Sunday, October 22, 2006

i forgot to mention that we pounded the seniors in matball. MUAHAHAHAHA take that seniors! you lost to juniors! ( Its actually a great victory ) They were very cocky.

bye :D
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Saturday, October 21, 2006

Hesistant
I do realize i dont update much often. :/ perhaps its because of school or laziness. Whatever the reason, its like once a month or not at all.

Schools great. I'm a Junior in high school and my grades are surprisingly good... for now. A's and B's.

How are all you doing? Ever since my otaku account was hacked and it got deleted, i've slowly stopped paying attention. but i'm trying to keep everyone happy by at least updating once or twice now and then.

"Keeping everyone happy" pshh its a thing i cant ever acclomplish.. ever. so why do i bother, why do i care so much? i can't find the reason(s).

*sigh*

random rant i know but. i cant find the courage to go talk to some people. I'm afraid of getting beat up or yelled/screamed at. Tho i probably deserve it. No, I know i deserve it. I see them during school and cant shake the feeling that they're mad everytime they see my face. Even after school as well. Some nights before going to sleep i try to think of what i will do the next day. One thought occured where i would go up to this person and apologize. but as my mind took it, the person listened and then punched me so hard. now i'm thinking now it would be a bit extreme, but i was seriously scared of anything like that happening. so i let my mind get the best of me again and ended up wishing i can do it from afar. everyday. Its been months now. Im driving myself crazy with the reoccuring thoughts.

*shakes head in frustration*

Another holiday is coming up, as many of you know its halloween. MY dad is coming the weekend before halloween. (As some of you may know, my parents are divorced so i only see him once or twice a year) And he'll be staying for less then a week. so i happy and sad about that.

And here is a video that i hope is nice. it may sound like no sound will be at first but dont be fooled.

*waves slowly* bye.


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Friday, October 6, 2006

since james doesnt want to update this thingy recently i [Katie} have decided to do it for him! mwhahahah. Beware of my weridness.

Hmmm.. If i were James, what would i say on this thingy?

I would say " well, today i did this and this and this and this and this, and then i went home and snarfed food down my throat, and then called my wonderful girlfriend.[ scratch wonderful out and out amazing. haha im too cocky] and uhhh i think thsi may be a short update but at least its an update!


goodbye for now chaps! Cheerios!"


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Saturday, September 30, 2006

   To make my grand entrance... I present PRINGLES! Sour cream and onion. yummmmmmmmm. and now, im off to eat them and listen to music. but! i'll be back when i get the spur to write. which is hard considering i have school everyday now =[ well ladies and gents, i'l be going now. byeeeee
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Friday, August 18, 2006

well i hung out with steph mostly yesterday (August 17th) Just helping her around the house such as cleaning, building a shelf, helping her mom with lifting and boxes and such. Talking was a big part of it. Talked with both steph and her mom. Planned out things for Junior and Senior Year. Watched TV, FUSE channel. And just plain hung out in her room till it was time to go(which was like at 11 PM)

Oh yes it was fun and productive. Actually cleaned her room, GASP!

well on the 16th, i brought my girlfriend KTthePIMP some soup from Mercer county. I figure i had to drive this far, why not get her some soup? She loved it by the way and she felt better :D

Plus we're going to Woodbridge mall later today (friday) and hang out on saturday. :D

thats pretty much it. Oh school starts Sept. 5th.
I cant wait. byeee


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Monday, August 14, 2006

   hiya all
its been a lil more then a week but ok.

Yesterday I hung out with Katie at her house. I havent seen her for say a month or so because she went to Colorado with her family. Let me tell you i missed her like the dickens. heh well yesterday i went swimming in her pool and got attacked by her younger siblings and cousin. They weakened my dominant arm... owie... Anyways, outta nowhere trying to dry off Katie surprise attacked me into a wrestling match. also ow. Then we had this tasty dinner with BBQ chicken and mashed potatoes.

I loved that day. I loved it even more when i got home and she called me 15 mintues after i saw her. I got up the courage to ask her out. She was speechless for a bit but she said yes at last. (YAY!!!!) She was soo happy. :D =D :-) :-D
bye bye for now.

P.S. Ive been reading this book called StormBreaker. I find it all interesting. Spy tactics inside a 14-year-old boy. I'm going to see the movie for it when it comes out in October of this year.http://www.stormbreaker.com
All of you should go and check it out.


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Saturday, August 5, 2006

Well, well.. its August. well it has been for 5 days or so ^^;

NEWS ON THE FRONT!
Ya know having a permit isnt really that bad. i mean i cant drive by myself until say... January when i turn 17 and hopefully get a liscence(sp?) Then i have rides owed to some friends, like taking them to school or just driving around aimlessly on the weekends.

Friday night was nothing special. The mall and a movie. Tallagada Nights - The Ballad of Ricky Bobby. Funny movie. Laughed alot.

Ya know this summer started out fine, hanging out with friends and doing (sometimes) stupid things. Me do stupid things? Never. *cough* Anyways, Summer is nearing its end once again and everybody has that dead feeling. Even me, who usually plays baseball every summer on every weekend has diminished to once or twice a month.

The Lazy Empire must be torned down! Ripped from the Teenage Roots! Ok.. teenagers may not be the only ones who are lazy.. My point is, get rid of the lazyness. Not gonna be easy, even im trying. Im reading more books as i told myself i would. Prefer to walk other then taking my bike or driving. The Revolution is coming... Or is it?

Enough of my jabbering.

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Friday, July 28, 2006

   Ya know i havent seen Nikki, Chloe, Kate, or Ryan in a long time. Or for that matter spoken to them much ^^; I want to see Chloe's new haircut and Ryan not strangling her anymore haha. I last saw Kate a friday ago with Stef and i roamed around with them for a while till i went back to regroup with friends Dann and Angel.

This week went awfully fast. i mean its like friday already. Going to the mall tonight like i always do. Ah but it'll be raining. More then likely i'll be walking to the mall in it but we'll see. ITs 2:38 AM and its raining right now.

im gonna go earlier to the mall because i want to go to Barnes&Nobles to read O.o;; shocking isnt it? For those who know me, i havent picked up a book since... school. ^^; Me read on free will? GASP!


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Monday, July 24, 2006

   hello there.
As you can see, my otaku has been deleted but not by me. soo im hoping to get a new layout soon.

Life in the summer time has been ok yet boring. With my Mom out of work and with a broken ankle, im the only one that can drive. Yes yes i have a permit. :D

Now what happened that day in June was my mom was coming down the stairs to go to the bathroom at 4:30 AM. usual routine. and there was a ball on the stairs. she slipped, landed on the ball, and fell down 2 steps and broke the ankle inward. I woke up because i heard her yell in pain. She called the ambulance and i had to watch her be taken away as my brother sleeps away. AND i had school that same day! Grrrr... so stayed up, showered and continued on with the day. When i got home from school, i found my Aunt there from upstate New York. Apparently she drove 8 hours down here to New Jersey while i was at school to take care of me, my brother, and our cat. A few days later we went to see my mom and she had gotten surgery and she was released to go home. But had to wear a cast for 8 weeks. so basically Both of our summers were shot.

So now in July, ive been increasingly losing contact with Kate and Nikki. And Stef too. i rarely see her anymore and she lives 5 minutes away. go figure. anyways, Jen has been anti-social so i dont get to see her. And the only fun i get to have is the Mall on fridays.

Now its middle to end of July and things are not getting better or worse. so its all good for now. I've been talking to this girl called Katie for a while now. And she had to go to Colorado for 3 weeks or so for parents re-uniting. I miss her very so cuz shes one of the few that i talk to. everyone else is on vacation, dead(not literally), or sleeping.

AND now August was promised to be better. My dad is coming in august. *My mom and dad divorced when i was 5* but i was old enough to knew what that ment. I wont see him like i used to. Its like once a year he comes. Most in the Summer. few during spring break. Anyways He lives in California and like i said, we rarely see him. My brother and I always wait for him to come visit and we're always happy when he does. He gives us to around 20-50 dollars when he comes. But sadly ive lost almost everything for him. Expect my love will and always stay because he is my biological father. My mom never remarried. But as it seems... i dont call him 'Dad' or Gian - which is his first name, I call him Double D. For any of you that saw the cartoon Ed, Edd, and Eddy. Edd was christened Double D. and he was a smart one indeed. My dad has a PhD and so Double D is how he got his name.

I found out something very saddening today too. I found out he wont be coming afterall. That hes too busy or has to travel. I dont have much boyhood memories with him. Just a few Xmas's when he was here and that year in Florida when there was a thunderstorm. thats why i remember that night so well. Lightning and thunder and rain. That was out last time together as a family before he had his mental breakdown and broke into the house and tried to kill my grandmother. She never forgave him for that and she died never forgiving him.

*Sigh...* This was the longest rant i believe i've written. And it was because i read Chloe's otaku about how much fun she had with her dad. To those of you that made it this far in reading my evry word. congrats.

I'm not gonna sleep yet and its like 4:30 AM. Im just gonna roam around and think and yea...
Good day to the rest of you.


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