Wednesday, April 20, 2005

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Damn...yesterday was one of those crappy ass days that I would rather forget about. It started out okay, but ended horribly.

I went to school (like a good girl) and sat in my boring classes until about 11 am because I had to subsititue 5th grade at Farmstead. Well, that didn't go so bad, even though the kids tended to not want to listen to me. *laughs* I had to threaten them a couple of times.

As I was on my way home my stupid car died again. That piece of shit just got a new battery put it in and it died! Well, when I tried to turn the car on, it wouldn't turn over and I knew right then that is was the alternator. *growls like Mariku* I was so pissed. Then I had to sit outside in the fucking sun for an hour before mawaw and a guy from my pawpaw's shop got down there to get me home.

The best part was that I got yelled at by mawmaw for not being able to drive and shit like that. *rolls eyes* Then I had to hear it from pawpaw because he came up here and ate supper with us! (My grandparents are divorced).

So my day was totally--blah, but I have to thank a friend for cheering me up while I was online. I didn't think that this particualar person cared about me. Thank you, you know who you are! *winks*

Anyways, I have a damn doctor's appointment today with my old ortheopedic surgeon for my hip. I'll be laid up on one of those damn tables and he's going to push and pull on my leg and, damn, I know it's gonna hurt. *cringes* I can only imagine what he's going to tell me. I have a feeling that I'm gonna get told something that will affect how I look at life today. I'm not sure though...

But a good thing did happen yesterday! My fiancee and I are no longer fighting. *does a DDR jig* We spent a lot of time together the other night on the phone and some time last night and now things are back to normal. I'm so thankful for that right there. I don't know what I would've done if we were to spilt up. I love them with all my heart and they should know this, but it's hard to try and be happy when you're the one being ignored and shoved aside for someone else...

My heel is still killing me as well. I started crying in the shower because I couldn't stand on my left foot and when I shifted all fo my weight to my right leg, my hip started hurting. *sighs* I need to ask the doctor about that too.

I think that's all for now...I wish that I had someone wish me luck at my visit. *whimpers* It's kinda scary...and I have to go with my grandmother. -_-;; she won't let me drive myself--oh wait, my car is in the shop. >.>

So either way, I'm screwed.

(~*Depressed*~)
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