Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Existentialsim on Prom Night
When the sun came up
We were sleeping in.
Sunk inside our blankets
Sprawled across the bed
And we were dreaming.

There were moments when
When i know it and
The world revolves around us.
And we're keeping it
Keep it all going
This delicate balance
Vulnerable, all i know is

sing like you think no ones listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would kill for this

sing like you think no ones listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would...

sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything

we're glad for what we got
done with what we lost
out whole lives laid out
right in front of us

sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would, you would

sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would...

sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything

yeah this song is totally freakin awesome. got to my xanga site to listen to a crappy version of it but its still cool.^-^ sayonara
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   hey
hey guys! sorry i couldnt update yesterday i was grounded off the internet for a day... anyways i just got back from our Winter Sports Banquet thing. it was freakin long.... but basically nothing is new, hope all you guys are good. mad props to MajesticWolf for always leavin me comments, thanks alot. anyways that is it so ill post tomorrow. sayonara!
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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Hi! My Name Is......(in Japanese from BlkGhost)

My japanese name is 坂本 Sakamoto (book of the hill) 雄大 Masahiro (big hero).
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yeah thats so freakin cool! too bad only one of you knows who my name is and kelsey if you tell you will DIE! lol jk! ^-^ sayonara
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YES!!!
YEAH!!! Duke won the freakin ACC tournament!!! but thats not surprising, since they are going to win the NCAA Tournament this year.... ^-^ anyways thats it for now....sayonara
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   awww......T.T
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the
girl next to me. She was my so called "best
friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and
wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me
like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to
me and asked me for the notes she had missed
the day before and handed them to her. She said
"thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I
wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want
to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too
shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She
was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her
love had broke her heart. She asked me to come
over because she didn't want to be alone, so I
did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at
her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2
hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three
bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at
me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I
don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm
just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My
date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well,
I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a
promise that if neither of us had dates, we would
go together just as "best friends". So we did.
Prom night, after everything was over, I was
standing at her front door step! I stared at her
as she smiled at me and stared at me with her
crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she
doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then
she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave
me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want
her to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know
why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I
could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as
her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage
to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in
her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then
she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're
my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends, I love her but
I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is
getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and
drive off to her new life, married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me
like that, and I knew it. But before she drove
away, she came to me and said "you came!". She
said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want
to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want
to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too
shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a
girl who used to be my "best friend". At the
service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in
her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't
notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell
him, I want him to know that I don't want to be
just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and
I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved
me!

my friend found this poem.... i think its awesome but it sucks at the same time.... enjoy
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

   my idol


JJ REDICK!! scoring 35 points against NC State!! GO JJ!!!!!
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the cool
well, i guess MajesticWolf is the only cool person here, since shes the only person that left me a comment so far. if you wanna get added heres some advice: LEAVE SOME FREAKIN COMMENTS!!!!!! phwew... anyways just finshed playin star wars today and i just got online for awhile. oh yeah and go Duke on their semifinal win against NC State! YEAH! ok thats it sayonara!
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   man
man i cant believe this. i get more site visits but NO FLIPPIN COMMENTS!! could you leave some please? thanks. anyways it looks like life is taking a turn for the better....at least i think so. anyways last night i had alot of pizza and sprite and then i watched Whose Line is it Anyway? that show is freakin funny. anyways thats about it please leave me some commments! thanks! sayonara!
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Friday, March 11, 2005

Pieces-Sum 41
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

sorry about all the space the songs took up but theyre freakin awesome! well you should listen to them too! well sayonara!
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Until The Day I DieStory of the Year
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (When I knew who I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does.

Well make the same mistakes
I'll Take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
cuz I know I still do.

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue
Until blood soaks my shirt?
We'll never fall apart
so Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart, for you!!!!!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
mistakes like friends do,
my hands are at your throat
and I think I hate you
we made the same mistakes.

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die!!!!!!
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