Tuesday, December 20, 2005

3rd Day of Work.. .. ..

[Not A Very PRODUCTIVE Day, But I Got To Destory A Cabinet]
So I had my first day of work, more orientation work through that boring ol computer, and I had my second day of work yesterday, which was a crapload of busy work because there really wasn't much to do, so hopefully today will be better and I'll actually get to learn more things. Yesterday, I learned how to destory a file cabinet, which involved tossing it into the compactor, and marveling at the destruction. "Usually, we'll beat the shit outta it first," said one of the other stockers lol. Hopefully today will be fun and productive.


[Lauren Reads My Blog.. ..]
.. ..but this time I'm in the wrong too, because I had told her that I'd stop writing about her in my blog. On the other had, she said that she wouldn't read my blog, but she did anyway. Fortunately, she went to my OLD blog using the link on my web site, and not this one that I use now. She came up to me crying saying that it hurts her feelings when I write about her in my blog, because it makes her look like a bad person, and for a SECOND I did feel sorry for her, but then I thought about it, "WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE, WINN! If she wouldn't do those things to you, then you wouldn't need to vent, so why is she crying." She brings that shit upon herself. If she'd treat me better, I wouldn't feel a need to write those things down, so she's only making herself out to be a bad person, not me. I mean c'mon guys, you've read most of my posts, I DON'T MAKE THIS SHIT UP lol! This is real she that she does, and I'm only talking about it. Oh well, anyways, I made a promise to her that I wouldn't talk about her in my blogs anymore (though I don't see myself keeping that promise every time she messes up) She argues that I need to trust her more, but its not that easy when you do shit like the going to that guys house thing I wrote about a few days ago. It's also been bothering me lately that she and her mom whisper among each other when I'm in the room, and one of those topics was about sex, particularly her moms "weakness," which is the reason why she's slept w/ other men even though she's still legally married, and considers herself a hardcore Christian (is your bullshit alarm going off too?) Now even though they whisper, this was one of those rare times when I had super human hearing, and I could actually make out words, including her mom saying that Lauren had that weakness too and that she's "better not mess up." Now how does she expect me to trust her 100% when she does shit like that? For all my paranoid ass knows, "better not mess up" may mean "better not get caught sleeping with other men" Oh well, I still love her, and I'm striving to keeping that promise, but if she keeps doing shit like that to me, it'll be hard not to talk about her in this blog. Wish me luck.
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