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Thursday, September 14, 2006


   I was crying today
Hi everybody =( i'm really sad right now because of a boy. His name is Lazaro and I like him A LOT and like today I got all dressed up just to let him look and me or notice me and all and then during 4 hour I wrote him a note and I told him that I liked him since last year and its true and like yea and then I gave it to him after 6th hour and he said something really mean about me and then my supposidly best friend Brianna told me what he said and she was laughing and so when I went to 7th hour I was crying and then at the end of the day Lazaro's friend Victor came up to me and gave me a note that was crumpled up and I thought it was the one I gave him and I started crying again and like I went up to my best friend marie and I showed her the crumpled paper and just walked off and then like all my other friends saw me crying and like I told them and then I opened up the paper and it was a note from Lazaro saying that he doesn't like me and all and I started crying even more and so when I was about to get on the bus I felt so dizzy like I was gonna faint and I kinda wanted to cuz like when my friends were hugging me I was shaking so bad and it wasn't becuz of the rain and then my friend Nancy felt my cheek and told me that I was really really cold and usually i'm not like that i'm usually really warm but this time I wasn't but yea when I was walking from my bus stop I was still crying and so I just sat in the rain when I got to my stairs I was outside for like 10 minutes and yea so now I think i'm gonna get a cold. But later on my best friend Kriselle called me and like she said that Victor told her that Lazaro was gonna give me another note and i'm kinda scared becuz i'm afraid that it might be a bad note and like if it is and if it is a bad note and I read it before class starts than i'm gonna start crying and then people are gonna start asking me what's wrong and then my teacher is gonna make me go to the counselers office and I don't want to but yea so that's what happened today well I have to go now I need to finish studying bye bye!

~Deloris~

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