Thursday, December 15, 2005

   [Post Number One: Bitchin', As Usual]
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[Security Reasons]
Well, I figured that its time to get a new blog (since it looks like changing my web address is outta the question lol.) It's time to go raw and just say what I want w/o anyone (except you guys lol) reading and bitching about what I write. I've decided to keep the old blog so when ppl goto http://jookiejenkins.net, they won't be disappointed lol.


[Lauren's PIssed Me Off Good This Time]
Yeap she's managed big time. It's not all her fault, I guess, as its the deja vu w/ past sluts I've been with. So here's how it goes. I know I mentioned about her going "have lunch or something" with that guy friend of hers, right? Well she didn't tell me it was today. I swear all day long, I was under the imprression that she was going somewhere with her mom, when in reality she was going to be dropped off by her mom to that guys house. She told me that she's been talking about someone dropping her off all day long, but the only time I remember her mentioning that, she referred to where she was going as "where I gotta go," and the second time she said something really low that I couldn't make out. The other thing that really pisses me off is that she didn't tell me that she was going to his house. Since when does, "lunch or something" translate into "his house?" Her mom assured me that his family was there and that they're only friends, because I only found out that she was going tonight because her mom said something about it to piss her off, but she didn't know that I'd be seriously pissed about it. Hell, her mom even spoke to me twice about it and her dad told me that they were just friends too. I mean, like I said, its not totally her fault, because I've played this fuckin game before w/ another ex. She was in the wrong for not being straight with me, once again. I take being shifty, or withholding things as lying, because I don't do it to her, and I don't do it to anyone else unless I find it to be in their best interest not to know something. It can be even the smallest things, and that also contributed to me being really pissed off now, because if you do it with little things, the temptation will be too great to do it with big things, such as lying to your boyfriend so you can sleep w/ someone else. Call me paranoid, but yes I think I was wrong for getting worked up w/o thinking, but I think I'm 100% right and she's 100% wrong for doing that, because she didn't be straightforward with me on purpose because she knows I'd be pissed, and she knows I'd have a cow if she told me she was going to his house, so I believe that she did what she did on purpose, and there's where she's wrong.. .. ..what do you guys think?
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