Monday, November 14, 2005

swim meet
i did good at the swim meet last weekend (dropped time on everything) so thats good...now im on the high school team and the practices are super easy and i need to work out out of water cuz my mom doesnt want me to get out of shape bcuz of the easy practices....neway....i have been relly busy so i prolly wont post regularly....bu8t i will be sure to post wenever i get tim...just in case someone decides to come by (ya right...other than minaru who always does...) neway.....life sucks...deal

seika
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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

back
i decided talking to myself isnt so bad since im kinda bared now...so im back...i NEED to ge ta scanner so i can make fanart...i love draing but no one would no it cuz of this so it makes me upset....
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Monday, July 18, 2005

bored to tears
the time clicks away minute by minute
all i have to do is wait
I sit and pace and sit some more
wishing their was something i was waiting for

everyone els's friends have called
...inviting them away
but no one calls me...
so i must stay

out of books and television bad
not allowed to go outside alone
so i sit and wait and sit some more
i gess i should just resign...to being uterly bored....


i no its a boring subject....but its how i feel so its wat i wrote...
~seika~
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Friday, July 8, 2005

after the swim meet...
well...i did relly well at the swim meet...i made the state qualifiers... (just no that that is pretty good) and aven made AAA!....(thats a time standard which go in the order B BB A AA AAA AAAA top 16 sectional junior national national olympic trial...ya i no...doesnt seem that great...but it is considering the time standards are faster for my age group than for the oldest age gruop..and im the third fastest girl on my team...so...and im catching up[ to those girls who are faster than me cuz i get faster faster than most ppl do...so ill catch up some day...my ear infection is starting to go away...but now im getting one in my other ear....ya...but im not feeling as sick nemore...my nose is alittle stuffy...but i dont care...i dont feel sick nemore...so ya^^
~seika~ my life is....interesting ( i just share a good part in a sea of bad parts...)
lets just say i think of my glass as 1/4 full instead of 3/4 empty....well...wen i think about swimming ne way...
~seika~
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Thursday, June 30, 2005

swim meet...
i start a swim meet today... *its four days...* today im swiming the 800 free... *very lonv event...* sinse the 800 takes so long *like ten minutes for each swim* it has its own day!...tomorrow im swimming like three events and same for saturday and sunday....ya....ne way...wish me luck!
~seika~
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

more....
as if being sick wasnt enof now i hav an ear infection and cant even go to sim practice nemore....i am SO BORED....and still alittle sick too...
uuuggghhh
~seika~
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Thursday, June 23, 2005

this is SOO RETARDED
IM STILL SICK :(...i feel worse than yesterday...but then agan it IS supposed to take like two weeks...but its not even strep!....wtf is taking so ;long?!?!?...uuughhh...i just needed to vewnt...
~seika~
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no one has relly been visiting...
my life sucs so bad right now...and i feel ive lost contact with the world...i barely talk to neone other than my imediate family ...and believe me, it gets MORE BORING THAN U EVER IMAGINED POSSIBLE.... even for family time...ya....its bad...
neway...
no poems today...dont have time (tho those things only take like five minutes...gotta go help clean now tho...part of my schedule...yesterdays post...ya...
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

..........
well...i went to the doctor and i dont got strep...gess thats good...but im STILL SICK...ITS BEEN FFFFFFFFFFOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR DAYS!!!!!! neway...not as bad as my bro whos been sick for seven...we both got meds and should be better within about two weeks...wonderful -_-...


The night air smacks my cheek
The stars not warm, but depressing
how could this be?
Dont ask me...

MY first breath it seems
in more than a lifetime
in the moonlight my nekalace gleams
the one u gave me so recently

Was that girl relly me?
The one that loved u blindly?
Was it so hard to see
that u were not who i thot?

your smile brightened my nights
your absense darkened my days
I wondered wer u wer going
but believed ur excueses always

always...till i saw u teeth...




there is another ending to this...



always...till i saw u with her in the sun...


ne way...still never had a bf so this isnt tru...but u no me with my odd understanding of things i havent felt...i havnt felt much in the love category really...maybe some day...

neway...the first ending is as if he turned her...and the second...u can gess...

nothing els to say...ya...my life is dull...swimg...read...work around house....sit for ten seconds...clean more...wath tv...clean more..eat...clean more...post on the comp...clean more....read and whatch tv and listen to music at same time for a while....clean more...eat dinner....clean more....read whatch tv and listen to music all at the same time for a while...sleep....then start over (note: my mother makes all the cleaning...yet calls me lazy and says i do less than my brothers...-_-)
~seika~ -_- i love my life-_-...no, really! (most of it) *die mother die*
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

this sucs...
well...its official...im outa the house (were moving) and now i am in a stupid hotel thingie...but we got a room with a usb cable so i got to use the comp.^^...-_-...ya...ne way...ya....well...srry i wasnt here all weekend ...i was at a swim meet...so ya...ne way...gotta go...
~seika~
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