Sunday, February 6, 2005

last lullaby
Every time I come up for air
Without a care, you shove me back down
I feel like there’s no help around
Because I scream
and no one hears a sound

Did u no im innocent
What kind of crime did u think id commit?
Maybe this should be the opposite
Cuz ur commiting a crime now
Ur commitin a crime now
Ur commitin a crime now!!!

As im in this black sea
I realize this’ll be the end of me
A foot away lies the key to set me free
But just like everything its, out of reach
Its almost as if u don’t expect me to try
Do u anticipate me to sit here and die
Well I refuse to just sit here and die
And I refuse to cry
And if here forever I lye
Well at least I tried

As I see ur smirking face
My heart beats at an alarming pace
My eyes search frantically to win this race
What can I do in this cold, wet, empty space?

Did u no ur the only one
Who accepted me as a person
So even if i sink to the bottom
Ill forgive u still
Ill forgive u still
Ill forgive u still!!!

As im in this sea of black
My hands are tied behind my back
The way to get out is wat I lack
If I saw myself now Id see a wreck
Its almost as if u don’t expect me to try
Do u anticipate me to sit here and die
Well I refuse to just sit here and die
And I refuse to cry
Even if here I forever lie
well at least I tried

I hope that ill see another day
Maybe someone will com this way
Maybe they’ll be able to save me
But I don’t think so honestly


Did u no I want to stay alive
So im hoping for help to arrive
U would no if u could read my mind
But then this wooldn happen anyway
Wouldn’t happen anyway
Wouldn’t happen anyway!!!

As I lay on this dark day
I realize in a terrifying way
this might be the place im gonna stay
Even after I pass away
Its almost as if u don’t expect me to try
Do u anticipate me to sit here and die
Well I refuse to just sit here and die
And I refuse to cry
and If here I forever lie
Well, at least I tried
That’s why
I hope im not singin my
Last lullaby.




i finished the song, or at least i think i hav, do u think it long enof, do u think its too repetative? tell me all u can tell me with just the words and not the tune...
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Friday, February 4, 2005

silent lullaby
on my roof i ly
looking at the sky
stars twinkle in my eye
singing their silent lullaby
I fall asleep with a sigh
hearing the mighty night bird's cry
in my dreams i float up high
for some reason i can fly!
Graceful as a dragonfly,
i race to join those twinkling, blinking eyes
that always sing my lullaby
Until i must with a sigh
reurn to my bodies side
to, now rested, start the morning
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

my surroundings spin out of control
i stop listening to the rock 'n roll
my shin gaurd forgotten, i cling to my soul
as my life flashes before me as a whole

As the i go up that steep hill
my body feels heavy from gravitie's puul
i hang for dear life to the window sill

im again on level ground
but im still too shocked to make a sound
until i start to look around
and my heart continues to pound

b4 i no it these words com out of me
"jonathan! look out for that tree!"
again my life's past is all i see

as my world turns again
i relax for a second, but then i see the next dead end
i hear the crash that i thot would rend
me unconcious

i look around
couphing from the smoke
and shuddering at the sound
i jump out the door
and b4 i realize it, there are chills to my core
i have walked into the cold of winter
bear foot and in short soccer shorts

then i realize some of the cold may be form out the door
but my blood is making me shudder even more
i look at the hood
and see the imprint of the electric tree we hit instead
a dozen thoughts whirl in my head
i realize that i should be dead

y did the post fall the other way?
y am i still seeing the light of day
then i realize im not alone
because from inside i hear a moan

i look in to find everyone ok
i gess well ALL see the rest of today
now that i no everythings in order
i walk out to the street and collapse on the morter

i see lights flash
and the rest is a blur..
my parentws are here
i am cold
my shoes are on
no soccer practice today
in my bed i lay

at home i shall stay
now it is friday
Jonathan gets off the phone with a sad look on his face
brandon asks wats wrong and he says nothing at too quick a pace
my mind starts to race
what tragedy could have NOW taken place?

it hits my with a force great enough to take my breath
in my family there has been a death
my grandfather has been termially ill
maybe since Jonathan won't tell me, my parents will

i no what i say must be true
for that is all that could make my brother so very blue
Brandon wanders about without a clue
to wat has taken place

i was right...
i slept with my parents that night
knowing they would hold me tight
i cried myself to sleep that night
it was a very pitiful sight

but u would have too
if ur grandpa had left u
without u being able to say goodbye...
now hes up in the sky...


yes, this happened to me within a timespan of 3 days, i was kinda sad afterwards... i think this is the sadest one i have ever written that was true, and man is it long, it feels like an epic!!!




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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   Sun Rise (its a happy poem!!)
the rising sun
red orange and yellow
comes into view to say hello
i never noticed how it sparkled so

the rising sun
gives me warm chills
i rub my shoulder and fan myself
as the coler spills
into view, taking over my free will

i cannot hate, at this time
not when this beautiful sight is mine
my eyes dont move at all
scared that if i do, my soul will again fall

don't think of that
not with this sight, i thought
my body was caught
but i let it stay
y would i want to move anyway?

the sun has left the horizen
i will not be able to look at it directly much longer
or, i wouldn't, if i was normal
i will now stick to my morals
this simple event only happens once a day
but it has changed my life in a permanent way

i am actually very cold!!! (just came back from swim practice) cold!!!!!!!!!! my coach doesn't understand the meaning of this word...either that or he has lost a couple of marbles.... be back tomorrow!!!
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

the sword pierced through her heart
she was left in the dark
her trusted friend had left this mark
wat could she do now

shed trusted him to treat her right
shed trusted him to keep her tight
shed trusted him, until that night
now the pain in her chest showed wat she should do now

she took her claw
and smashed it through his jaw
but that wasn't all
she eventually killed him with her numb, shoked paw

she listened with amazed satisfaction as she heard his final call
then she fell to the ground and cried her lungs ragged and raw

when there were no more tears to be shed
she crouched in a ball and held her head
she remembered the last thing he said
"im sorry, forgive me"

an hour later u could see her running through the woods
slashing down every tree that stood
in her path, not even leaving a splinter of wood

she cried and screamed
everyone could hear her pianed shrieks
she clenched her hands so tight they bled
she couldn't figure it out in her head
she stopped trying, and let her instincts lead her instead

she shook with grief
she clenched and cracked her teeth
her eyes turned crimson black for the 100th time
why did i do that then?

she looked down, realizing how painful her wound was for the first time
she thought "its so vulnerable, this body of mine."
but that was not the case
she realized as her mind whilred and raced
she had let him in
she had trusted him

she would never trust again

no, i haven't had this happen to me, duh!!!!lol, ok, well thats the poem of the day...
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Monday, January 31, 2005

   Sorrow
she lifts her nose to the evening sun
and feels like she is the only one
who's life sinks lower and lower
into depression

she couldn't tell that her friend suffered as well
and also needed som1 to save her from that hell
y couldn't she tell: cuz her freinds face showed no expression

the friend tries to cheer her up, and laughes as she talks about her similar circumstances
so the girl never nos how each one of the friend's eyes truthfully dances

the wet twinkles in her pupils
glinter from the moons light
now BOTH of them hav lost their sight
the friend turns around
and wipes her tears away without a sound

then her face shows a hollow smile
and they stare at eachother for a while
the silence drags on as the friend hopes she hadn't noticed

They lift their noses to the setting sun
no longer wondering if they are the only one
to endure such sorrow
maybe it will be better on the morrow

then again, its better now...

srry i haven't written in a while.. TOOOONS of homework UUUUGHHHH!!!!!!!! o well, enjoy, and yes, i have endured this one, as the friend, not the girl...

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

since when could i do that?
the lightning struck a hollow log
and suddenly the air filled with oxic fog
an orange raging creauture sprang out of nothing
these flames danced in their red and yellow clothing
the log crackled as it burned to a cinder
u would think that the growth of this monster would be hindered
but it just grew
growing hotter and hotter as it started turning blue
the grass and twigs cought flame
it would take years for the earth here to look the same
it ran up a tree
and sparkled and swirled with glee
the tree snapped and crackled as its long life ended
the dancing creuture didn't care that it had murdered though
it just continued to spread
its flames formed a shpe
and i walked out
i look around
and am deafened by the poping sound
tyhe way the warmth does not affect me continues to astound
i wish for the flames to stop their killing spree
then realize with sudden shock that that is how it will be
just because that is what i wish
the flames dissapear as if i had flicked some sort of switch
the flame is part of me now
so are all the elements
i control them...

what power will i have next?


this is about me, sycka, cuz as u might no, im a wolf demon who controls elements, is the strongest female demon to ever live, ever, and am getting new powers every day, this is about when she realized she controled the elements....

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Friday, January 21, 2005

i think i skip the poem tonight cuz i gonna try to put it on at a diff. time so they look at it... even though i no what the poem will be...
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

today's poem
the water whirls
it spins and swirls
descending in a deadly twirl
the dancing ocean engulfs with speed
anything that comes close enough to see
this massive freack of nature

you swim away
hoping to see another day
u feel the tug of an arm of spray
it pulls u in
and u start to spin
u hope with all ur frantic heart that this fight u will win

u swim with the current, hoping to get out on a lucky break
but then u wait to long and it
turns out to be a costly mistake
u try again but it is too late
it pulls u under and the last thing u think before u take this drowning drink
is, tell all of the people i love
im up in the heavens above
i can already see god's eyes
smiling down at me from the skies

u drift to the bottom, but also fly up to the surface
ur rising at an exileraing pace
u enter the clouds and are surprised
to feel wet and cold again
then u remember these clouds are water
the same that ended ur life

then all of the sudden, u drop back down to the earth
u are surprised to realize u must be descending into the fiery gates of the underworld
u pass thro0ugh the water again, then down into the sand
u look down to see a flaming hateful hand
u hope u will not stay in the clutches of this man

then u rise again
right as u feel ur skin char
from the heated hand of hell
y are u rising, this u cannot tell
u awaken in solid flesh, a kiss on ur lips
u realize that someone has just given u the wonderous saving kiss
a coagh spouts out of ur drenched lungs
and ur breath rasps on spiked rungs
ur eyes pop out of ur head
how could i come back from the dead?
even if i recieved the kiss of life
u look and see a man
and insantly fall in love
u are suddenly happy u did not rise to the heavens above
or the hell below
o have the rest of my still young life to live
i ask the name of my savior
and he smiles and says exavior

exavior and i are now happy together
there is no better time of my life
but now i must change my life
because i never want to descend to that wretched place again

i tel him wat i saw
and we both now always
do as goodness says

i no, exavior?? what the hell kinda name is that? o wel... :)
all right, well, thats the poem, its long, comment for ....beep sake, plz!!!! and read chapter 2, plz!! and comment, its a couple days ago post...
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today's poem
the water whirls
it spins and swirls
descending in a deadly twirl
the dancing ocean engulfs with speed
anything that comes close enough to see
this massive freack of nature

you swim away
hoping to see another day
u feel the tug of an arm of spray
it pulls u in
and u start to spin
u hope with all ur frantic heart that this fight u will win

u swim with the current, hoping to get out on a lucky break
but then u wait to long and it
turns out to be a costly mistake
u try again but it is too late
it pulls u under and the last thing u think before u take this drowning drink
is, tell all of the people i love
im up in the heavens above
i can already see god's eyes
smiling down at me from the skies

u drift to the bottom, but also fly up to the surface
ur rising at an exileraing pace
u enter the clouds and are surprised
to feel wet and cold again
then u remember these clouds are water
the same that ended ur life

then all of the sudden, u drop back down to the earth
u are surprised to realize u must be descending into the fiery gates of the underworld
u pass thro0ugh the water again, then down into the sand
u look down to see a flaming hateful hand
u hope u will not stay in the clutches of this man

then u rise again
right as u feel ur skin char
from the heated hand of hell
y are u rising, this u cannot tell
u awaken in solid flesh, a kiss on ur lips
u realize that someone has just given u the wonderous saving kiss
a coagh spouts out of ur drenched lungs
and ur breath rasps on spiked rungs
ur eyes pop out of ur head
how could i come back from the dead?
even if i recieved the kiss of life
u look and see a man
and insantly fall in love
u are suddenly happy u did not rise to the heavens above
or the hell below
o have the rest of my still young life to live
i ask the name of my savior
and he smiles and says exavior

exavior and i are now happy together
there is no better time of my life
but now i must change my life
because i never want to descend to that wretched place again

i tel him wat i saw
and we both now always
do as goodness says

i no, exavior?? what the hell kinda name is that? o wel... :)
all right, well, thats the poem, its long, comment for ....beep sake, plz!!!! and read chapter 2, plz!! and comment, its a couple days ago post...
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