Sunday, February 19, 2006

my world is shattering
my mom has admittied she wishes i hadnt been born and doesnt even care about me...i dont think i believe in god nemore...and no one seems to even care enof to acknowledge that the pieces of my life ar elying on the floor as they snap them under their feet....thats the short version of it...

k
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Monday, January 23, 2006

too...much...hw
ya......but i need a breack so in a procastinating mood....

the Romans
relied on their conquered lands
for conquer lands they did

The Romans
had a gap between classes
and that gap did spread

the Romans
admired people from their conquered lands
for Greece they emulated

The Romans
for a while did last
for fall they finally did

The Romans'
wealthy became corrupt
and the poor got poorer because

the Romans'
late Rulers were not worthy
when it came to political stuff

The Romans'
might not have relly fell
for the people still survived

the Fall of Rome
truly means
a change of people's lives

A change of heart
a chnge of mind
a change of culture too

For people still
live in Rome
maybe one of them is u



woah so retarded but even tho im procrastinating i cant get the subject of my hw out of my head hence the Rome Poem............
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Saturday, January 21, 2006

..............................................................
sit down
take a breath
to deal with
this dread

this feeling rising
up your throat
these tears surprising
you tho u wont

let them out
all the way
wont see them
any day

ull die with this
pain inside
u choose to just
run and hide

if u let
ur feelings out
ud just be enbarassed
by the sound

the sobs and sniffles
that u make
making others
nervous in ur wake

they caused them
this they would know
and the sadest thing is
u dont let these out
so THEY wont feel so

well good for u
no in ur heart
u beat them by
being better from the start

they hurt u on purpose
and u spared them even so
but ill tell u one thing
before i let u go

right before u leave
let these feelings out
theyll feel even worse
but at least ull find

peace





ok this might just be the most retarded poem ive ever made but it sounds kinda good *rhyming i mean* ^^
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Thursday, January 19, 2006

   second bored poem....plz read yesterday's too...
as the sun rises
over the horisen
clouds flush
shades of pink
painting the skies

rays made of gold
penetrate this portrait
sheding light
on the world
in rosy but bright shades

bringing sight
to the land
this savior comes again
mightiest
by far
its reign will never end

not in my
life at least
so i will believe this
tho i wont dream for this
for wat does it matter

just because its not the biggest
star in the sky
just because its not imortal
neigher are you and i

it has seen all of my past
and that of the ones before me
it will outlive all who read this
shedding light on this story


i no this ones not that good even ompared to all of my horrible poems but thats ok....read yesterdays i think it was pretty good for something that it did....

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

   relly bored of hw needed a break so wrote a poem RELLY QUICK...like 10 seconds
Hello to all the people who
dream of a life

where wisdom is true
and strength is long lasting

where people love u
and nothing needs asking

where dreams are realized
and everyone is beautiful
in all elses eyes

where the world is perfect
instead of a project
that was rejected
because it failed

well hello u people
dreaming always ends
and now that ive woken u
listen to some sense

people dream
for these things
but how about THINKING
rather and wishing

a world that is perfect
with no bad
has no good
because ther is no sad

if there is no despair
then what is happiness
if there is no hell
then was is paradise

everything is based on comparison
for if u do not no one
then u do not appreciate the difference
if u do not realize it
then it is not worth it

so be HAPPY
when u realize u are deppressed
now u can apreciate
and feel truly blessed

when this rolercoaster
goes up again
for it will;

when at bottom
and cannot stop
the only place left
is back to the top




hey....the world isnt perfect but we dont need to try to make it perfect because as soon as we do we wont realize that it has become perfect...and so it cannot be...unless u alredy no evil....then it wont NEED to be perfect to b wanted...srry...random thot^^,...god my random thot has stayed the same for the past few poems its deffinately time for a change o well....
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Thursday, January 12, 2006

hey
its thursday so i get to see a narruto episode...long story.....im on episode 26something....i have a ton of hw so i wont be able to visit sites till the weekend AFTER this weekend...(lots of prejects due)...srry...i will try to visit at least one of u guys per day if i can find the time....so...ya....about to go do more hw...bye....i hope u guys are all doing well...

Kousai kazuki idk^^
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

flying
through the air
falling
to the ground

floating
through the clouds
crashing without a sound

for wen no one ther
and or they dont care
"no sound was heard"
though u scream for help

gulping in air
to let it out fast
"u must have been too scared"
say people whom
ur last words made deaf

dont worry
about them
theyll get wat comes
in the end

if they dont
give it to themselves
ittl happen to them
in wat some call hell

for those who die
and were not good
may not go to that flame

but will probably realize
with that white light;
they were wrong
ppl like u were right

who were innocent

is it too late
for them to change?
they say wisdom
comes with age

their fate is truly
in ther own hands
if they relly
want to free their wrists
from manacles of hate



ya i no its stupid....but it poped into my head and u no me...if it pops in...it pops out....
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

hey
relly tired just got home from swim practice and about to go to school its 7 a.m. ...im about to fall asleep todays practice was hard....neway.....i feel a little better today cuz the stupid stuff is all at school...so as soon as i get there ill feel like crap again but that ok cuz i can still watch anime and swim and....and....well thats funn^^....
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Monday, January 9, 2006

hey...today sucked...but mondays always do....especially for me i think im developing deppression....o well....im not going to go kill myself over it whether i feel like crap or not...hope everyone els's monday was better than mine....dont wory it didnt have to be great to do that but wishfully thinking i hope it was great^^....neway.....i havent posted in a while srry....been kinda busy but im trying to make time for myO again....so....ya....thats about it.....

Hang by a thread
to this thing called life
leave kiking and screaming
so matter ur pain

beacause no matter how much u dread
going on with this strife
just keep remembering
good times will come again

No matter how ppl tred
on u at this time
theyll probably having
worse times in the end

and even f their not
then think of it another way
live right now to find out
if tomorrow is a better day

and even if it isnt
and everyone wishes ud die
live just to spite them
use that to stay alive

I no thats wat i
always do
until i find a way
to be happy on my own
so thats wat u should do
too


^^....as i said....im a survivor....plz no one go crazy and thinkotherwise^^
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Saturday, January 7, 2006

new name choice
well...i no that not everyone has voted...but here ore the only three name choices left....:

Kazuki

Jun

Kimusume

Fukuzatsusa

so....ya....plz vote which one u want (not if u have alredy voted plz....) thx so much mars kazuki sounds so cool and i didnt find that on my one.....

K~
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