Friday, December 22, 2006

  

	Hey everybody =[ my christmas break isn't really going as I planned >.< today I was suppose to go home with my best firend Kimmy and spend the night at her house with her cousins Neil,Lin and Speedoy but like my mom said I couldn't because she comes home at 12 tonight and my step dad works so I had to go straight home =[ grr I got soooo mad i've been bored ALL day!But yea i've been having mixed feelings about Wesley again =( cuz like Kimmy's cousin Neil well he had a HUGE crush on me and so did I (before Wesley and I started dating) but like we didn't go out and all but well he lives down stairs from me and yesterday I hung out with him and I think I started to like him again >.< i'm not sure. But like all day today i've been ignoring Wesley.I didn't give him a hug or anything. I kinda feel bad now =( but like ughh its just been so hard for me lately. But yesterday I was talking to Weslay on the phone and he kept saying that he loves me and all and I didn't say it back so he kept saying to me that I don't love him and all. And I told him that I just didn't want to get hurt because almost all the guys that i've gone out with they've ALL said that they love me and that they'll NEVER hurt me but they do.And I said that I didn't want to make another mistake. I've gotten hurt SOOOO many times before and its really hard to believe a guy when he says he loves you ya know?And so like i've been crying more than usual.Today I talk to my friend Truman about it and he said that in the end it would be my choice so yea but anyways today I finally got my new schedule all my classes are the same except I have SS seminar and P.E. ughh!!I need to change ss seminar to Japanese ^.^ hehe but anyways got to go my sister is getting on my nerves -.- oh!I almost forgot!I finally finished my story =D I feel so proud ^.^ it was only 14 pages but thats not my longest.My longest is 21 pages but that story isn't even done >.< okay well bye bye! ~Deloris~

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

  

	Hellooooo right now its 9:55PM I just got off the phone with Wesley but anyways i'm waiting for Trinity Blood to come on =D so while i'm waiting i'm just on myspace,deviantart,msn,and otaku ^.^ hehe well I have to go to church in the morning >.< eek just one more church day and then I won't have anymore class for 2 weeks yay!lol well bye bye Trinity Blood is about to come on ^.^ ~Deloris~

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Friday, December 15, 2006

  

	Hey everybody wuts up?Today was our concert >.< lol I forgot the words to one of my songs and then another one I accidently started singing with the guys cuz I was right next to them >.< Kriselle started laughing at me but oh well.But the jazz band this year was okay last year is was AWESOME!but yea and then I think its band but they got better this year which is good.=P But other than that hmmmm today was going okay I guess oh I almost forgot!During the concert Wesley and I were lookin at each other and then I told him that I love juice which I think he thought I said I love you cuz his face changed and he kept smiling HAHAHHAAHHAAHA Kriselle and I were cracking up about it He wasn't able to look straight at me lmfao he kept having to look sumwhere else =P I like doing that to him heheh ^.^ But yea tomarrow is our school dance and i'm going =D yay! ^.^ But its also Darin's b-day party and I have to tell him that I can't go =[ cuz my mom said no cuz I told her last minute >.< I'm gonna feel so bad now he really wanted me to go and I wanted to help cook and all =[ but oh well I got to go now buh bye!! ~Deloris~

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

	Hey everybody its 10:13PM i'm sooo hungry >.< my mom and everyone else went to go eat but I didn't go cuz I wasn't feelin good =[ my throat is hurting and so is my stomach wahhh i'm so bored and right now my mom keeps yelling.Its so annoying when she does that. She doesn't need to yell everybody can hear her geeze.Then she's telling my lil sister that she can go and be stupid like me and get sick becuz I didn't have a coat on. Wtf?grrr I hate it when she does that i'm not stupid. But anyways I gotta go and try to find something to eat gosh they're so messed up for not getting me anything and they KNEW I wasn't feeling good.What a great family I got don't you think? ~Deloris~

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

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	Hey there everybody right now it is 4:21 PM i'm sooooo bored right now i'm just trying out these one background things that my friend showed me well I asked her about it lol but yea anyways >.< I'm starting to get sick and thats not good for me becuase in 2 days I have my choir concert and if I can't sing then I don't get to go up and perform and then i'll get really really mad >. ~Deloris~

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Saturday, December 2, 2006

   I STILL HAVE HIM!!!
woohoo!!I still have my man!!! Even though ppl want me to relax from this to tell the truth I kinda don't. But yea he commented me today and said that we were still going out i'm soooooo freakin glad!!!yay!But okay well I just wanted to tell you all that cuz I gotta go my best fwend Kimmy is here or well KIMMY cuz she feels special when her name is in caps hahah okay well bye bye!!!!!


I LOVE MY MAN!!!!! ^.^ heheh


~Deloris~
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

   = [
Hey everybody well bad news I guess me and Wesley broke up =( cuz I left him a comment like 2 or 3 days ago saying that I was mad and all and he commented me back not too long ago and said "so I guess this is goodbye" or sumthin like that and plus on his page where theres a comment near the pic it says "I miss her so much" and also i'm not 1st on his top and yea.But i'm kinda sad cuz like I still kinda like him well like I know I wanted to break up with him but then I didn't and yea now that its over i'm just really sad.I told him to call me so I could talk to him about it but I doubt he is. Well I gotta go okay buh bye.

~Deloris~
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

   Hey everybody well yea i'm making this one short since Tala told me too lol but anyways Wesley comes back tomarrow but I don't really care about him.I'm mad at him if you can't tell becuz yesterday was our 1 month thing and he called me not becuz of that but to tell me that he got 2 girls numbers at the mall. And then he had the guts to ask me if I wasn't mad?!What the hell?! Excuse my language in this post but what the hell is his problem??!I'm not mad i'm PISSED OFF!How dare he say that to me and then tell me that he's gonna call me back?!wow he's seriously fucked up!I have a feeling that he's been playing with my emotions all along.But my friend Truman and I were talking about it and he said that i'm too good for him and that I can do better and I think I can. But when I see Wesley i'm gonna talk to him before I go off on him like I did on myspace. Well got to go. Bye.
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Friday, November 24, 2006

   hehe =D
Hello everybody! =D hehe i'm happy cuz my bf FINALLY called me =D =D he's still in Cali grr he was at the mall when he called me but yea I got kinda mad at him cuz I think he was checkin out some girls when he was talkin to me and plus he was all like "yea i'm gonna kiss a girl here.right on the lips" and I told him that if he does that i'll NEVER forgive him and all he said was "how would you know if I did or didn't?" and I told him "still even if you don't i'll never talk to you" and yea I was getting pissed off at him for that and after he was all like "are you okay?" uhh hello what girl would be happy after she just heard her bf say that he was gonna kiss another girl?Even if he was just joking he still shouldn't have done that ya know?But anyways yea about the braces I have to ask my real dentist on December 13th grr thats so far away but the lady who cleans my teeth said that most likely I would need to get braces =D i'm actually happy but then kinda scared at the same time but my sister and my mom were talking about it and said that maybe i'll only need to get retainers or whatever those are.But yea i'm going now this is kinda short but i'm going to my friends house so until next time bye bye!!

~Deloris~
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