazed..
willowly limbs of your subtle frame..
I wish for you to embrace me again.


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