Sunday, December 11, 2005

ive got it....song of the day
the song of the day is....next to nothing....im srry i cant put it on the site cuz i dont no how but it is a relly cool song and it matches me kindof today....no not cuz i am getting out of a relationship but because i feel like i have next to nothing right now *plus it is plaing righ now so i thot....u no wat....ya*
seika
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hey everone
hello....im still finding my word of the day or quote or w/e....neway...i woke up and was all like...dang....i woke up LATE....but i gess thats to be expected since i didnt go to sleep till 3 in the morning....
seika
ps i will hav all that stuff later today....
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Saturday, December 10, 2005

word of day....
sati...The practice of women committing suicide by fire at their husbands funeral because they were considered to only be a part of their husband and it was considered bad karma to not do so. This was a hindu practice (mainly in india)


its a sad practice and a sad thot that ppl would think women are lesser than men....if ever i met som1 who thot this ws right i would hope and pray that they would relize that we are all ppl and women are just as important as men. Sometimes this Sati is still practiced today even tho it is against the law.....sometimes it is not even clear if the women threw herself into the fire of if she was pushed....i think that the pushing is even worse because if they want to believe they are not impotant and kill themselves that is different than not even being given a choice in the matter...

neway....ya...im still in a bad mood....but im almost always in a bad mood now so wat els is new....
seika
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Friday, December 9, 2005

ok...welll
yesterday says all i wanna say....but i feel a little better today... alittle...
seika
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Thursday, December 8, 2005

quotes for today...
Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that. Hate multiplies hate, violence multiplies violence, and toughness multiplies toughness in a descending spiral of destruction...The chain reaction of evil...hate begetting hate, wars producing more wars... must be broken, or we shall be plunged into the dark abyss of annihilation.

Sad people dislike the happy, and the happy the sad; the quick thinking the sedate, and the careless the busy and industrious.

The earth swarms with people who are not worth talking to

It is quite gratifying to feel guilty if you haven't done anything wrong: how noble! Whereas it is rather hard and certainly depressing to admit guilt and to repent.

Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret.

Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned, nor hell a fury like a woman scorned.

Anger as soon as fed is dead - 'Tis starving makes it fat.

One should not lose one's temper unless one is certain of getting more and more angry to the end.

A dying man needs to die, as a sleepy man needs to sleep, and there comes a time when it is wrong, as well as useless, to resist.

The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.

Man becomes man only by his intelligence, but he is man only by his heart.

my own quotes of the day:

Not everyone in the world is worth dying for, but a person should be willing to do anything for that one that is, because they would lose to if we lost the world

People can not be liked by all, especially the ones that are grieved with by some but envied by all

When something is spread too thin, it covers more but achieves less


just so u no from now on i will share quotes about my mood, definitions of words that interest me for some reason or another and other things like that at least once a day *from now on 1, 2, or 3 at most a day...
seika


yes these reflect my mood today *shown below*
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life sucs....
life sucs...i relly dont wanna participate...can i have a pass plz...

that is how i feel...dont worry i not suicidal just sad and stressed and overwhelmed and mad and hav a headache and been crying and all that good stuff... *list would go on quite some time* neway hope no one EVER has to go thru this but if they do....no that i feel ur pain....

~seika~
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Friday, December 2, 2005

finally time
i finally have time to pozt and maybe get to ppl's sites...(im srry if i dont get to urs) but i have a hs swim meet at 5:30 so i gotta go in a little bit....its my first hs meet (tho hs is slow) i still hav to swim one of the hardest events bcuz im one of the only ppl on the team who can do it :(....so....ya....wish me luck.....
seika
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

too...much...hw
i have too much hw to get on ne sites srry u guys....i try to get there as soon as i can (hav tons of hw till at least friday)
seika
*says as frantically looking through pages of txt book..*
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Monday, November 28, 2005

mssg back to inuyasha311
ya i do hate her she hit me in the hed w/ a fucking shoe fifty times just for "being to loud" and gave me two permanent lumps behind my ear from it and also gives me a speel at least once a week about how no one likes me for some reason or another and all my friends dont like HER now cuz they like me and think that my mopm should like me enof to not think LIES LIKE THAT!!!>..
thats just a little taste not even the tip of the iceberg but w/ the fuc e...the cal her a bitch w/out me saying nething w/e they no something els has happened....ya...my mom sucs...but w/e...i love her neway in this wierd kind of wouldnt be here w/out her whether she is the biggest bitch in the world kinda way....
seika
dam that was long....i gess thats a rough subject....*must work on to maintain soicicity...or w/e u woud call it...yet again
seika
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Sunday, November 27, 2005

hw
tons of hw....but dont wanna start on it...but i need to...owell...who gives a crap???? not e thats for damn sure....can u tell im in a bad mood w/ my dad gon and just my bitch mom here?
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