Friday, November 21, 2008

Some Days I Feel Like Being A Glutton

Listening to: Reckless Fire -- {Forgot who sung this, something Ide} Time Start -- 1:38 PM It's finally the glorious holiday. Woots. Now I must prepare myself for the heavy and busy workweek ahead of me. I'm scared today because I know it'll be busy because its the holiday and gas prices are so low here (1.79 a gallon) Tomorrow and Sunday I'm working from 11 to 1, then taking a 3 hour break, coming back at 4 and working til 10. Then I work Monday through Thrusday, but I'm taking Friday off. I think thats my first day off since I started working there. This morning I have gotten so agitated for no reason. I guess the stupid Resource Management teacher pissed me off by giving us a ridiculous assignment on top of a previous one, which reminds me I need to get a conference with her for a zero she gave me. Anyway, I was doing the assignment and the guys next to me wanted to steal my answers like always, but I told them I wasn't going to put up with it today. They backed off... then walking down the hallway some kid stepped on my whole heel and it felt like it bleeding. Then he did it again after stopping at my locker and going back down the hallway! I was so ready to deck him, but I had made it to the library by then. I was happy when I got into the library but, of course, it was closed for check out because they had put up crap for Christmas pictures. Damn that made me angry. Now I'm getting shit here. I came in and my brother was all freaking annoying like usual and then I told him to back off but he kicked me in the knee like an insecure 19 yr old child. I swear I almost punched him there. Freakin spoiled brat. Then my dad was talking about he made second dinner the other night, when I did! I peeled and cut the potatoes, fried the potatoes, peeled the shrimp, HE made the shrimp batter, I fried the shrimp. Grrrrrrrr. Otherwise... I'm in a good mood. Right now I'm stuffing myself like crazy. Meatballs, shrimp.. think I'll eat some cerel now. Listening to -- Overdrive (High Power Remix) -- MOVE Time End -- 1:56 PM

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

Life is Good When the Tummy is Full

Listening to: Dreamin Day -- nobodyknows+ Time Start -- 1:40 PM My days are getting good now since there's only one day left til holidays kick in. Even though I'm working all week except next Friday, I'm rather excited... haven't figured out about what yet. I came home last night at 8, made a second dinner since dad's friend was gone for the night, which was beer battered shrimp. Oooooo boy, my stomach is gonna explode, and if I could gain weight, this would be the source of it, lol. Yum yums :3 Ooo and thankies to Zakuro for telling me why my comments were cutting, I didn't know it was because the emotes... last time I think it was a log in problem. I forgot what else I wanted to say.... I'm still looking for a background. I would go to anime papers but thats the worst site I ever encountered when it came to freezing up a comp. It freezes my comp to a point where I can't turn the power off <_< I want to stick with abstract wallpapers for now anyway. Oh yeah, I started reading my first Dean Koontz book yesterday, "Tick Tock," It's suppose to be scary but I find it to be more humorously scary like the old horror flicks of the 30's with a monsterous bug destroying the city. This is about a rag doll thats left on his porch but it comes to life and tries to kill him.. and it grows and posseses people. I found it good. I should finish it tonight and trade in for another one by tomorrow, hopefully 'Breaking Dawn' if some stupid fangirl hasn't checked it out yet. I need that book! First one in my school to read them yet the last to finish it.. rawr. Anyways, I'm off. Thanks for the art and post comments Crap, we may be getting our electricity turned off since we can't pay the bill today Listening to -- Breakin Through -- Shuuhei Kita Time End -- 2:00 M

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Everyday's A Struggle

Listening to: Tane wo Maku Hibi -- Kousuke Atari (Bleach ending) Time Start -- 5:36 PM Hmm, updating cause I have nothing else to do... thanks for the comments yesterday, they cheered me up ^^ School was okay... just homework that needed to be done. I finished a drawing during Government. We have a test tomorrow in there <_< I hate those tests. Then after school we went grocery shopping since we got food stamps today. I got to buy some packs of large shrimp and we were about to fix it but my dad's drinking friend came over so we have to save it til tomorrow so he doesn't eat our share; shrimp is a luxury in our house. We were also in the middle of 'Across the Universe,' when he came over. He's a Beatles fan but we know all he'll do is makes comments over it. -_- Then I remembered my Aunt came into town so I visited her, and then she came to our house. She freaked my dog out because she never got so much attention before, lol. My manager teased me the other day saying she'll have that guy she's trying to hook me up with to ask me to eat Thanksgiving dinner at his house... thats... crazy. He hasn't come by to see me since Friday... but I did hear that he thought I was cute. xD Think I may browse around photobucket for a new background... I have to change every once in awhile so it doesn't go dull on me. I get bored of my site often <_< And sorry to those I comment on, it cuts my comment by 3/4 and its so annoying. Anyone know a way to fix that? Wish me luck to surviving tomorrow. Listening to -- Chain Ring - MUCC Time End -- 5:50 PM

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Monday, November 17, 2008

Listening to: Answer -- Flow I swear I really hate my life and alot of people in it, including myself. I keep having anxiety attacks almost everyday, just when I thought I had it controlled, I slipped up and it came back. So friggin disappointed in myself. My dad is adding fuel to the fire because he told me to do the dishes and my brother would help, but then he took it back saying I should do it by myself since he washed the dishes the other night for the first time in a month. I told him that it wasn't fair because I had been working plus doing the cleaning the damn dishes by myself for the past month. Dad got all pissed and bitched me out. Then the other lazy ass pizza girl who is next in line to get fired, (they fired the black girl who rarely showed up for work and left it a mess) keeps trying to shove her work shifts on me. I have to cancel plans with a friend who I was gonna hang out with, and shit, we had just gotten a free day from our jobs. I would've turned the shift down but my dad told me to take whatever hours I can get before he handed me the phone. I have softball coming up so I need to start conditioning. I was thinking of heading down to the track on my free days and running a couple of laps.

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

Can We Say Awkward...

Listening to: Until the End -- Breaking Benjamin Time: 10:39 AM Thanks for the comments ^^' {I need to do that more often lol} Guess you guys want to know how yesterday went, ne? Well, it was freaking weird... he came in the first time, my boss started kinda freaking out for me I guess; she's such a klutz. I was like "This is ridiculous, I'm going to go make the order," so I went to go make pizzas. I did catch a glimspe of him. He's cute lol. Turns out he's the guy with these really conspicious trucks with flames painted all over it... The second time he came in, he stopped to talk to one of the cashiers about the truck. So I walked up there and kinda chilled. Of course as soon as I made my way up there they stopped and forced the introduction on us. He's okay looking, has a country accent. I hate country accents, but crap I'm in the country so what was I expecting >< Just hope its not a deep one lol. We didn't talk to each other except for hi... then he continued his convo with the cashier guy about his truck. The cashier lady tried reeeeaaalllly hard to get me into the convo, but I just smiled and laughed. Then he left and waved bye to me... hm. I work today so I have no doubts that he'll show up again. Gah. I hate set up dates, so friggin awkward. Then this girl, no clue who she was, came up to the pizza counter and was all "Jeeeean, omg it's been so long!" I said, "Omg! It has been!" *acting like I knew who she was* I finally realized who she was when she told me about her brother... that guy had a huge crush on me when he was in school <_< Then she told me how she had on a huge crush on my brother (the WoW one) She asked what he was up to, but I just kept it simple and told her he was still in Co_lin and not looking for a transfer up to Wyoming for his girlfriend... Anyways, she said that now she has tons of guys asking her out, lol. Ridiculous day... just ridiculous... Time End -- 10:58 AM Song End -- Breath -- Breaking Benjamin

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Friday, November 14, 2008

Some People Never Learn

Listening to: Candy Line -- Hitomi Takahashi (Gintama Ending) Time: 11:49 AM I took today off from school because I'm still a little depressed from recent financial events, I don't feel like taking my Statistcs today, and it gives me some extra energy I'll need before the weekend shift kicks in. Last night was a bummer. We talked about me and my dad's paycheck is going to have to go towards ALL the bills, so I can't get my 360 back. I think it's been about 2 months since we pawned it, but we have to put a little money down on it today so they don't sell it to someone. Our next paychecks in 2 weeks are needed to pay off the huge car title note my dad made. Last night my brother was walking around the house demanding 40 dollars; I thought it was for something like college, oh no, it's for the new WoW game. My dad told him that he needs to find a job then. My brother storms out the room throwing a cursing fit. He really didn't mind finding a local job, as much as when my dad told him that getting a offshore job would really help, and it would. Of course he pretty much only cares about himself. I would work if my dad would let me, thats some great money out there. I could save for Tokyo, college, bills, all in about half a year. Buuut my dad won't let me, I don't blame him though. My dad made the mistake but telling him that he'll get his 40 dollars today, which is bad. Now you're still spoiling him, plus, once he gets that game, there is no way in Hell he'll get off it for a job. I wish some people could learn responsibilty, or is it time for me to get a bat and beat it into his head? -_- I soooooooo want my 360, but looks like we have to wait til we get the settlement for that. Shit, I also realized that I can't pay my club dues for National Honor Society, plus I can't pay the amount I need to get my cap and gown for graduation! ... somehow, my brother payed his, which made no sense. Do you see how rough my life is? T_T **EDIT** I got my paycheck and payed off what we owed to the store, which was about 130. I came home and my dad got angry. He made a good point that I should've waited and we could have used that money to pay another bill. -_- Then my boss, or really manager, told me that someone was coming in to check me out. It's a guy... she's trying to hook me up with a college guy. He sounds interesting though, smart, intelligent, shy like me (lol), and cute. I'm nervous now. >< He's gonna come to the store to hang out and try to talk which I know for fact thats gonna be as hell as awkward. Time End -- 12:02 AM Song End -- Four Seasons -- Namie Amuro

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

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Listening to: Nightdiving -- AKFG Time: 3:12 PM Enough of the other stuff... I got a new drawing in; I'm so proud of it! I got another one similar to it in progress, which reminds me of the one that I drew today but I wasn't a big fan of it, so... maybe not. Hmm, more work today. I get to make my own pizzas for dinner though, which is good. http://www.theotaku.com/fanart/view/272555/bloom_with_grace It's dedicated to A13! I've got more coming ;D Time End -- 3:25 PM Song End -- Aisle 10 -- Scapegoat

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Friday, October 31, 2008

Listening to: Fly Like A Butterfly -- JSRF Soundtrack Time: 1:26 PM Noooooo I really don't want to work. TT__TT I'm going to get killed with orders. All the churches are having fall festivals and everyone's having Halloween parties, that means pizza orders on me! Nooooo let me take a day off. >< I get paid today... I have to go after this to check on it. I have alot to pay off. But ya know what. We could've had the final settlement check a couple of weeks ago, but ya know how lawyers are. Turns out Workmen's Comp never got the news that Dad took the offer 6 weeks ago, because the lawyers never said anything to them. My dad's wants them to be fired but Workmen's Comp said they won't write the check unless he's represented. Laaaaaaaaame Don't we love the pleasant ways of life? Thanks for the comments, hugs, and.. the other thing on my art. It was very appreciated. Think I'll try again today to fix it. Check time. >< **Edit** I got 280... paid 50 loan, 27 on my account, and bought me two eggrolls which brought me down to exactly 200. It's 180 to get my 360 back but my dad needed the money to pay a car note before the truck gets towed away >< The most I can do is hope that my dad's check comes in.. oh yes, Halloween is not holiday pay, which totally discourages me from working Time End -- 1:32 PM Song End -- Sneakman -- JSRF Soundtrack

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Thursday, October 30, 2008

Listening to: Blue Train -- Asian Kung-Fu Generation Time: 1:26 PM So what's going on with the world today... crap I totally forgot what I wanted to type. >< Let's start with what I've been up to the past few days. I went to a friend's house Monday to watch a movie with 4 other people. The movie was good, then we sat around for about an hour goofing off and clubing to Numa Numa, hehe. Got home late accidentally. Then last night I talked to my dad about going to another's friend's house to finish part 2 of the movie, but he talked down to me about going out there without knowing the address and not having a way out "Just in case" Then he was all "What if he tries to kiss you and then forces himself on you?!" I cut him off there and told him the guy was gay >< He just said oh and continued... Anyways.. my paycheck comes in tomorrow. I have a huge doubt that I won't be able to get my 360 back, because we need groceries, pay the bills, and I have a $120 deposit I need to pay off for caps and gowns. That may wait til the next paycheck.. all depends on tomorrow. Speaking of tomorrow, everyone is dressing up tomorrow for Halloween. I'm still debating with myself if I should wear my Shinigami costume or not. I can't go trick or treating tomorrow either because I have to work that night and no one will take my shift, at least I get holiday pay... I better get holiday pay. Ooo I finished my first drawing. Now if my scanner will work, I will be so happy **EDIT** My scanner is hooked up but my colors won't show... just the outlining. **EDIT #2** Okay! It's uploaded, check it out... I need to edit the caption, forgot something important. Time End -- 1:37 PM Song End -- Akogare no Hate -- No Regret Life

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Monday, October 27, 2008

Listening to: Out of Kontrol -- Move Time: 2:07 PM Meh, winter weather is moving in and I hate it. I like cool weather, not freeze to your bone cold. I had to walk home, it was windy so now I have an earache because it was blowing in my ear and it numbed. >< Appartanly it's leading to a headache, I can feel it. Anyways, I put in about 9 extra hours on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.. I hope thats enough to make a 120 deposit for me and my brother for caps and gowns, and 180 to get my 360 back but I seriously doubt it. Also started drawing a nice little ipod series witha twist of mine, japanese music. I'm still working on the first one though. I already have plans on what my second one will be. I hope my creativity will show through this, if not, then I have none, lol. Guess I'll also mess with the broken scanner in the meanwhile. Gonna go hang out with a friend today and watch a movie with his other homies.... if it's not moved to tomorrow. Time End -- 2:20 PM Song End -- Niji -- Aqua Timez

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