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Saturday, October 7, 2006


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Hi everybody..Well hmm okay when I said that I was gonna forget about Isaac well I can't. Cuz on Sunday at church he came up to me and he said that he never asked Jonathan "how to get rid of me" he asked him if he sould but then he asked if I was like a trouble maker or sumthin like that then Jonathan said that I wasn't so yea.But I still tired to get him to like me and well yesterday I messaged Isaac saying "hey I was wondering if you wanted to go to hte movies with my friends and I on the 13th but if you don't then its okay" then he messaged me back saying "hey, listen. that soundz fun, but im acutally fixin 2 ask out this girl named hannah. im sry, your a great girl, guys will go crazy over u. im really sry, but i just cant make it. i hope u understand. but i really want 2 still be friends " and like when I started reading that I kinda started crying =( I like him A LOT! And well i'm kinda jealous. I bet that Hannah girl is really pretty.She's lucky. I bet she'll say yes.I don't know why but like I just want things to go my way since it hasn't been like that for a long time.I seriously want to die!But what would my family and friends think. They would miss me a lot. And I would have done that all because of a boy.But if I do well at least i'll be able to see my little brother and my nana for the first time. It'll be better if i'm gone and out of everybody's way.
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