Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Hello people. comment or my babies will eat you.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain inside of me.
I tell them I know I'm the reason your in pain.
If I was gone you get better.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain inside of me.
The days seem longer.
I can't feel the warmth of the sun anymore.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain inside of me.
The nights are colder then I remember.
I don't sleep anymore because the pain returns in my dreams.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain inside of me.
I finally smiled the other day because I heard you'll be okay.
I heard you were getting better and becoming your self again.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain inside of me.
I cried yesterday cause I learned that you heard what I had tried.
I know that I caused you more pain, again.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain inside of me.
Today no one came to see how I was doing.
I can't say that I mind to be alone, I've always have been.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain inside of me.
The nurses say that in a couple of days I can go home.
I ask what home, no one wants a person to cause them pain.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain inside of me.
The day I leave has come at last.
I walked out, sunset I say to myself, I hear a noise coming from my right.
I turn to see an amazing sight.
My friends and family yelling my name.
They come running to me,
I'm surprised to see them all there.
I ask why?
They say we are always here for you so please don't do it again.
I dropped to my knees and start to cry I ask why again.
They say because we care for you.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain I felt inside me.
I open my eyes and see a familiar ceiling above me.
I sit up and shake my head and think to myself “ It was nothing but a dream.”

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain I felt inside me.
I got out of my bed and got dressed.
I remembered that today was the last day to stay.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain I felt inside me.
The nurse comes to me as I step out my door and says that I may leave.
I look away and start to walk out the door.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain I felt inside me.
I look at the sky, sunset.
I start to walk down the street.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain I felt inside me.
I keep looking over my shoulder hoping my dream would come true.
The hope soon faded as I walked alone, always to be alone.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain I felt inside me.
I continue to walk the lonely path that is my life.
My path is getting darker now, I'm starting to fall into the darkness.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain I felt inside me.
There is no hope for the light is all gone now.
No more hope for me for every breath I take I fall deeper into the darkness.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain I felt inside me.
I scream for someone to help me.
But just as I thought, no one comes to spare me from the pain.

They ask me why did I do it?
I tell them that I wanted to kill the pain I felt inside me.
Now you no longer have to worry about being hurt again by me.
For now I'm nothing more than a distance memory that someday, I pray, you will forget.

By: Angelic Armendariz
Age: 14
Started: May 20, 2007 (10:17 PM)
Ended: May 20, 2007 (10:33 PM
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