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myOtaku.com: Winter Yuy


Sunday, April 24, 2005

Forget it--
I'm done with everything. I'm not writing anymore--I'm not doing anything anymore. I've always been told that losers only give up but I cannot take it anymore. If I cannot make anyone happy then I don't need to do things that make me happy or be happy. I tried so hard--I tried my damn hardest but it all went up in flames. I cried for hours and hours on end, got no sleep, and...nothing has worked. It's still not better--I'm being ignored and, yet again, shoved aside for someone else...I thought that I had helped...I swear that I thought my feelings were understood once I stated them...

I cannot help--I can do nothing to make it better and it kills me. I said to rely on me--to trust me and to believ me--but it wasn't done...

I can't write anymore...I have no skills and it's not use...I suck anyways...I thought I was good, but I was just proven wrong...

...I'll still be online...just IM me if you want to talk...who knows if I'll say anything back...

(~*Depressed and emotionally/physically sick*~)
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