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Monday, January 17, 2005
poem of day
its raining outside
but i do not mind
i watch with an emotionless face
as water drips all over the place
i have nothing else to do
so i walk outside with no hesitation
i lift my eyes to the heavens
and let the droplets take away my sight
the temperature is supposed to be negative ten degrees
but i don't see how this can be
for the water did not freeze
and i am out here in nothing but a nightie
maybe i AM chilled to the bone, but i dont feel anymore
maybe i AM standing under snow, but i can't see anymore
maybe i AM depressed, but i don't have emotions anymore
what has happened to all of the people i adore
the left me here lying on the floor
they just closed the door
don't they love my anyomore?
oh well, it doesn't matter, not now neway
maybe it did yesterday
but now, i could die
and then rise or fall
i wouldn't feel the torture, or the paradise on my skin
but wait, is this rain, or tears
am i seeing this abandoning person here!
is he walking up to me?
the next thing i no, someone is picking me up
and i am back inside
u say uve made a horrible mistake
u say u shouldn't have left me there
plz forgive u, and we will always be together
we will be as one forever
we will be married
all u need is the ring
and everything will be all right
u will always hold me tight
just dont die on me
i am shivering
and i actually care that i can't see
i feel ice layering my skin
y did i walk out in something so thin?
i feel the blood that i had spilled of mine after he left
y would i ever do that?
because, i had lost all emotion
but now it is back
u have come back, and brouhgt it with u
but now it might be too late
because i feel a chill cold comming on
take care of me please
just like i have taken care of u for all of these years
please, don't make me continue with these tears
ok, this one is another of the poems where i got kinda off track, o well, just in case u couldn't figure it out, it was about a girl whos boyfriend left after teling her that he would never come back
she was devastated, obviously as u can see, and lost emotion...ya
then he comes back, realizeing how much he loves her, and does as she asks, takes care of her in HER time of need, as she had for him many times b4, because he had had many problems during their relationship... they DO live happily ever after tho!!! o, and no, i would never, ever inflict pain on myself, its just part of the poem
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