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Friday, December 22, 2006


  

Hey everybody =[ my christmas break isn't really going as I planned >.< today I was suppose to go home with my best firend Kimmy and spend the night at her house with her cousins Neil,Lin and Speedoy but like my mom said I couldn't because she comes home at 12 tonight and my step dad works so I had to go straight home =[ grr I got soooo mad i've been bored ALL day!But yea i've been having mixed feelings about Wesley again =( cuz like Kimmy's cousin Neil well he had a HUGE crush on me and so did I (before Wesley and I started dating) but like we didn't go out and all but well he lives down stairs from me and yesterday I hung out with him and I think I started to like him again >.< i'm not sure. But like all day today i've been ignoring Wesley.I didn't give him a hug or anything. I kinda feel bad now =( but like ughh its just been so hard for me lately. But yesterday I was talking to Weslay on the phone and he kept saying that he loves me and all and I didn't say it back so he kept saying to me that I don't love him and all. And I told him that I just didn't want to get hurt because almost all the guys that i've gone out with they've ALL said that they love me and that they'll NEVER hurt me but they do.And I said that I didn't want to make another mistake. I've gotten hurt SOOOO many times before and its really hard to believe a guy when he says he loves you ya know?And so like i've been crying more than usual.Today I talk to my friend Truman about it and he said that in the end it would be my choice so yea but anyways today I finally got my new schedule all my classes are the same except I have SS seminar and P.E. ughh!!I need to change ss seminar to Japanese ^.^ hehe but anyways got to go my sister is getting on my nerves -.- oh!I almost forgot!I finally finished my story =D I feel so proud ^.^ it was only 14 pages but thats not my longest.My longest is 21 pages but that story isn't even done >.< okay well bye bye!


~Deloris~

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