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2003-09-14
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A pessimistic, insecure, but much too hyper person!
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I don't even know.
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I got straight A's. ... Beating my cousins at Halo! yay!
Anime Fan Since
1994 i think... whenever Ronin Warriors/Samurai Troopers showed on CN.
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.hack series (except twilight), Naruto, Spiral, Pilot Candidate and pretty much everything else out there. except InuYasha, Pokemon, FMA, and the english version of Naruto.
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To live and finally have a good answer for the question: "If you could have anything in the world what would it be?" And to beat Sephiroth once in my life along with other assorted things.
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Video games, collecting chopsticks, poetic nonsense, drawing, and, vegetating in front of the computer.
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artsyness, and musicalness and losing at every single game of multiplayer Halo in my life except for the ones i play with my cousins. I CAN BEAT THEM! OHYEAH!
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Monday, October 24, 2005
So very very special
We’re all special,
So very very special,
All of us are dark,
We brood day and night
We see a knife and all we think about is blood
A suicidal thought is all we have left.
Death is awaiting us,
Most of us can’t stand it, killing us instantly,
The rest of us try to fend it off until we lose everything,
Either way, we’re all messed up,
In the head, In the heart
It’s all in there.
We’re so very very special,
Cuts in the places you can’t see,
Darkness in the places you can’t be.
But you know what,
We’re all freaks.
In this day and age,
We’re all crazy in different ways.
We’re so very very careful,
Hiding behind our clothing,
Hoping no one finds out,
Hey, it’s like a game,
Until you go to far,
Go to deep,
And there’s no returning from there.
You’re dead in your head
And you can’t fare,
In this day and age,
We’re so very special
Friend and i were talking about suicide and stuff. I realize i can't really help in any way that i know how to. I can only see him in a different light. But i just pray that i'll see all the people i know the next day. Life's hard, and you know it'll be hard on others. I'll just continue praying, and hoping that they'll see the next day.
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