Tuesday, May 10, 2005

This and That

Feeling: Horrible/Worthless Clutching her chest to: Lust for Blood and Tsuki no Uta both by Gackt First off I want to say thank you to Oreana Minamino for being such a motivational speaker and getting me to watch Darkness Falls on FX tonight. I swear, I don’t think I’ll get a wink of sleep tonight due to that damn—fairy bitch. Let her come and get me! I’ll show you to my grandmother, that will scare her off. Or as Oreana said, “Actually, didn't that look like your grandma?” That was a burn right there. I’ve felt really bad all day—emotionally and physically and my emotional pain just so happened to get worse around this time. *sighs* I don’t know why—I was skimming through a piece of writing a couple of seconds ago and something caught my eye…something that hurt me very badly in a neglected way, but I cannot let it get to me due to my new attitude and I won’t let it hurt me anymore… *situates in her chair* Other than that, I’ve been listening to my new Gackt CDs (can you tell?) and I’ve fallen in complete LOVE with this man (not really, but you know what I mean). He’s such a genius and a brilliant composure! *huggles her CDs* Thank you Katie for burning them for me!! I think that’s it. I’m going to place the lyrics to two of the songs I’ve been listening to all night down at the bottom. That’s what has been my mood all day long. Sorry, it shouldn’t be this bad. *whistles innocently* Changed the midi music to something even more…dark. Why? I don’t know. ^^; ~~Winter Yuy Art © Meilin Wong Tsuki no Uta (The Song of the Moon) A shining, pure white T-shirt A rainbow floating in a spray of water Gazing thoughtfully at the sky The wind plays with countless things Nothingness was our own happiness More deeply than anyone else, I even give my heart to you Even now right here, I'm only gazing at you If it's a dream that I cannot return to once more, I'll destroy it You're unforgettable, I want to see you once more The mirages pile up Your shadows, I collect them I keep waiting for you though the hands of my watch have stopped On sleepless nights, and on mornings when you have to sigh There's your beloved song of the moon Some time far away, when even our bodies are left behind Right now right here, only I remain I believed we'd always be together unchanging Once more, like I did at that time, I want to love you Lust for blood My uncertain soul melts entirely into oblivion While I'm puzzled by the visible scars, I stretch out my hand In a bright white field of vision, at the end, time is uncontrollable The tears running off won't come back, the promise from that day No one could stop them, the tears only we could forgive at our parting The past promise we made to stop the mistakes from repeating over again If you're going to erase the pains in my heart, then go right ahead and kill me Don't look so lonely, at least at the end I want you to smile Just for you Take another breath You can't find what's important Destroy all of the peace Make the same mistake over again No one could stop them, the tears only we could forgive at our parting The past promise we made to stop the mistakes from repeating over again

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