Thursday, December 22, 2005

   Two Days Off.. .. .. ..Well Spent?
[Playlist and Snippet]
Sittin' here with my tears
All alone with my fears
I'm wonderin' if
I have to do
Withoutcha
But there's no reason why I
Fell asleep late last night
Cryin' like a new born child
Holdin' myself close
Pretendin' my arms are yours
I want no one but you

I get so lonely
Can't let
Just anybody hold me
You are the one
That lives in me my dear
Want no one but you
- "I Get So Lonely" - Janet Jackson - Album Unknown -


[Yeah, I know, not well spent]
.. .. ..mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm not really. I bullshitted the days around, both yesterday and today, w/o accomplishing anything important, such as getting another SS Card because mine's lost (I keep forgetting about it lol,) and I need one to keep my job. I have to absol-fucking-utely remember to get this card soon. Now, I DID do some things I consider important to ME, if not to anyone else. I did some minor cleaning to get ready for Christmas, since it will be held here because Thanksgiving was held at Mary's (Lauren's aunt) house. I also installed MS-DOS 7.1 under Windows XP on my computer, so I can rebuild my emergency "oh shit" computer maintenance cd since all of my cd's are in Louisiana, and so I can run old DOS exclusive "classics" that I can't play in Windows because of its "virtual machine" errors. I also made a minor, yet important to me modification of http://jookiejenkins.net's main page, which will become the template for all pages because it now has a set of links to the left side of the page, like all of the awesome web pages do. I actually had to steal it from someone elses web page, and copy my crap to it, because I don't know how to do that yet (its like some sorta special table.)


[Damn you, ROUTINE!]
Well, Lauren's at church, with her friend Leciee (pronounced Lacie, and I really dont know if I spelled her name right,) who seriously rubs me the wrong way and I can't put my finger on why YET, out in Bumfuck, Florida. Now usually when she goes to church, she gets back at about 10:00pm, you can almost put it on against a fucking clock, guarenteed. Tonight, however, its 10:27 and she STILL isnt back. As usual, I was waiting for her call which I didn't get either, and me getting sick of waiting and noticing that its way past the usual time for her to return, I sent her a text message asking about the phone call, "I thought you were going to call me.. .. .." She texts me back, saying that church had JUST let out 10 minutes ago (the message was sent at 10:10.) So as usual, being a man w/ too much time on his hands today, I'm trying to figure out how in christ's name can church JUST be out at 10, when its never been like that any other time. I see they do things differently in Bumfuck, Florida, not to mention the fact that I heard her saying that it takes an hour to travel there. Of course this would happen the day after I was complaining how she leaves with her buddies for things like this at about 4-5pm, and always returns at about 10 regardless of the fact that church lets out alot earlier, so this is how my luck works out. Its almost as if some being set it up this way just to work on my nerves, because I said that yesterday, because she left then too in the evening time, but was on the usual schedule. Call me striaght laced if you will, but when someone does something so many times the exact same way, I come to expect it to happen that way every single time. Deviation from a schedule worries me big time, especially since someone's already tried to go places w/o telling me, yknow what I'm saying?


[Hello? Is this still your number?]
I was able to retrieve my old cell phone numbers. I can't exactly figure out how it suddenly had the power to stay on long enough, but I was able to take down all of those phone numbers on one of those Excel grids (though I use the FREE OpenOffice Suite instead of spending money on the equally featured Microsoft Office, www.openoffice.org) and saved them to a hidden folder on my hard drive locally, in addition to saving it to the webserver. I find the webserver especially useful to access important information I feel that I need to hide, hell, I have the space to go around lol. Now I just have to test the phone numbers to see if my friends are still at their respected ends.. .. ..
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