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Wednesday, May 25, 2005


   Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.
Hello,
Alot of you have heard about what has happened over the last few days. Alot of you may see me cold hearted and things like that. But you were not there. You were not in my shoes. I loved Alex. I love him for a year. That year did mean something to me. But then I made some friends. They were all great and really fun. I didn't just break up with Alex for TIm. If that's what most of you are thinking. I just fell out of love. It might have happened to alot of you. SO that's up happened I just realised how bored I was of him. Sorry for telling the truth Alex. But this is how I feel. I waswn't having that much fun. I wasn't acting like myself. I just wasn't happy. I found someone that made me happy. We never had plans. LIke Alex said. I didn't love him like a Boyfriend when we came back form that trip. I just loved him as a friend. I wore the necklace he gave me cause I wear every piece of jewuarl my friends give me. But then we just started liking each other more and more. And I fell in love with someone else. Someone who knew all the answers I needed to know. O I broke up and moved on. I only reason I moved on so fast. Is because I wanted to forget. Forget the pain I have cause. And forget him. So I wouldn't cause myself any pain. So now I hear Alex is hurt. And think I'm cold and hurtful. Well the sooner he moves on. THe sooner he'll forget. The sooner he'll be happy. That's all I want. Cuz Alex being sad is making Tim feel bad and I don't want that.

Kelley

I made up a poem.

~~Memories on Fire~~

If you love me...
let me go.
Though the love I
once had for you, will never show.

I WILL have memories

The fun we had,
The laughter we shared.

I WILL have memories

The days we cryed
The times, I lied.

I WILL have memories

But...
I want these
memories NO MORE.

NO MORE...
will they hunt me.

NO MORE....
will I cry.

NO MORE...
will I scream
at night, and ask
WHY?

So...
I'll burn, these
memories.

I'll burn them
so they'll burn
from my heart.

From my mind,
my soul, and my
very being.

BY:Kelley
If any are confused about this send me a message or something.



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