Saturday, August 23, 2008

Rich One Day, Poor the Next

Listening to: Wo Ai Ni -- Dream (Asobotto Senki Goku) #111 on playlist **This would make a good weapons demonstration song** Time -- 9:39 AM The xbox has been safely secured. I was so proud of my paycheck yesterday. I made 389 dollars; worked 65 hours. That was enough to get my 360 back, take my dad to lunch, and give him a hundred to pay a bill or something. I hope my next one is like that but I doubt it. After my 360 gets loaned out again, I'll ask my boss to give me whatever days are open, or make some. I want another paycheck like that, and to think it was just 15 dollars short of my dad's amount of his paycheck. Since so many people updated today, I think I'll make comments before I hop on the xbox in about an hour to meet a friend. I thank the people who still comment even though I make no comments on theirs. I kinda hate it when people say that they only comment on people who comment on theirs, where's the friendship in that? No offense Sheepeh, I still love you! But anyways, maybe today I can get back into the comment groove. There was no 'pep' rally (Thank you Mizu for catching my mistake, lol) So that meant classes weren't cut short and Who's Who wasn't announced. Maybe next week. I was slaughtered at work with pizza orders. At 6 o'clock I probably got 10 pizza orders all at once. Half of those pizzas were Supreme pizzas! I barely got orders at 7 through the end of shift. I was able to escape before the jamboree ended. Poor coworkers. Anyways, I'm looking for outside activites to do. I want to take Karate or Tae Kwon Do so badly! So I may go up to the Community College and see if I can register for one of their classes. It's been about 10 years since I've been to a Karate class T.T So I'm off. Need to eat. Who knew Skip Beat! was being made into an anime? I had no idea.

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

Big Cookies Taste Weird

Listening to: Kasanaru Kage -- Hearts Grow (Gintama Opening 4) #157 on playlist Time -- 4:08 PM Hahaha, I'm so proud of myself. I'm pretty much over my anxiety problem. Hopefully forever, but you never know, it may come back. As for now, I celebrate! I get my paycheck tomorrow. It should be more than the usual 180. Turns out they were paying us 6 dollars an hour instead of $6.55 which is minimum wage. Also I put in about 8 hours of overtime. So I should be getting enough to get my 360 back. I won't get my hopes up though because our gas is turned off and I have $30 dollars I need to pay back. I tried to trade shift's with someone so I could work today instead of tomorrow for various reasons. First of all is just in case I do get my 360, Friday will be the only day I get to actually play it, because I have to work Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. The xbox is usually gone by Tuesday. >< The other reason is because tomorrow is the football jamboree and if I work, I will get slaughtered with pizza orders. So that means tomorrow they have a prep rally during school, which is when they announce the winners of Who's Who. Thats like the senior voting of 'Most Friendliest,' 'Most Popular' etc etc. I ran for Most Dependable. I hope I get it; it'll look good on a college application to Tokyo. Hahaha Weeell, I think thats it. I need to go find something to do for the next 4 hours. Everyone gets on around 8. I guess I could clean... Cya! Thanks for your support through my problems ^^ HAPPY B-DAY SHOE (Suichiro8705) **EDIT** Naruto Shippuuden is off their fillers!

Who can't resist a little motivation?

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Monday, August 18, 2008

The Pain, The Agony!

Listening to: Zips -- TM Revolution #352 on playlist Time -- 1:54 PM Someone put me out of my misery. TT I'm in such pain. A couple of days ago I got a sore throat, and yesterday I started my birth control pills. Today I got super sick at school. Luckily I was able to go through it for 3 hours. The problem is that I don't know if it's the cold or side effects from the pill. Right now my ribs, gut, and stomach is really tight. It's painful. I think that part is a side effect. I got into Marine class from PE when I got very sick. I think that may have been the heat from PE. I dunno whats wrong with me TT Also seriously need a back massage. My back hurts too.

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

Saints are gonna win against Houston!

Listening to: Style -- Nana Kishino (Soul Eater ending 2) Last on playlist Time -- 1:16 PM The weekend has arrived! And its full with boredom and work. Blah. Other than that, my dad and I are butting heads over almost everything. He's getting on my nerves. He thinks he is right about everything. His spoiled brat attitude is seriously annoying me. Anyways, Roma! I tried to comment like twice but it cut my comment twice << Theres more stuff to it but I gave up. And glad that gnnwan for enjoying my playlist, I need to add you as a friend, but I get distracted when it comes to that stuff, so I forget. So I'll be looking for a new theme. Popping into theo chat.... other stuff. Make sure to check the bottom of the playlist for fresh music. ^^ Cya Round THANKS FOR THE 11 COMMENTS! *bows to commenters* **EDIT** Theme change complete. I had a better background but it didn't work. My marquee is working again (It's not moving everything else on the site) But the pics are bad, have to replace them. ><

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Thursday, August 14, 2008

NFL is fun

Listening to: Broken Youth -- NICO Touches the Walls (Naruto Shippuuen Ending) Last song on the playlist Time -- 7:50 PM School........ It's....... bumpy. I guess. I already have two absences >< I can control my anxiety to a point. I start taking deep breathes when the anxiety starts to climb. First period is Resource Management. A random class that no one signed up for that teaches responsibility and other after high school skills. My anxiety is so-so. Sometimes I can't stand it and other times I'm good. Second period is Economics. I guess I'm comfortable in that class. The teacher is pretty interesting and the class is taking notes and lectures. Third period is Statistics/College Algebra. If you ever get to choose your math class, don't pick Statistics! Its sooo complicated. You can only get this answer but you have to consider these outside factors! And it's so much reading << Fourth period! PE!! I love PE. Dodgeball and indoor soccer is so much fun. I'm a physical person ;) And fifth period is Marine Aquatics. My anxiety is no where to be seen in that class for some odd reason Tests are another thing. I can't stand it. My anxiety jumps through the roof. Hopefully the more I go to school the better chances I have of shaking it off. The NFL has started the preseason (actually last week but I just caught it) Go Saints! Who's ur team? I'm already betting against members! Denver Broncos and Atlanta Falcons are going down, bwahaha. I'm up for a theme change but I don't know what

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Monday, August 11, 2008

School is a Taboo Word!

Listening to: Speed Master -- M.O.V.E. ft. 8-Ball #224 on playlist **This song kicks *** it's so catchy. Did you know 8-Ball did 'Cha La head Cha La' for DBZ? Time -- 11:28 PM I had my first two days of school on Thrusday and Friday. The first day of school was good. I went through all my classes with a some times of discomfort, but I got over it. I came out feeling like I could get over my problem. I submitted my form with my proposed schedule looking forward to getting some classes with my brother. The second day of school went just horrible. It started out with the couselor telling me that she rejected my schedule; therefore, I got no classes or lunch with my brother. I was depressed. Then in first period I practically had a anxiety attack and freaked out. I was able to scrap by the class, but I went to the nurse after. I was in shambles. Then she told me that the counselor wanted to see me. All the counselor did was flippin lecture me on how I can't have all my classes with my brother every year, and so on. That was the least of my worries at the time. I told her I was fine with the schedule but I had a bigger problem. I told her what was going on with me. She said that I was lucky b/c if it was just anxiety, she would make me go back and face it. Luckily she let me check out to go the doctor... or I thought I was going to the doctor's. My dad was actually pissed that I let my anxiety get to me. I asked him to take me to the doctor's but he said that the doctor has already told me that he couldn't do more to help me relax (BTW, the other pills I had bought did not work at all) You don't know how annoying it is. During work and at home, I feel like I can overcome the anxiety, but then when it comes down to the actual situation, I change for the worse and freak out. It's killing me. I hate how I can't overcome this pathetic problem so easily. For some reason I can't laugh and move forward. It's just nagging so badly at my mind. Then I have to worry about the placement test I have to take to assure my place in College Algebra; if I fail that, I have to drop it and change my whole schedule. I'll either end up dropping math all together and taking something like Chemistry or Physics, which I don't want; or take Calculus, which means I'll have to drop Marine Aquatics *My fav academic class* and find some subsitute class. Guess I should start studying algebra again before the test. Anyway, my dad saw how worried I was tonight about school tomorrow. He gave me one of his pills for his severe anxiety for tomorrow. I wonder how high my anxiety is.... I wonder if the counselor told anyone else of my problem. Only one way to find out *sighs*

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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Last Day of Summer ; ;

Listening to: Paradise -- Do As Infinity #93 on playlist Time -- 5:32 PM It's the last day of summer TT I got some medicine to help me out with my problem. I hope it works. Also got my schedule for tomorrow, I am super pissed. Number one: I didn't get a class I signed up for but it was replaced with 'Resource Management,' I wanted BCT (Business-Computer Tech) Number two: I have NO classes with my brother, which is freakin bad; he's my best friend TT Number three: We don't have lunch together!!! We eat lunch together b/c every other table just talks about other people, it's really annoying. So we hang out together. I talked to the counselor and she said that my AP Calculus is what made my schedule sooo different. We have different homeroom techers too. But she said that she'll change it, and all I have to do is find drop the math class, and find a suitable class for fourth period. I hope I can get the same classes and lunch with my brother, it's so boring without him.

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Monday, August 4, 2008

-_-

Listening to: Point of No Return (Ketsumeishi Remix) -- Chemistry #65 on playlist Time -- 3 PM So school is coming up in three days. My summer vacation is coming to an end T.T Why can't we have 3 months of school and 9 months of vacation, that would be great. So I got to get back on a normal sleeping schedule, but work is going to fix that. I have to work 10 in the morning to six in the evening Tuesday and Wednesday, as a cashier. No pizzas! Woot! I also have to start getting all my clothes off the floor and clean them. The pms didn't work well. I got a response that I didn't want, ;; But I'm not at the person, so no worries, it was expected. I told my twin brother about my problem, he was fully supportive. He's so cool; I'm happy I have a brother like him. Now I just have to hope to have at least 5 of the 6 classes with him. *crosses fingers* I was wondering if I should go to the student councilor to check on it. Also wanted to try get the school to get have an 'Anime and Video Game club' where we could hold tournaments and cosplay days. So enough from me. **Update** Oopsies, I had my guestbook turned off ><

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Saturday, August 2, 2008

Listening to: --- Time -- 3:24 AM Alright Alright, I'll tell you guys my siutuation, but it also involves the cause of the problem. And it's super pathetic and you'll probably laugh your ass off, but don't tell me that you're laughing or make fun of me, thats the last thing I need! (Sorry for the typos, I went to bed but then changed my mind and came back). If you want to know, send me a pm. I'll pm the whole deal to ya. I'm gonna take it one person at a time, so deal with me. (I wonder who'll be the first person) Otherwise, I cleaned the house today. I swept the carpet since our vaccuum cleaner broke because our dog is shedding like crazy. ~I love my theme. The background gives off this weird mood, I love it to death. Happy B-day to Lin! (Linden Rathan) **UPDATE** Hold the pms!

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Friday, August 1, 2008

You stupid computer!

Listening to: Life Goes On (TV Size) -- Chemistry (Antique Bakery OP and ED) Time -- 4:23 AM I spent 20 mins typing up the post and my comp freezes when I go to get new icons for the finishing touch. Lost the whole thing. Anyway, many misunderstood what happened at the doctor's office. I went in to get some help with my anxiety problem and instead I get birth control pills that help solve a totally different health problem. I curse my dad for bringing up the birth control pills and telling my doctor that it wasn't an anxiety problem. So in the end, it was pretty much useless. I could care less about birth control pills. All I got for my main problem was 'I can't help you out much, but maybe some type of over the counter pill could help a bit,' no help at all. I want to type up and show you guys my situation, but to be honest, it's a truely pathetic problem that has me fretting and getting depressed over. It's so stupid of me to get tripped up over something so small and worthless. I have no clue why I can't get over it. -_- Off the stupid subject, I forgot an anime from yesterday's post. Check out 'Birdy the Mighty Decode' A very interesting sci-fi-ish, action anime. And I'm undergoing a theme change, Shigofumi! With Soul Eater blog icons!

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