Tuesday, December 25, 2007

I wanted to say
Merry Christmas everyone.
So what did you all get?
I got a scarf and a sketchbook from my older sister.
A charm from my second oldest sister.
A hat from my friend Kelvin.
Thirty dollars from my mom. :]
A hello kitty strip glove, pink and black from my friend Linh.
A fishnet glove; no fingers and three color scarfes from my best friend Jessica.
A lavender set of lotion, bath salt, and shower gel from my best friend Bre. (What is she trying to say?? lol who cares! im going to smell all pretty. hahaha)
It was great. We opened up the presents on Christmas eve.
I'm happy, however I think I gave out more presents than I got in return. :]
But it feels good.
So far it is only the beginning.
Ack Heck no!! It's snowing so much outside. >< ah, i like the snow, but i dont like the cold it gives off.
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Saturday, December 15, 2007

Please Help me out
Rate my poem, Go here

Help out guys. A month ago I submitted a poem, go to that link if you want to read it. They also place me ina contest so please help me win. I will forever be graceful if you do!! This had made me really ahppy. :]
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December 21, 07
It snowed again today.
Snow, lots and lots of snow, beautiful scenery, but I don't like the cold. Almost every morning I wake up from the chill from the cold and a freezing corpse, my sister. Her skin is always so cold, but she is alive. Hogs up all the space on the twin bed.
Like I said many, many journals before, my family and I are small people. Altho I am the chubbiest ><
Ooh a 102 pounds, the heaviest in the family. I know, I need to get off my butt and stop drawing for a while.
I've been heck of a busy girl this month.
Sorry about not updating my manga. I got the whole thing planned, just that the action part of the manga is stopping me, I lack of the action drawing skills. ><
I so far had drew more then ten drawings, all neatly done and looks good for a quick sketch, wasn't able to scan them in time. XO
Made over ten plushies. Do you know how long it takes to make just one!!! About thirty minutes or up to two hours!! Depending on how well I make them.
Oh I'll show you how well I make them. So well.
All I'll say that my manga, will take a sudden change. Hehehe
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Friday, December 14, 2007

Finals
The worst thing that is coming is the Finals. Altho I hate it, I hate not taking it. I don't know why, just werid like that hehe.
Me and my buddy Shane are doing good. Helping eachother out with some problems and just plain talking about random things.

I don't believe in a thing called love, I'll tell you guys why later, right now I am in school, class is starting heh.
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Dec. 15
I'm sorry, I won't tell you guys why I don't believe in love. I don't feel comfortable about talking about it, rather I'll draw about.

My friend's birthday is today.
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Long last friend, now an internet buddy
I lost a friend.
Eventually I know for sure, that we'll meet again during some chinese festival or dragon boat festival and say hi, but that's all. Not a very good friendship relationship anymore.
We haven't talk for almost a week now.
It's going good then.
The less talk, the less hurt.



An old friend of mine found me a year ago and now we're internet buddy! ^_^ This makes me happy, because someone from so long ago, from third grade still remembers me from today.

This is a rare occasion for me.
It's odd tho, because at first, he found me on myspace, and said "I found you!" in my message. At first this would scare you right, because unknown face, of course i would check who it was. I said "yes, you found, so uh, who are you?" Told me his name was "Shane"
Shane, Shane, now where have I heard that name before. I know no Shane. Then he begins to give me a butt load of hints and finally at last, he gave me a hint that suddenly made me shoot my head into my memory bank and pull out the card of Shane! Shane! A friend of mine that I use to compete against all the time on the test, seeing who was the first to finish. At the same time I had fun, and felt like punching him for winning many times.
I sure miss you Shane. I had fun in elementary.
Then you moved away, and time basically wiped clean my head of you and so I had forgotten about him until he said "I found you."
I'm happy, someone had finally found me.
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Monday, December 10, 2007

I told him the reason why, he still hasn't reply. Been four days now since I've been waiting. Perhaps he doesn't go on anymore, or perhaps he's already forgotten me.
Perhaps that is for the best.
Even if you said no, doesn't mean you have to break the friendship too.
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Saturday, December 8, 2007

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I guess, my friend doesn't really care about me that much anymore.
I told him to delete my number, hoping for him to ask me why (because I got a new number) Thinking that if he asked why, then he cares for me, but he never did, just said, "Sure thing."
As in, good bye for good.
I uh, good bye to you too.
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Finals
Dang finals are coming up again. heh, how time suer goes by fast.
after the finals, then it's christmas break time. how exciting.
ive been doing good. getting alot of things and that makes me happy
grr, my phone is irrating me with its beepness of the dying battery. ill go charge it later. i dont realy want to get up to get the charger because it' outside and me and my dad share it. heh
let see, i have so far gotten at least two presents done out of twenty ppl i believe?
Great, so eighteen more. I'm really broke, so instead of trying to make money and go buy stuff that's probably machine made, why not make some homemade stuff that'll be way cheaper and would mke it more special because it was handmade.
so i decided to do that.
i can make plushies now, which i am very graceful. however i can only make four kind of plushies. one being a hat, which i am not sure if it really counts, but its okay hahah. the second a ball with a face. o.0 heh, its pink.
and a mokona plush, a patter that i found off of the deviantart.com place. etc.
a rice ball,and a heart with a wing attach. a few of them made to be keychains, got to keep them small, because i dont have any money left to but more flet. GREAT.
i am beginning to miss people. here on the otaku and out in life.
my friend, grr, he shouldn't have done that. men needs to keep their hands to themselves, otherwise we girls wouldn't have to ignore and walk out to stop their harrasement.
that still makes me angry as i think about it. but eventually things will go back to normal because he's my friend, and i dont want that friendship to stop.
im planning to make him a pink plushie and he better love it or ill kick him. i will.
then im going to make a panda plushie for my other friend, he really loves them ^_^
an evil bunny for myself, hey, i got to have sometime for myself right?
i dont understand, why do i have this feeling that i would feel quilty if i dont buy anyone i knkow a present. it sucks, i really wish i didnt have the feeling of guilt, that way i can save money and get something for myself once in a while. well i do, but i dont like feeling oblilge to get someone something.
oh gawd! everyone wants a drawing from me! its terrible! terrible because i wont have enough time to get them all done, and won't have any drawings to show to my uncle who might start business with me. >< me want to whine and complain but shall not. ah, why??
heh but in a way that makes me happy, ppl love my artwork! :] my mom however she supports me, but she doesn't like the fact that i draw alot.
just yesturday she said that i should dress more like a girl. (what does that suppose to mean? are you saying i dress like a boy??) then my dad had to take it beyond and call me something which i dont know how to say in english. ah, so mean of you father, really parent's words are so painful and we kids take it to the heart. we really do.
i dont see how i dress likea guy. my hair is long, well getting there. I wear regular girl jeans. the tight kind and some loose. i wear a girly jacke that has a heart on it, black, kind of torn, and about to rip if i dont stitch it up one day. aha and i a black shirt with a long sleeve dark color sleeve underneath. i think what my mom means is that i shouldn't dress so dark and punkishly. o.0 and that i should dress more like my older sister, who wear bright clothes from aeropastal or ambercrombe. yellow, white. o.0 aha, they dont suit an asian girl like this one.
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Saturday, December 1, 2007

How funny

I find things funny, some things. Nowadays, i don't find much of anything funny anymore. The only thing that can make me truly laugh from my heart, is my lovely family whom I love very much.
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Happy Early Thanksgiving
Hey guys how have you been?
Thanksgiving is tomro and no school either. ah the week off.
so happy.
im going to start selling some of my artwork off of ebay.
its a maybe, im not sure, will need to carify if i will tomro.
if you guys are interested in some of my artwork and would want to buy one contact me.
ill tell you what is listed and we can bargain out a price.
its all a may be still. maybe

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Friday, November 9, 2007

ah
Thanksgiving is coming. How time sure flies by fast.
ugh, I hate time. I hate the idea of growing up and I hate time. REally REALLy Hate time.
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