Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   Poetry/Beltaine
I'm so excited that Beltaine(aka Tana's day, Giornata di Diana etc.) is this weekend! It's a pagan holiday which is obviously what I am so time to celebrate! I read one of my poems to my poetry club today and got a really good response so i'm very pleased. I was very nervous, but they said I did like I had done so before. My buddy Brit is going to come too^^ I feel so sorry for Heather though. She's always so sad and I want to help her especially since she's so kind to me. It seems I can't do much however. I finally managed to get the openings and endings of Hellsing and Noir so another reason for happiness.
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Monday, April 25, 2005

   Damned brother is keeping track of my time again ><' I get an hour a day. I write poetry now thanks to Ryoshi-san. The following poem IS MINE!

RPG or Anime Character by ChaoticSoul
Your Name
Species	Neko-Hanyou(Half CatDemon)
Hair Color	Black w/ Red streaks
Eye Color	Orange
Personality	Badboy (girl)
Weapon/Power	Healing Touch
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"The Wind Trails"
The sounds of a piano
Coming like raindrops
Like a mystical path
It weaves it own spell
A mystery in it's own right
Lacking tangibility
It's the crest of the wind
And you're caught in it's three trails
It's a walk at the beach
Sand carried by desert storms
The viewpoint from a mountain top
Searching on instinct alone
It's continuing the journey
When your comrades give up
Walking through rivers
When there's no other way across
My restlessness that I can't understand
That the song voices and echoes
Nothing there to guide you
Yet it pulls so forcefully
It rises to a crescendo
Demanding to be heard
Reverting to a whisper
The wind trails fades away
As if it had never been there
Or had even existed
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

   Grades
Okay, I got all A's and B's, but i'm still in trouble. WTF!!! I get an hour of computer each day, so I guess it could be worse. On a more positive note, they updated the Burning Time which is printing right now^^ I'm also getting close to the end of Ghost In The Shell Stand Alone complex so i'm excited. I started watching Noir so that's another good thing. Whee!!! I just school will be good tomorrow. Why is it all teenagers (except me) are so damned depressed and get upset over just about ANYTHING! I end up being emotional support most of the time because i'll listen to people without complaint. I deal with my problems on my own so I guess that's why i'm more stable. Life is short, so I enjoy while I can. If they think things are bad now, wait until they get out of school :p
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

aw grounded from the computer. see ya later! in 2 days...

You are a
protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Monday, April 18, 2005

   I miss my box set

You are Robin! Still young and a bit unsure of
your abilities, nonetheless you are a force to
be reckoned with, a real hidden dragon


Which Witch Hunter Robin Character Are You?
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Ryoshi made me write a Haiku by tody(Monday) or else die. Which means instead of dying at episode 25 like i'm supposed, i'd die in ep.4. So I wrote after much effort since I normally suck. Once I got started, I just sat in Algebra and wrote 7 more. I should write more often since once I get into it, it's okay. Thankfully i'll have my WHR boxset back soon^^
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Monday, April 11, 2005

   I loves chrono crusade
Yeah, I'm obsessed with the manga, but i'm obsessed with a lot of stuff^^ They took it off on-demand so now I have no way to watch it:( I took a quiz and here are my top three. The last three were Satella, Joshua, then Aion.

My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Which Chrono Crusade Character Do You Act Most Like, is Azmaria

My #2 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Which Chrono Crusade Character Do You Act Most Like, is Chrono (Chrno)

My #3 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Which Chrono Crusade Character Do You Act Most Like, is Rosette

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Saturday, April 9, 2005

Don't know!!!
Basically my Mom keeps saying stuff on how she thinks my younger brother will get married then I will, then my older brother, and that doesn't bother me, but I really don't think i'm going to end up with someone. I'm certainly not against getting married, but it seems people have a hard time getting romantically invovled with me. I have lots of friends and I'm good with people, but that sort of thing just isn't there. Meh, I'm just 15 so I guess I shouldn't worry about or be so certain about my future, but that's just what I feel. I think the life of a wanderer would suite me best. Being on the move and seeing new sites would be great.
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Thursday, April 7, 2005

   good day
Had a better day for^^ I recently talked with Elizabeth from FF.net, Ryoshi-san didn't abandon me, and both Vicky and Jillian stopped by to visit. The weather was nice (raining now, but that's fine) and got to go out for a bit. I like the kanji quiz. I am always willing to be there for people^^

Friend


What Kanji word best suits you?
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

   It's like i'll disappear when I close my eyes...
Study hall is still good and all, but I don't really get to talk to Ryoshi-san much anymore so it's losing it's original purpose and goodness. I do enjoy talking to Ms.Jackson and Ms.Reinhart, but it's not the same. It almost as if he's avoiding me. *sigh* It's very distressing, but I knew it would happen sooner or later. I love all the sunlight and weather we've been getting. It perfect for sitting outside with my cats, but still... I guess I would like to disappear or taking a journey would be even better. I need to clear my head and getting some closure on my problem would be nice. I'm tired of holding impossible hope. I can't move on as long as it's there.
A student died at our school last week and Ryoshi-san said he couldn'y really remember her much anymore because there was so many. That bothered me more than I thought it would, the thought he'll forget me before long and so will most of the people I care for. all the more reason I just want to go away, somewhere I can leave this all behind if only briefly.
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Monday, April 4, 2005

   cold
I have a sucky cold so I obviously AM NOT feeling very well, but I shall carry on. The new time schedule has virtually screwed up my slepping schedule;_; On the bright side, I have study hall tomorrow and have joined a wolf's rain forum that has just gotten started.
http://s8.invisionfree.com/Moonlight_Crucible/index.php
I was in one before, but I didn't really like the people and I felt like I was being swallowed up. I know some of these people from the witch hunter robin forum harry's so I know they're nice and intelligent.
Good night, I needs the sleep

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