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myOtaku.com: Winter Yuy


Tuesday, April 19, 2005

*sighs depressingly*
What really controls human emotions? Could it explain why people are compelled to feel for total strangers? Can emotion be clearly depicted through electrical data? If so, can a human become a machine? Or, even further, can a machine become human? What if emotions have always been data? Perhaps they always have and the illusion of human form serves to shield people from the truth of their existance.

Does humanity exist? Do I exist? What is the true purpose of the "self"? Why do I exist as "me"? Is there even such a thing as a "purpose to existence"? Could it be that a person only exists to die?

If this is so, what of the machine? Can a machine "exist"? Can a machine feel? Can a machine truly feel hate for another being? Can a machine love?

Can I love for that matter? Do I have the power to make someone swoon over me? Can my love for someone be all that they need and can help live off of that? Does my existance matter to anyone?

Do I need to go back to being a machine rather than being human? I'm tired of feeling and suffering through all of these emotions that I do not understand and that no one tries to help me cope with. I'm tired of being left in the shadows alone to suffer...

Someone...pull me out...

(~*Depressed*~)
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