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• deep in the forest of darkness and despair
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• 2005-01-08
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• demon slayer *evil demons that is* u no, dont wanna slay mtyself *wolf demon*
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• I dont no....
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• i could tell u, but then id have to kill u
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• forever
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• ne and all
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• to stay alive, get stronger(if that is possible) and slay
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• slaying demons *haven't u figured it out yet?*
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• slaying, singing, swimming, soccer....everything *especially slaying. duh?!?!
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Thursday, February 3, 2005
my surroundings spin out of control
i stop listening to the rock 'n roll
my shin gaurd forgotten, i cling to my soul
as my life flashes before me as a whole
As the i go up that steep hill
my body feels heavy from gravitie's puul
i hang for dear life to the window sill
im again on level ground
but im still too shocked to make a sound
until i start to look around
and my heart continues to pound
b4 i no it these words com out of me
"jonathan! look out for that tree!"
again my life's past is all i see
as my world turns again
i relax for a second, but then i see the next dead end
i hear the crash that i thot would rend
me unconcious
i look around
couphing from the smoke
and shuddering at the sound
i jump out the door
and b4 i realize it, there are chills to my core
i have walked into the cold of winter
bear foot and in short soccer shorts
then i realize some of the cold may be form out the door
but my blood is making me shudder even more
i look at the hood
and see the imprint of the electric tree we hit instead
a dozen thoughts whirl in my head
i realize that i should be dead
y did the post fall the other way?
y am i still seeing the light of day
then i realize im not alone
because from inside i hear a moan
i look in to find everyone ok
i gess well ALL see the rest of today
now that i no everythings in order
i walk out to the street and collapse on the morter
i see lights flash
and the rest is a blur..
my parentws are here
i am cold
my shoes are on
no soccer practice today
in my bed i lay
at home i shall stay
now it is friday
Jonathan gets off the phone with a sad look on his face
brandon asks wats wrong and he says nothing at too quick a pace
my mind starts to race
what tragedy could have NOW taken place?
it hits my with a force great enough to take my breath
in my family there has been a death
my grandfather has been termially ill
maybe since Jonathan won't tell me, my parents will
i no what i say must be true
for that is all that could make my brother so very blue
Brandon wanders about without a clue
to wat has taken place
i was right...
i slept with my parents that night
knowing they would hold me tight
i cried myself to sleep that night
it was a very pitiful sight
but u would have too
if ur grandpa had left u
without u being able to say goodbye...
now hes up in the sky...
yes, this happened to me within a timespan of 3 days, i was kinda sad afterwards... i think this is the sadest one i have ever written that was true, and man is it long, it feels like an epic!!!
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