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myOtaku.com: Wings of Dream
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Saturday, January 6, 2007
not a good day...
Well, this is actually yesterday for me and today in myo I think. But anyway, yesterday was a disasater. It went downhill so bad. The only good news is that I got straight A's this quarter ^^' phew, I thought I got a C's in History.
In the morning, I was in a super-duper-happy mood because I just heard some news from my old friends. We were going to talk a little bit more in the after I go home from school (since it's Friday yesterday) but something terrible suddenly happen.
Just as soon as I began to think that things will change for the better, something bad always happen :( My mom, who is always copy people, heard that one of her friend's daughter got a $7000 scholarship because she is like the best violin player in the district. Mom was totally envy that "lucky" girl and of course, she went home last evening and yelled at me! She said that I'm so useless just because I'm not that good at music. It's was scary and frustrated when she even threaten me. I was so mad and yelled back that I don't want to be an expert piano player since I love to become an artist much more. After that, she just slam the door right at my face & yell back that I'm stupid. Gosh, I can't tolerate it anymore. Even my other relatives said that I should listen to her...now I'm really depress and comfuse. I don't know what to do anymore. This really isn't the kind of weekend I was hoping for.
I'm really sorry >.< I don't mean to make you sad in the morning. It's okay...I hope I'll be able to handle this.
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Anyway, this is poem I wrote last night...
I want to die so badly
I want to escape
this loneliness
this life full of lies
and this meaningless love
Sometikes I'm just thinking
What is the point of me living anyway?
He has died and left me all alone
My family has never really understand me
All they want is to have a "perfect" relative
to gossip, to exaggerate about.
Every time I see a shooting star
My wish is always the same
I want to be free, to live as the real me
One moment is enough
Someone...
please come and take me away
soon
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