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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

i had to go to school! yay! (i know this may sound a little weird, but i happen to like going to school. it's my way of escaping my home life and being able to pretend im all right and have everyone think i am when in reality im not...) so, yeah... i'll find out my makeup work tomorrow since we have 1st, 2nd, 4th, and 6th on one day and 1st, 3rd, 5th, and 7th on the other and they trade back and forth, so like today was odd blocks and tomorrow will be the even ones. anyway, i just hope it isn't too much makeup work because of the gay mid-terms.

question of the day: (i had to watch a movie on being able to tell when someone or you are suicidal so...) has there ever been a time where you seriously thought about death and what it's be like when once you're dead and have you ever gotten to the point of being suicidal?

my answer: i think a lot. i tend to over think things. last night, to be exact, i was thinking about death and i scared myself to the point of balling my eyes out. (i know this may sound pathetic, but whatever) i've gotten to the point where i don't think i'm afraid of death, but more of the unlived life- which if i were to die right now, i would consider myself having lived the unlived life. this hasn't been because of my own choice of not wanting to do much with my life, but more because of what life has thrown my way and how i wasn't given much opportunity to do what i want with my life. and for the last part of the question, i have almost become suicidal, but then i go back to think about my unlived life and i just can't seem to become suicidal because of that reason.
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