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Sunday, October 17, 2004


   LAST DAY!! ^^ JAZZY'S B-DAY IS TMRRW^^
her 10th is tmrrw! im gonna get her a gift, like a raw-hide chew or sumthin like that.... *everyone stares* what? so i buy my dog presents for her b-day.... *still staring* *me: stares back* movng on.... Jackie's party was awesome! (cept for the part where Brian threw up about five times...he was sick wen he got there, so it wasnt our falt..) the only downside was wen we were eating cake. Jackie's dad wiped frosting on her nose as a joke, which caused a riot! everyone (cept me until...)everyone had icing on their faces and up their nose, lol! some ppl had it in their hair even...like me...

WARNING: ANGER VENTILLATION
everytime someone came at me with icing, i hid my face in my arms, but DJ (Jackie's damn boyfriend, who ive known since elementary) managed to work his way through and RUBBED the icing in my HAIR. me nerves were already wearing thin with him, but that was wat made me snap. i got pissed. i mean REALLY pissed. my control barriers had been knocked down, and trust me, that is NOT a good thing.... he's all like "its called water and paper towel. get it out." and im like "i tried that! it doesnt work! damn it, DJ!" all it really did was spread it all the way down my hair. i had to wash it out this morning wen i got home. i was SOOO pissed at him, i even left the room wenever he entered. his response was that i should grow up and stop being such a 2-yr-old. he just doesnt get it. the hell that he (and everyone else) saw from me was just the tip of the iceberg. even I hav not seen how far my temper can go, but i hav a feeling that theres much more where that came from. ive spent my whole life building barriers to keep my temper in check. i feel kinda srry for Jackie's parents. i probably freaked them out. i always seem so happy and layed back, that i probably caught them off-guard with my little outburst of fury. the worst part is, not even a half hour later, i was all cheerful and optimistic again o0; its like it never even happened, which catches a lot of ppl off guard. man, this got waaaayy too long.... but i just needed to vent. its easier for me type it all out than it is to actually talk about it, cuz when i do, i get all pissed off again. that doesnt happen wen i type it....
DONE VENTILLATING NOW^^

My December-Linkin Park
thats the one im doing^^ Truthfully, With You is my fav song, but i got some cool ideas for My December just now. umm...i saw Shard Tale today^^ its really funny, but i agree with Alex on this: u can only hav so many fish movies before it gets lame. they should stop while theyre ahead and NOT make another one after Shard Tale.... of course, even if they did, my mom would probably want to see it...she's a fish person. lol^^ its gettin a little late, so i dont hav enough time to add in the WR facts. actually, i do, but i still havnt watched last night's WR, so im gonna do that instead (id die if i had to wait till tmrrw!) well, later^^

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