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Monday, March 17, 2008


My Day As A Shinigami!






Listening to:
Hanafubuki -- ACID (Tokyo Majin Ending)



Haha! I have survived my day as a Death God! It was a very interesting day, I can't say fun (Really quite boring). But let's start at the beginning.

PreGame!: It was nerve racking. Then I had trouble with my brothers. The college studnet one was supportive but I had trouble getting him off World of Warcraft to bring us to school. Then the other decided to back out at the last second by faking a stomach ache. I dragged him with me though. Got to school, walked through the parking lot with everyone looking at me, but no one said anything. I get up by the cafeteria and the first person, a friend, was like "Jean!" And I looked at him and he did that thing where he puts his fist in his palm and bows. I laughed and walked to first period.

First Period English IV: On the way there, someone behind me was like "What is SHE suppose to be?!" But I kept walking with my morale support (Brother) next to me. In first period, I didn't get much response. But thats cool. I got these comments during first:
"Jean, this ain't no Halloween."
"I think it's pretty cool."
"So...you're wearing this because you want to... now thats pretty cool."
(All girls said that too.)

Break: I was surprised here because the teacher on break duty knew I was "cosplaying". Didn't know the show though. Also, I was continously jumped by a guy who kept asking me why I was wearing the costume. I can't tell you how many times I was asked that question, way too much though.

Homeroom and 2nd period Pre-Cal: Here I was jumped more with the question of why I was wearing the costume. I proceeded to tell them honestly that I just wanted to. (I'll go into more details on that later) Then I explained to the teacher about it. He was cool with it. And I got a 100 on my exam ^^ The only one in the class.

3rd Period Botany: I get into class and a friend who sits with me and my brother was like "So Jean, what is this talk about the costume about?" I didn't answer him... I don't think I did. If I did, I can't remember. Did vocabulary and went to turn in my stuff when this redneck student was like "Jean, what are you wearing?!" I just told him it was costume and left it there. I didn't feel like telling him it was a cosplay outfit b/c then I would have to explain cosplay and anime. Too much wasted energy. Ah yes, the good part. Me and my brother was called down to the office because my Dad decided to come and check on us. Me, to see if I was forced to change out or if I had a emotional breakdown. I scoffed at him. He checked on my brother to see if he was feeling better and if he wanted to check out. He didn't though ^^

4th Period PE: On the way there, one of my friends I was aiming to get jealous grabbed my jacket when he passed and told me he was going to steal it. The response I was looking for. I know, I'm mean in a fun way. Well, PE had some of the best responses. First off everyone felt the need to act like ninjas when they saw me. I let that slide since I didn't feel like explaining Death Gods. Well anyway, I sat down in the bleachers and one of the guys was like "OMG! THAT-IS-AWESOME! Dude Look at her! She looks like she can walk on leaves! I want it!!" Then his friend asked me if it was from Bleach. Haha! Thats one person I got to speak up! Though I kinda knew he already watched anime. Then we played kickball, but I didn't kick because I didn't have any shoes and I was sliding all over the gym floor. My poor Tabi socks are dirty ><

5th Period History: Really no responses out of that class. Got more of the "Why are you wearing that" questions when I first got in there. Oh wait a second, one guy almost hit the show. He said "Is it from Inuwasha?" I told him it was from Bleach but he still didn't know. I turned and laughed ..."Inuwasha." So funny.

Lunch: Magical Lunch. I met up with that friend who said he was going to steal my stuff. He said he wanted to buy etiher Shunsui's 8th division Captain's uniform (One with the pink haori over his uniform) or Itachi's full Akatsuki uniform with Sharingan contacts. And then he said we were going to have to fashion-cosplay battle one day. You should have seen the lunch ladies. They were having a giggle fit. The main lunch lady told me to step back from the counter so she can look. She thought it was cool, lol. Then I got to the end of line when the friend begged me if he could wear the Captain's jacket. I let him. He told me he was going to do a little run down the hallway so he can see it flap in the wind. He didn't because we got caught in a heated conversation with the english 3 teacher. I went to 6th period but before I went in the class my friend came back to give me the jacket. Turns out his girlfriend made him give it back. I felt bad because he looked so sad when he handed it to me. Also this girl came up to my table, after her friend left when she asked me why I was wearing the costume, and asked me if it was from Bleach. I was shocked b/c she hangs out with these 9th grade preppy girls. I asked her if she watched Bleach and she said that she loved that show and it was an awesome anime.

And that was about my day. I came home and my brothers took turns trying on the outfit. Turns out the costume looks better without the jacket. And my brother looks just like Gin with the jacket on. I haven't seen my oldest brother in it yet. And I think I could pull Hinamori off perfectly if I could get her white hairbob thingy.

But more up on details. The one thing that annoyed me was the question "Why are you wearing that?!" I told everyone who asked that question that it was because I wanted to. For some odd reason they couldn't wrap thier heads around the answer. It was like doing things that you want to do was rare. I kid in PE was certain there was a special reason like I had to do a performance or a play. I told him countless times that it was b/c I wanted to, but he didn't believe me.

Oh ya, and the principal didn't give a shit ^^ And the teachers were cool with it.

I'll post some pics whenever my Dad decides to cooperate with me and take the pictures. For right now, the Death God needs food and a nap.




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Sunday, March 16, 2008


Last Day of Break






Listening to:
Wish -- Sowelu (D.Gray-Man ED 6)



Ahhh, it's the last day of spring break! T_T So not cool. But tomorrow I get to wear my costume. Though I'm certain I will get sent home because I'm breaking school dress code by wearing a "costume". So I told my dad to stay close to the phone tomorrow. He still doesn't support my decision though. He said if I was to get sent home, he would make me walk home. And if he makes me walk the campus cop will just drive me home. Lol.

But it really depends on the principal's mood tomorrow. If he is in a good mood and there are no special visitors (Like Superintendents) then he will most likely let me wear it. But if he is in a bad mood, he'll send me home.

Oh crap, I need to wash my flipflops for tomorrow too. Since the straw sandals don't fit, I'm just going to wear my regular flipflops. And I need to go to my aunt's house to see if there is any clothes pins I can use, so my top isn't so puffy and doesn't show my chest. I do have a white undershirt, but compared to the white jacket, the undershirt looks grey. So annoying. And I'm nervous.

So if I get sent home, I'll post a short notice on here when I get in and before I leave again. *Sigh* Wish me luck ^^ Or cross your fingers that the principal will allow it.

Deep breaths Jean.




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Friday, March 14, 2008


Celebrate!!






Listening to:
Fukai Mori -- Do As Infinity (Inuyasha Ending)



Let's celebrate! I woke up this morning with my costume's arrival from the UPS truck! I'm wearing it right now ^^ Of course there are some few set backs. The straw sandals are a tad long. So I'm still trying to figure out if I can replace them...even trying to figure out how to put my feet in them. The hakamas are just below my feet, so I may have to get it hemmed a couple of inches so I don't step on them. The top is a little puffy so I may have to pin it to keep it tighter. And I have no idea how to tie a Obi. Or at least when I tie them they come out funky looking.

The biggest part now, my Dad and brother has decided to unsupport me about going to school dressed up like this. I don't blame them because this is a big thing I'm doing. I will be the first cosplayer at my school. And since I'm going to a small town country school where anime (Specially Bleach) is rarely known by few, I will get teased ALOT. But to me I don't care about these other people, it's the inside joke that matters. I want to drive my anime friends crazy with jealousy. Haha, I'm so evil. But I am nervous because I'm afraid that the teasings will eventually get to head and drive me crazy and to the brink of tears. *Sigh* But honestly, where else shall I wear this. I just hope that the principal won't send me home and make me change. He shouldn't though.

Well, I am open to support, costume tips, advice, etc. etc. This is my first costume and I will try to take pics with my hellish crappy digital camera. Hoepfully I can get a decent camera soon.



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Thursday, March 13, 2008


Grrr






Listening to:
Fukai Mori -- Do As Infinity (Inuyasha Ending)



Do you know how frustrating it is when you reply to an email yet it doesn't send through b/c the site decided to crash the moment you hit "Send" Damn I swear that pissed me off.

I was replying to my half-brother's email about me going over there and helping him redo his house. I typed a long reply and made sure it there was no errors and when I it "Send", yahoo decided to crash at the moment and not send it. *Sigh* I lost everything and now I don't feel like retyping it, but I'll feel bad if I don't reply to it on the other hand. Damn yahoo.

But I did watch Bleach 163 and D.Gray-man 74! The D.Gray-man rocked the **** socks!! Some seriously awesome fight scenes between Kanda and Tyki! As for Bleach, woohoo for Grimmjow!!





Anywhos. Got some random stuff for ya:

The cast of the Cullen family for Twilight the Movie:


(From Left to Right) Emmett, Rosalie, Esme, Edward, Carlisle, Alice, Jasper.

~Personally, I think they could have had a better Edward~

***They're also talking about how the movie is already going to be different from the book.
#1)Edward runs on the treetops instead through the woods.... Treetops?! They said they're going to do that so it makes the movie more actiony and dramatic.
#2)Edward fully confesses about how he is a vampire instead of Bella dishing out questions and him answering on the way back from Port Angeles. Which means that they most likely completely cut out the Port Angeles scene (Where Bella gets saved) from the movie. That is stupid! ***



Some Anime Media Info for ya: For those who are interested on the Opening and Endings.

Bleach's new opening and ending starts at episode 167. The current episode is 163. So 4 more episodes!

Naruto's new opening and ending artists are announced. The new opening is "Blue Bird" by Ikimono Gakari. The ending is "Gentle Rainbow" by Surface. Though it is unknown which episode it starts at, but most likely will air the same exact week as Bleach's openings and endings. They always release their new openings and endings in the same week, same day.

D.Gray-man's new opening and ending should start on episode 77/78. The current episode is 74.


Final Fantasy XIII


Final Fantasy versus XIII

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008


Long Day






Listening to:
Asterisk -- Orange Range



Wow, that was a long afternoon. I woke up at 12 and I wasn't even sitting on the couch for like 5 minutes when my dad came home with a bunch of replacement furniture. I had to quit my online game and help move the stuff in. Then we went into town to go to Wal-Mart. Right before that I had to do the dreaded task of asking about my application at Gamestop. The manager wasn't there so I couldn't talk to her about it. Turns out she is on vacation, bleh. I was thinking of finding some where else to work because when I went in, there was another guy working there. Now I'm afarid I'm going to get the job because my Dad is bugging them so much about it. Oh well, I'll find out next week.

After Gamestop, we were suppose to go to Wal-Mart but my dad decided to go check on something first. It was a 30 minute drive to this stupid trailer bed place because my dad wanted to buy a flat bed trailer for his truck. Of course, he got suckered in to also buying this storage houses. Looked at that stuff, drove 30 minutes back to Wal-Mart and shopped for some stuff. Then I got me a Mushroom Swiss burger from Dairy Queen! Yums! So I'm stuffed now.

After I post this I have to go rearrange the living room and clean the kitchen. Respond to my brother's email and check my myspace because I'm supposed to send my friend Twilight. Haha.

Oh yes, the theme. How do you like it? It's Final Fantasy versus XIII. I wanted to do both XIII and versus (I didn't know there was Agito) but I thought it would've been too much. I may change the bg. Who knows.

Oh, my good news. My mom ordered my costume! Yay! But it's going to take 5 to 10 days to ship it, so most likely it's going to miss my aimed date of Monday. But thats okay I guess.

Anywhos I got to go. Many things await me. Cya Round




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Tuesday, March 11, 2008


This Feels Odd






Listening to:
The Fourth Avenue Cafe -- L`Arc~En~Ciel



Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I got bored and lazy. But thanks for all the comments, it's been awhile since I got so many visitors. And it feels wrong because after posting here I have to post at my post world, but I don't want to put the same exact post up. I mean the only ones who are going to read my world post are the ones who read this post, so I feel its unfair and boring to you guys. Just one of those things that bug my mind. So I may not post at my world... and if I do I'm probably just messing around with it.

I need to find a new name for my world too. Everyone has such good names like Reality's Grave, that made me jealous Kytes. Lol. I want a cool name for my world too.

Anywhos. Yesterday was a long day. My dad was out of town so we had no parent supervision! That meant I could play my music loudly! Thank goodness my neighbors live far off, or they'll be more than happy to call the cops on us. *Sigh* I have such good neighbors. Lol. And then I started Spring Cleaning around my house to keep my boredom away. It's always easy to clean with music playing.

Today! I got my Xbox 360 back ^^ But I have a long list of things to do. I have to call my mom to see if she ordered my costume yet since she is avoiding my e-mails. I need to write my half-brother back. I have to wash the sheets and clean the kitchen now. Enough about my plans.

I plan on changing my theme once again. I'm stuck on what though. *Thinks* Maybe... Shaman King. I don't know. Or Gintama again. Tough choices, I just need to find my mood. And I want to change my post icons from Bleach to Twilight quote icons. I didn't realize there were so many memorable quotes from Twilight until I went to photobucket. Wow. So I may start using those soon.

Oh thats right! I need to explain Ryozu about my costume. Well... I'm going to go to school dressed in the SoiFong's Captain's uniform from Bleach. I'm not going to do the whole cosplay thing like mess with my hair. Just the uniform. Now that I think of it, I wonder how much attention I would attract in a game of Dodgeball. Lol.

Anyway. I'm going to go refresh my Halo 3 skillz online. Cya Round!




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Friday, March 7, 2008


Brace Yourself, this is a Long Post!






Listening to:
Baby It's You -- JUNE (Bleach Ending)



WooHoo exams are over with!! I did pretty damn well. A 100 in Botany and Accounting, a 99 in History, a 89 in English, but I don't know what I got in Pre-cal, but I have a hunch it's good.

Gr, I'm trying to get use to my dad's computer. It's a laptop thats connected to a desktop monitor, because the laptop's screen doesn't work and the laptop itself is actually pretty good. Way better than mine. It actually plays video and music with no problem. So I get to listen to my music ^^ while I type this. Omg the good songs keep coming! Now it's "To All Tha Dreamers" by Soul'D Out!! I feel like dancing lol

In other news, I'm done reading Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse! Off the hook! Someone please agree with me when I say that Jacob needs to go away! I'm afraid he's gonna tear Bella and Edward apart! And I can't believe Bella loves him! I would be like "Bug off dude, I gots Edward ^^" Lol. I want the fourth book to come out so badly! And I'm trying seriously hard to get someone around me hooked. I told my mom about it but she didn't reply to me. So luckily my dad's online girlfriend is considering to take a look at it, even though I would feel more comfortable talking to my mom obsessively about it. Speaking of my mom, she's sending me my costume Monday! (Ya know, my 2nd Captain Shinigami's outfit!) Turns out my aimed date to wear it to school is the same exact as St. Patrick's Day, so while I'm being a Death God everyone else is wearing green. Lol.

Crap, things keep popping in my head that I want to say. And I have to seriously vent about this thing!! Well, I walked to cafeteria this morning after I got the car, and as I was walking up to the door (This is outside the door) one guy to the left of me was like "I want to go to Japan". I flashed a look at him while I was walking past him and then while looking at him, this girl to the right of me was like "I wanna go to Japan." This was all out loud!! I gave her a look and then looked at my brother who was giving me a worried look as well. (I know this is getting confusing for you!!) But as soon as I got in the cafertia I ranted angerily about how I can never have my own dreams and how this place full of leeches stole everthing from me!! My style, individuality, and now my dreams!! Everyone I heard from here either wanted to be ahousewife or work offshores on the rigs!! Now all of a sudden everyone wants to go to Japan!! I wanted to be different at that school!! Not get blend in with their country asses!! I hate it here! I need to get out of here.

Well, I was in the shower and another conclusion popped in my head. I had realized that the other weekend when my aunt had visited and all my cousins came together for a small get together. My cousins, (One going to a distant school who I love and the other going to my school who tends to tick me off with his snobiness and "follow the crowd" ways) well, the one I like brought up the fact that he thought it was awesome idea that I was considering going to Japan to career, and that I should take him (The first person who I heard encouraging words from on the topic; before my Older cousin, like in his 30's, was like "So Jean, what country are you thinking of going to today...Africa?" while everyone laughed around the table.) The only people who support and encourage me on my decision is my brothers (who wish to fo the same thing) ands my favorite cousin ^^ Shit, I'm sorry I got off subject, you must be bored too death. But I'm going to keep going because venting is good for my health and listening to the Shura by DOES is giving me energy...SO!

Well, I have the theory that my not so good cousin, who likes to follow the crowd and who was listening to our conversation that day, told his friends. And now it's circling around the school. I wouldn't care anyway. Number one it tells me they are willing to waste their time trying to ruin me, and number 2 it lets everyone know where I stand and helps me sort the good from the bad people. But I wouldn't get too full of myself. It'll probably cause more "strife" for me when I wear my costume the Monday after Spring Break. Can't wait now

I should be going. I don't want to make this post any longer and kill you to death. By the way, if you have a "World" on theotaku, include the url in your comment so I can subscribe to it! I'll start messing with my World tomorrow since I'm done reading Twilight and my dad loaned the Xbox 360 to the pawn shop again for the sixth time. (Yep, still keeping track)

Cya round.




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Thursday, March 6, 2008


Exam Day 2






Listening to:
BumbleBee -- DDR



Hello Hello. Sorry I didn't update yesterday, but I think I got to comment on some sites. I just got in New Moon though. I finished it last night and now I'm going to start on Eclipse after I get home. I almost cried last night b/c I just had gotten to the part where Edward was in Italy about to step out into the plaza and Bella was racing through the crowd looking for him, when my Dad was like "Jean, clean the kitchen right now." I wouldn't clean it so he got pissed and did it himself. I didn't care. I stayed up til 12:30 finishing it. I'm so excited ^^ Don't spoil anything to me though.

Gotta make this quick. Still have to study for my Pre-Cal exam thats in... 50 minutes. Then I have my Accounting exam later in the day around 2. Yesterday I had my History and Botany exam (Super easy). I got a 99 on the history exam and a 100 on the Botany. I hope I can do the same in Pre-Cal and Accounting (I hate taxes ><)

Wish me luck!




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Tuesday, March 4, 2008


I Love You Guys!!






Listening to:
BumbleBee -- DDR



I'm thankfully back home ^^ School sucked. I had a horrible day. My brother freakin stayed home to sleep in (He's still asleep). Then in PE I was suppose to get my Friend' chips today but when he went to hand them to me my other "friend" (Don't know if I want to call him that anymore) yanked them out of his hand and took them. He wouldn't give it to me! Then I said screw it and played basketball, but everyone kept taking and kicking my ball around. I didn't feel like chasing shit around, so I went and sat in the bleachers away from everyone. Of course I almost cried, since I cry if I get anger. Of course next period, the freakin shithead who took my chips ate them in front of me. He was "Well, I was going to give them to you, but you didn't get up." I had already said that I didn't want them anymore and ignored him the rest of class. Sat by myself at lunch (Since my lazy brother wasn't there) and stared off. Of course when I'm alone all I have is my thoughts and I start thinking about how much I hate it here and how the poeple here are scumbags with no future. *Sigh* I need to get of this place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luckily I have you guys! ^^ Ur so cool. Lol. Patient enough to read my problems. U guys are the best! I'll comment around later, if anyone else updates (no one yet). But meanwhile, I'm going to go pick up on Chapter 16 of Twilight ^^ It's an awesome book. I have to say I'm immensely jealous of Bella. She's so lucky! I wish I had a relationship like that (Not including the vampire part, lol).

Well Cya~!

*Edit*
Crap, the Twilight I downloaded off Limewire has only 17 chapters! :( I'm missing a bunch more!!! I need to find the rest!




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Monday, March 3, 2008


??






Listening to:
BumbleBee -- DDR



Guess MyO is back up, although I don't see Version Vibrant anywhere. And it seems I'm the first and only on my friend's list to update.

Anywhos, for the people who are reading, my day was boring. Exam Review. Bleh. I couldn't wait to come home though because last night I downloaded this book that everyone has been talking about, Twilight. (Downloaded it off of Limewire). I read the first 3 chapters last night and I'm hooked ^^ Sadly it's stuck one the good computer and my dad is IMing his girlfriend on it, so it'll be awhile til I read it.

Wow, got some wind gusts at my house. There's suppose to be this huge storm passing over us soon. So there's going to be lots of rain and possibly tornadoes. >< And the roof leaks and I told my dad to fix the leaks but he says that is bad because it'll cause the ceiling to rot. Noooo

Well... I'm off now, despite the fact that probably no one will update or comment. Don't mind me though. ^^




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