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myOtaku.com: Winter Yuy


Friday, April 15, 2005

I don't understand...
I don't understand...even if I try to sit here and think about it, I just don't understand. I cannot seem to grasp the whole meaning behind the ironic situations, and the true meanings behind the words. Am I not wanted...? Am I trying to get better for nothing...? Am I not trying to be true...? Is the futile attempt to make things better not working...?

I don't understand all of these questions...I just cannot seem to understand anything right now. The irony of both escaping at the exact moment after the other--was I pushed aside and made a fool of? Was I lied to?

That question I may be sure of. It's not hard to think that someone(s) is lying to you when several things happen back to back that can't be explained. I can usually see straight through a lie or strange occurances, but it seems that here lately I've been slow on doing it. My mind has been clouded with doubt and thoughts have drifted away with everything that has been going on...

I just only hope we can pick up the pieces together...just one step at a time...
If not...I don't know what I'll do...
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