Friday, May 6, 2005

Same ole shit on a different day

Currently Feeling: Surrending to the Darkness(Defeated) Crying to the song: Dark Blue by No Doubt Didn't do much of anything today. I layed around in bed until mawmaw told me to come and eat with her up at the resturant. I didn't want to, but I really had no other choice. I wasn't very hungry at all. I've lost my appetite here lately due to all of the shit that I've been hit with. While I was eating, a regular customer of my grandmother's came in with her mother and asked me did I want to go around with her today. I was going to say no but mawmaw told me that I needed to get out and stop sulking around the house. So I put on my happy face and went with Marie today. We didn't do much of anything. I went with her to get her hair done and then we went to walmart and she tried to buy me something, but I wouldn't let her. After that we went to the bookstore and I was reading some manga that I hadn't bought yet and she forced me to get the ones that I didn't have and she bought them for me. ^^ It was sweet of her to do that so I'll have plenty of things to read and catch up on in my Rurouni Kenshin, Yu-Gi-Oh Duelist, and Full Metal Alchemist manga. My aunt called me and told me that she was having problems with her computer--again. I tried to talk her through some things to do with it for it to work and she had no clue what I was talking about so tomorrow I've got to drive to her house, which is 40 miles from mine (approximately an hour or so drive), and go to fix her computer for her. I've got to get up earlier, yet AGAIN on a day where I do not have school (since I'm out) and drive to fucking BIRMINGHAM for her. Tell me again why I do this shit for people? Oh yeah, because I'm nice. Grrrr, I need to start being a bitch again. ^^ I miss my fiancèe so much! I'm about to die if I don't talk to them...but I don't know what to do, I'm so confused. *gives them a hug the post* I love you baby and I miss talking to you, but I'm still trying to figure things out. Wait for me, love, I know you need time as well. You're my whole world and I'm nothing without you in it. *whimpers* Can I come back to you? Please...take me back...don't leave me when I need someone the most... I miss Charity too--so damn much. I cried on and off again today. She hasn't called me yet to let me know that she's okay. When she does call, I'm gonna kill her!! She's scaring me, but I left a message on her phone so she'll call me if she knows what's good for her. *pops knuckles* I don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow besides read my new manga. Hell, I might sleep. I don't know if I'll be on my IM connections again or not. *blinks to try and keep her eyes open* My friends know my cell number if they want to check up on me and see how I'm doing and I have an email address, if any of you are worried, then use it. I'll be on the check my mail, just not talk to anyone. Guh, I must go to bed, I'm about to die. I'm out! *fades away into the shadows* Until the next update! ~~Winter Yuy Art © Meilin Wong Random Quotes "She's uglier than stag lightning!!" "I'm gonna get drunker than Cooter Brown;, now, I'm gonna get drunker than a speeding bullet!" "I'm so good I scream my own name during sex!"

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