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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

   I Just Don't Know
Hey for all with don't know my dog destoryed my art project. Well today was ok. I went to school thinking today was going to be a great day. I was so wrong. I forgot my pencil so I couldn't write anything so I had to borrow a pencil from Brooke. Then my pen kept going out in Math so I didn't care to take notes. I was just pissed off.But second hour was fun. Cory this goth kid in my class well he sits in front of me and he got on top of my desk. He was sitting facing me and he started to sing!! It was so funny then Chris saying he should have to pay for his services.So he got off my desk but then he turn around (facing me again) and started singing again!! But this time he grabed my arms and made me dance it was so funny. Chris was still saying I should pay him for his services.^_^ Then my mood just changed I don't know why it just did. Last hour before lunch I draw a picture of a girl that had hung herself and a little story to go with it. i showed to Brooke at lunch and she smacked me for drawing it. But I told her I felt alot better after drawing that picture. I was just happy to get that depressing mood out of me. And hey! It's better to draw it then to do it. And if you guys are thinking I'm going to do something like that well don't worry I'm not. I'm afraid of pain and I have to many people that care about me to do something like that.


Here's what I wrote on the pic.

I'm sorry to tell you this.
For this I can't deni.
I hung
myself, I hung myself.
But not
to see you cry.
It was my thoughts,
my actions that
brought me to
my death.
I thought I
could not do it.
But I guess I
was wrong.
Cause all I did
was jump.
While I sang
a little song.
This song was
of happiness.
This song was of
dreams.But the
dreams and happiness
I sang about never
came to my heart.
It never came to my mind.
So I jumped from the tree branch.
Jumped really far.
I laughed while I dropped,
I felt like I
could fly.
But with a
sudden stop.
I had died.
My soul lift
my body.
I saw myself
there.
Hung from a
rope, hanging
without a care.
My eyes closed
softly, as if I were
asleep.
My face looking so gentle,
so kind,
so young.
I could not bear
the sight
of me anymore.
So I floated away.
To where ever
the wind may
take me.

By: KW

~Yoshimi~
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