Wednesday, December 15, 2004

   I Just Don't Know
Hey for all with don't know my dog destoryed my art project. Well today was ok. I went to school thinking today was going to be a great day. I was so wrong. I forgot my pencil so I couldn't write anything so I had to borrow a pencil from Brooke. Then my pen kept going out in Math so I didn't care to take notes. I was just pissed off.But second hour was fun. Cory this goth kid in my class well he sits in front of me and he got on top of my desk. He was sitting facing me and he started to sing!! It was so funny then Chris saying he should have to pay for his services.So he got off my desk but then he turn around (facing me again) and started singing again!! But this time he grabed my arms and made me dance it was so funny. Chris was still saying I should pay him for his services.^_^ Then my mood just changed I don't know why it just did. Last hour before lunch I draw a picture of a girl that had hung herself and a little story to go with it. i showed to Brooke at lunch and she smacked me for drawing it. But I told her I felt alot better after drawing that picture. I was just happy to get that depressing mood out of me. And hey! It's better to draw it then to do it. And if you guys are thinking I'm going to do something like that well don't worry I'm not. I'm afraid of pain and I have to many people that care about me to do something like that.


Here's what I wrote on the pic.

I'm sorry to tell you this.
For this I can't deni.
I hung
myself, I hung myself.
But not
to see you cry.
It was my thoughts,
my actions that
brought me to
my death.
I thought I
could not do it.
But I guess I
was wrong.
Cause all I did
was jump.
While I sang
a little song.
This song was
of happiness.
This song was of
dreams.But the
dreams and happiness
I sang about never
came to my heart.
It never came to my mind.
So I jumped from the tree branch.
Jumped really far.
I laughed while I dropped,
I felt like I
could fly.
But with a
sudden stop.
I had died.
My soul lift
my body.
I saw myself
there.
Hung from a
rope, hanging
without a care.
My eyes closed
softly, as if I were
asleep.
My face looking so gentle,
so kind,
so young.
I could not bear
the sight
of me anymore.
So I floated away.
To where ever
the wind may
take me.

By: KW

~Yoshimi~


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   Sorry!!!
Hey everyone really sorry I haven't been on lately. But my destoryed one of my art class projest and I have to get it got.
Alex came over yesterday we just listened to music and other stuff.It's really cold were I live and snow is on and off. My dad is sick and my mom is starting to feel better. I still have to go shopping for two more people and then I'm done!!!

Yay we all thing there cute now
But then they go chewing up your
ART PROJECTS!!!!!!

~Yoshimi~
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Monday, December 13, 2004

   You Need to read this book!!!
Hey people! Do any of you like vampires? While I do and I have a really good book that you should all read.It's called Look for Me by Moonlight.The author is Mary Downing Hahn. But it's really good It made me cry. and I don't cry easily. It's not a Manga but just a book.



Come with me and we will live forever. No pain, No saddness, not a care in the world.I will give you whatever you want.And nothing will stand in our way.

~Yoshimi~
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Sunday, December 12, 2004

   .........................
Hey peoples! I'm so bored there is nothing to do today. GGRrrrrrrrrrrrrr so bored so bored. well how is everyone? My mom is sick and I'm going what I can to make her feel better. I still have to go Christmas shopping for some people. I hope i get it all done in time.


Sitting here.
No one here beside me.
All alone I cry.
Wishing someone be here.


~Yoshimi~
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Saturday, December 11, 2004

   HEy!!!!
Hey people how are you? It's SNOWING!!!! Well here anyway. Well I was just woundering if anyone had any ideas for my little storys. You can ask me to put in other characters and the things they can do can go from happy happy, lovey dovey. Or from kill kill kill to muder or to setting people on fire. It does matter. If you have any Ideas just message me.Well yesterday Alex came over. we got to put lights on the christmas tree. ^_^

That's it byess

~Yoshimi~



HOT HOT ^_^ *melts to the floor*
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Wednesday, December 8, 2004

   HALF A DAY HALF A DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey people today was a half a day!
Bakura:I think they got that all ready.
Shut up, anyway before I was so rudly interupted! All I had to day was Sci. Amercan History and Math. and math was really hard today.Well anyway I got to go to the librey today and i checked out a book on VIMPIRES!!!!
Bakura: really really that's so COOL!!!
*both jump around in circle*
It's pretty good so far. Well Alex came over today. He helped me do my chores actally he did them for me! It's cause I had to help my mom finsh sewing a blanket. So he went out side and racked the leaves for me.
Bakura:That's so nice! If I was real I'd do that for you.
I bet, now stop talking!!
And then I fell asleep while he was OVER!! I couldn't help it I was really tired and this is the second time it happened to. GGGGgggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I need to learn how to stay awake when people are over.
Bakura: he he he *smirk*
Bakura I thought I told you to stop *smacks*
Bakura: sorry
Anyway so how has everyone been? And there is some thing wrong with the post thing i think. Cause everytime i put one up it's late or something so sorry.
Story Time~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bakura: ouch that hurt

Me: sorry for hitting you *gives Bakura a big kiss*.

Bakura:*Blushes*

Inuyasha:Hey I want one to*crys*

Me: ok *gives him a kiss*

Other hot guys: We want one to!*crys*

Me:Damn, give a kiss to one then yo9u got to give one to all.

The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~Yoshimi~
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

   HEy!!
Today I had to go to a band consert I was in it of corse. Well today at school when i was in ART. I was sitting on the table(and this was about at the end of class)well I wasn't feeling to well. SO Chris came over and said I looked like all my hopes and dreams had been destruded. So he said I needed a hug and you really dn't want a hug from Chris. He cracked my back twice. Then O'Neal said he could do better so he gave me a hug to. My shoulders were sore. Bur today was fun.
STORY TIME!!!!!

~My Chips!~
Me: munch munch munch (eats chips) ^_^

Bakura: Takes bag of chips away

Me:(starts to cry) give back my chips.............NOW!!!!

Bakura: no they are mine now! ma ha ha h aha ha h ah

Me:Fine you can have that little bag o chips> I'll just get another one

Me:(drives forklift into kitchen)ha ha ha h haha >_<

Bakura: 0_o what the!!??!!

Me:(comes back with giant giant bag o chips and drops on Bakura) Opps I didn't see u there

~The End~

He he hows that!!

~bye~ Yoshimi
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Monday, December 6, 2004

BROOKE IS THE BEST!!!!!!!^_^

LOVE YA
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   ( mad face)The Worst Day EVer!!!!!!!!!!!
Today was just THE WORST DAY EVER. and since it was so bad let me tell you about it. First I go to school in second hour Chris(alex you know him) kept poking me because of something we all did on this game. Then I'm really pissed off, because the kid next to me in Math class doesn't pay any attenion to the teacher. Cause he's always on his cell phone texting.So he's always asking me what we are doing and I don't not how to explain things so I just yelled my head off today. Then when I got out of that class(it starts to get better) Broke and my friend Jon were whating for me. and I was telling Brooke how pissed off i was and I told her I needed to hit someone really hard. So she let me hit her then she hit me back, cause she was really mad to. And then we both hit Jon. I tryed not to hit them really hard. Then at lunck Me and Brooke had a few good laughs. That made me feel a hell of alot better. But then Art came. Well in Art class Chris found out if you put a line on my arm you get a white line(since my arms are so dry)So he just sat there craving tic-tac-toe into my arm until I told him to stop cause it hurt so much. HE said he was sorry then started craving the word SORRY into my hand. Which hurt way more then my arm! And while Chris was doing this my hand was in a half fist. And then O'Neal bangs his fist on top of my hand and crushs it! That hurt so bad at.........at I started to cry and laugh at the same time. I don't know why I was laughing I just was. Maybe because it hurt so much and yet was fooless at the same time. I don't know but He only got 4 tears out of me I'm not the kind of girl that crys my heart out just out of pain. Well Then I stared to smart talk O'Neal so him came over to my side of the table and started poking mye with his hands, But it felt like birds picking at me. Then I stared to laugh after that to. Then went class got out I stared to RUN!!! I ran as fast as I could and O'Neal was right behind me chasing me as if I was a deer to be hunted down. He yelled after me saying I would never escape him. And he was right He stared to pick me with a penceil. My sleves were up so he sorta got my arm pretty good. i stared walking down the hall way and he came back, but i stoped him and showed him what he did to my arm. Him looked at me as if sorry for what he did. But that look can only last for so long. And it's funny bu I felt a little better at the end of the day maybe bacause I went to one of my other friends at cared about me. We talked, and of corse I never told about what O'Neal had done. But I got a hug and then I went home did my homework and now I'm here.SORRY IF IT KEEPS REWRITING IT WON'T SHOW UP THE FIRSR TIME SO I HAVE TO COPY AND PASTE IT AGAIN.


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   ( mad face) The worst Day of My Life >_< GGGGGGRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Today was just THE WORST DAY EVER. and since it was so bad let me tell you about it. First I go to school in second hour Chris(alex you know him) kept poking me because of something we all did on this game. Then I'm really pissed off, because the kid next to me in Math class doesn't pay any attenion to the teacher. Cause he's always on his cell phone texting.So he's always asking me what we are doing and I don't not how to explain things so I just yelled my head off today. Then when I got out of that class(it starts to get better) Broke and my friend Jon were whating for me. and I was telling Brooke how pissed off i was and I told her I needed to hit someone really hard. So she let me hit her then she hit me back, cause she was really mad to. And then we both hit Jon. I tryed not to hit them really hard. Then at lunck Me and Brooke had a few good laughs. That made me feel a hell of alot better. But then Art came. Well in Art class Chris found out if you put a line on my arm you get a white line(since my arms are so dry)So he just sat there craving tic-tac-toe into my arm until I told him to stop cause it hurt so much. HE said he was sorry then started craving the word SORRY into my hand. Which hurt way more then my arm! And while Chris was doing this my hand was in a half fist. And then O'Neal bangs his fist on top of my hand and crushs it! That hurt so bad at.........at I started to cry and laugh at the same time. I don't know why I was laughing I just was. Maybe because it hurt so much and yet was fooless at the same time. I don't know but He only got 4 tears out of me I'm not the kind of girl that crys my heart out just out of pain. Well Then I stared to smart talk O'Neal so him came over to my side of the table and started poking mye with his hands, But it felt like birds picking at me. Then I stared to laugh after that to. Then went class got out I stared to RUN!!! I ran as fast as I could and O'Neal was right behind me chasing me as if I was a deer to be hunted down. He yelled after me saying I would never escape him. And he was right He stared to pick me with a penceil. My sleves were up so he sorta got my arm pretty good. i stared walking down the hall way and he came back, but i stoped him and showed him what he did to my arm. Him looked at me as if sorry for what he did. But that look can only last for so long. And it's funny bu I felt a little better at the end of the day maybe bacause I went to one of my other friends at cared about me. We talked, and of corse I never told about what O'Neal had done. But I got a hug and then I went home did my homework and now I'm here.


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