Currently Feeling: Defeated
Current Song Running Through My Head: Amazing KissIt’s here. How do you like it? The new way to do my moods and updates! Is this creative or what? It all happened from my damn stubbornness and Andrainea’s HTML skills! *hugs her*
I’ve been feeling down here lately, I don’t know why. I just haven’t had the energy to do anything. Finals starts tomorrow and I’ve been so down in the dumps due to some things that I just cannot concentrate. My heart hurts every time I think about it. I feel so…unappreciated.
It’s sad…that I don’t even know what’s wrong with me. I’ve lost my appetite as of late. I just cannot seem to eat breakfast anymore or eat anything actually. It’s been so hard…
I was thinking of writing a short piece of a fic for my fiancée dealing with the RPs we do, but I don’t know what should would think of it or if she would appreciate it. I had some cute ideas for it, but I’m not sure…
Speaking of writing, I won’t send it because I don’t know if my skills are good enough. I mean, here lately I just don’t have fait in myself to do anything anymore. No one tells me anything anymore, I feel so…lonely sometimes…
*sighs* I don’t like being called names either and when I was called a name, it hurt. It hurt very badly…
I don’t know what else to say besides I hope you guys enjoy the new layout and what not! I have to thank my friend that helped me, she’s awesome. *hugs her* You know who you are, girlie girl! *gives you high five*
Aside from that, I want thank everyone who stops by my page and replies to my posts. Guys, that means a lot to me. You don’t know how much I appreciate it. It makes me want to cry. I’ve never had no one do such nice things for me. The banner Tangertine made me did make me cry. I’ve tried to do so much for people here lately and I don’t seem to get any of it back. I kinda of feel unappreciated in that sense, but—I am starting to feel better as of late, just not as much as I want to.
Well, sorry for this confusing post you guys! I’m trying to pick myself up so let’s hope it works. I cannot bomb out on my finals. I have to pass this semester. If I don’t, I cannot graduate in Spring of ’06.
Welp, that’s it people! Until the next update!
And I hope you all enough the new background and layout! *smiles* I’m going to make a new art ID here soon as well to suit the new layout! ^^
~~Winter Yuy
Art © Meilin Wong
