myOtaku.com: Wolf of Darkstar

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Birthday
• 1987-03-03
Gender
• Male
Location
• Colony Darkstar
Member Since
• 2003-07-31
Occupation
• Warrior
Real Name
• Heseg Richter

Personal

Achievements
• nothing important
Anime Fan Since
• 1995
Favorite Anime
• Gundam Wing
Goals
• Writing own anime, becoming physicist
Hobbies
• watching anime, playing rpgs(mainly Final Fantasy VII or VIII, but i have V-XI)
Talents
• can usually find out more stuff about a game quiker than people who actually have the game

myOtaku.com: Wolf of Darkstar

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

ok so there is not confusion

im working on comming up with a really good poem... i have yet to make one extremely excelent(ok so i did make one).

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Nightwish - Nemo

This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore

My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins

Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name

Oh, how I wish...

Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go

Oh, how i wish...

Nightwish rules

my family in Vegas. minus my mom. i even have my glasses on. you probably wouldnt know by looking but im the 4th oldest in that picture. bet you cant guess the 2nd and 3rd oldest. anyway..... made a movie for my Gov't class on the Nixon trial. i played 7 parts... wrote the script.... directed.... and i wasnt even the star.... we had better have gotten an A. we even did a stupid comercial in it. now we are going to have a quiz on everyone's presentations.... not gonna do well.
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Saturday, May 14, 2005

Trust Company - Slipping Away

You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away
You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away

I won't let you down
The words you said to me
It's echoing the sound
Of what would never be

I'm standing here alone
The memories remain
The same familiar home
But nothing looks the same
And I'm standing here alone
Can't tell if I'm awake
Reality is gone
In a dream I can't escape

You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away
You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away

I'm getting through it now
I guess it's plain to see
That everything I am
Is not everything you need

And I'm standing here alone
Can't tell if I'm awake
Reality is gone
In a dream I can't escape

You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away
You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away

And I'm standing here alone
Can't tell if I'm awake
And it feels like i'm slipping away

Reality is gone
In a dream I can't escape
And it feels like I'm slipping away

Alexisonfire - Accidents

I'm not sure what's worse
The waiting or the waiting room
"You're next sir" becomes a cruel taunt to you
Recycled air, the smell of sleep and disinfectant
Your God is a two door elevator

Do they even cure you? (Cut me open drug me)
Or is it just to humor us before we die (Repair all my defects)
If only we could heal ourselves (Whoa whoa whoa...)
We wouldn't need to be hooked up to these machines (Whoa whoa whoa...)

Whoa whoa whoa...

Let's redefine [6x]
What it means to heal

Do they even cure you? (Cut me open drug me)
Or is it just to humor us before we die (Repair all my defects)
If only we could heal ourselves (Whoa whoa whoa...)
We wouldn't need to be hooked up to these machines (Whoa whoa whoa...)

Whoa whoa whoa...

graduation is comming up. the monday following it i leave for the next 5 months. that basically means that this is my last month here..... unless after 2 months i can find a place to get on the net on weekends. and thats not even certain. if you havent noticed by now i can be quit the pessimist. not much more to say beyond that.

For Those....

I've been asked why I am
The way I am.
Why am I alone.
This is how I answered
"I am alone because I am.
I am alone for others.
For those who fight
Those who love.
For friends and family
I am alone for them.
So I can protect them."
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Something Simple

Everything is complex
The world
The people
Everything.
What was right is now wrong
People don't take responsibility
For themselves.
Nothing is simple anymore
Thats what we need
Something simple.

a poem for the sake of writing one.

Hero's Fall

The one I look up to
The one who taught me
Everything of importance.
I see him laying there
He looks weak.
I keep a brave front
No use letting my emotions win.
It tears me up inside.
Is this what it looks like
When a hero falls?

a bit of my past mixed with listening to too much Papa Roach. anyway for my Gov't class i have to right a script for my group on the case of The Untied States Vs Richard Nixon....... not looking forward to that. especially since i know nothing about it. besides that not really anything going on for me.

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Sunday, May 8, 2005

nine inch nails - The Hand That Feeds
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nine inch nails - Hurt
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i got music videos of Nine Inch Nails. now you all shall hear them......
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Friday, May 6, 2005

Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster

Chorus-
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
(Getting away, Getting away, Getting away)

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder

Chorus

just got the Papa Roach CD Getting Away With Murder. its pretty cool. did a presentation in my english class about me. that sucked. of course i got it out of the way. im much happier now that i dont have to do it.
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Monday, May 2, 2005

Nine Inch Nails - Hurt

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

back from Vegas. the funnest part was the trip back. just layed back and listend to Nine Inch Nails most of the way. bought some swords while i was there. i was going to work on some poems... only got 1 done..... i got paid for watching a possible tv show. it sucked but i told them i would watch it again just because i didnt want to tell them why.
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

this weekend ill be in Vegas. and i will have...... pretty close to no fun.... not much to do there.... i actually have a couple of my poems on display at my school in the library. thats about it.....

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

man this weekend was tiring. i had to work all weekend. still sore too. anyway. yesterday was my mom's birthday so i had to walk to the bank and then walk to the mall to get her something. after i gave my mom her gifts my sister said something that will disturb me for the rest of my life, and no i will not tell you what it was. later i called a phone call and i got scolded..... sorta. thats about it......
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Friday, April 22, 2005

You're keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Because you do
What you're told
But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

What if this whole crusade's
A charade
And behind it all there's a price to be paid
For the blood
On which we dine
Justified in the name of the holy and the divine

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

So naive
I keep holding on to what I want to believe
I can see
But I keep holding on and on and on and on

Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees? [8X]

Nine Inch Nails rules. thats all there is to it. in other news i got things set up so that when i get back here after my military training in June-December ill have a job. which is a good thing for 2 reasons. 1) having a job is useful. and 2) it can help me with this assignment my teacher gave the class. basically the purpose of the project is for us to figure out how we would survive after high school. i mean right after. not liveing with your parents or getting their help either. i think this is one of the best assignments ive gotten this year.
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