Sunday, October 11, 2009

I Feel Better Now


Listening To: Days -- COOL-ON)

Time Start: 3:48 PM

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I thought that while my half brother is distracting me from my essay work, I'll update on here. I've haven't chatted with him in forever so it's reasonable.

I'm back to being blah again. My head hurts after working my shift today. I really didn't get any good sleep last night because my cats kept stealing my pillow and the train was uber loud. So now I feel sooo sleepy.

At least yesterday was fun. I made goood ribs. I ate alot so that's nothing to worry about for awhile. Then Sui, my brother, and I played Halo 3 all night, much fun. Before I went to bed I accidentally told my brother about how my older brother who moved in from WY has a PS2, Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2, and Dirge of Cerberus. Yeah so he stayed up all night and morning playing Kingdom Hearts while I was in bed preparing for the morning shift. Curse my stupid mouth. He was nice enough to save Dirge of Cereberus for me though.

Anywho, think I'll go eat some more ribs before b/s'ing my way through this essay. I may take off from classes tomorrow. . . doubt I'll get anything done if I do.

Time End -- 4:08 PM


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Saturday, October 10, 2009

I Feel Better Now


Listening To: Sobakasu -- Judy and Mary (Rurouni Kenshin OP)

Time Start: 2:28 PM

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Thank you guys for the birthday wishes :] Don't worry about sending gifts though, my dad gets all protective and panicky when someone from online sends me a package. I can take texts though! PM me if you want my number.

So I finally ate last night. I didn't eat to where I was actually full because Dad kept making me do tasks while I was trying to eat, so eventually I gave up eating. I did eat enough to last me to today. Now I can save my appetite for our special family pork ribs. I hope I devour that shizz, specially since Dad has a band gig tonight! Ribs, Halo 3, music, and fuuun. And Freedom. Can't forget freedom. :D

Sadly I'm running into computer problems. Think I may have a bug, because my internet is really lagging, and I keep getting error messeges on youtube. I think that's affecting my ipod too. Wonder if I could replace my ipod. . .

So yesterday I watched anime for the first time in foreeevvvver. Darker than Black 2: Ryuusei no Gemini is the freaking BOMB! The first season of Darker than Black was pwnage even though it kind of just leapt into the plot with complex terminology, but if you stick with it, it pays off! Plus the soundtrack is off the chain like always. Very recommended. Very.

Anywho, think I'll go do some laundry. I went in my closet today, and I discovered that the whole ceiling in there is about to just collapse! All over my new clothes ;____; I must get it repaired before another huge storm. Also may load up my ipod some more, my other songs are getting old. Need more muuusic~

BYE BYE! HAVE FUN TODAY

Time End -- 2:51 PM


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Friday, October 9, 2009

Well I thought today would be awesome. Did I fly back to the old days or something where birthdays use to be exciting? No one messeged me Happy Bday. My best friend thought it was on the 23rd.

*sighs*

Guess I'm still in a depressed mood. I passed out at work yesterday. . . . while my boss was flipping out on me. Thing is I haven't eaten in days because I just have noooo appetite, and I never feel like eating anymore. Plus, when I fry things like shrimp and chicken strips, I don't eat em. So the last big meal I had was lunch 2 days ago which were chicken potstickers. I made chicken strips that night, didn't eat. Yesterday, I went the whole day without eating or drinking anything. Then I walked to work in the heat. When I went to go clock in my boss jumped my back and got in my face about something I said on facebook. (I only have like 5 people from my town on there, so of course being in my small town, someone ratted me out for drama.) Soooo I guess all of that just murdered my head and next thing I knew I was on the ground with my boss trying to pull me up. She thought I was taking something. I should've told her that I didn't eat, instead I said something along the lines of being scared. Apparently now she thinks she's scary enough to make someone pass out. Yay. An ego boost. All she needs. Everyone is gonna know about it today. F***ing embarrassing. I can't believe I passed out. So weak of me. -____- I hate showing my weakness to these people. Ugh. Hate myself for it.

Please let things get better and that matter to just drop dead.
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Thursday, October 8, 2009

DORK ALERT


Listening To: Mr. Raindrop -- amplified

Time Start: 1:03 PM

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So my birthday is tomorrow~ I'm excited :] I mean before it sucked before because it was boring and no one really wished me happy birthday, but I have a good feeling about tomorrow.

OMFG! Dad just keeps talking and talking and talking, even when the tv show is still going. My wooord. There he go again. Same thing he told me about 5 million times before.

Anywho. I wanted to sleep in this morning but I had to get up and go to English class. I get in there and sit there for like 10 minutes. Soon it's 9:35 and it's just me and this other girl. We were like "Uhhh, did class get cancelled?" The teacher finally came in after some other teachers passed by and laughed at us. Rawr. She said that today was just a voluntary "individual conference" for the essay. I could've totally slept in for another hour! Oh well. I didn't know that the rough draft was due Tuesday, but now I do.

As for work, totally not ready at all. Tonight is the HUUUGE HUGE HUGE high school football game, soooo work is gonna be Hell on Earth! I mean like a million pizza orders. The most pizza orders ever! I need to call my boss and ask her to find me a second pizza person to help me! PRONTO!

Flash news, I'm starving. ]:

Time End -- 1:46


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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

DORK ALERT


Listening To: Special Thanx! -- w-inds

Time Start: 8:27 PM

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I feel hyperactive, but it's not conveying that well physically. Like my mind is on a sugar high but I look all tired. Do we call that a mental illness by any chance? :P

I'm totally fangirling over the icon I made. He's the hot & smexy ass guitarist from SID! My Takanori Nishikawa icon didn't turn out well, but this one did :3 I seriously added almost every affect to the icon, and I got that! I'm so talented~ xD

I've been stuck in a carefree mood all day. I just wondered around the school waiting for my brother to get done his test. I feel so calm when I go out walking.

It's gonna be delayed for the nest week or so though. I have an essay due next Thursday that I have barely worked on. I got a couple of sentences, but that's it. In other words, my procrastination skills are kicking in. Maybe I'll start it Sunday. Maybe.

Our Karate exam/rank test got moved to Tuesday. He informed us of the International Training Seminar in Baton Rouge on Nov. 6, 7, and 8. It's 60 bucks for a day and 100 for the weekend. Plus hotel MAY have to be added to that but he is looking for us to stay at the dojang (training hall) which would be free. I would looooooooooooooooooove to stay the whole weekend. I mean it's top rank black belts masters training everyone!! Sadly my budget doesn't reach that far, even tough my brother is the one who's gonna pay since he still has over a thousand stashed away. I have 20 bucks left. Psh. I'm soooo excited. It's people from Mexico, Japan, Korea, Holland, and England! I've never been to an international event before. >__< Yeah super excited. I just wonder how transportation is gonna work out. . .

Anywho, think I'll try my hand at drawing some top secret things. Hate how my room feels like it's baking.

Lavi, I have not drowned yet :P It is a bad leak, not that bad. Though I do have to worry about the carpet getting all... yucky from the leak. I would put a trash can under it but I throw trash in it. ]< lol.

Sorry Jae, I did mean Ed Hardy! I dunno why I've been saying Ed Harvey the WHOLE TIME! I'm not that much of a fan, but Roxy will ALWAYS be my brand though! Maybe Hardy will get all these rednecks off my brand. :P

Time End -- 8:50 PM


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Monday, October 5, 2009

So. . .


Listening To: The LIGHT -- Ryohei

Time Start: 11:04 PM

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I'm so happy to see so many people updating now :3

Guess I'll start with yesterday. I decided to work 7 and a half hours instead of my normal 6 Saturday and Sunday, total of 3 extra hours. I need 3 more to make up for the Saturday I'm gonna take off on. Anyway, I came home and just decided to rearrange my whole room after finding half my bed soaked from the damn ceiling. I think it took about 2 whole hours of painful lifting and moving. My damn furniture is soooo heavy. Sadly my once organized closet is now Hell. Had to put all that stuff somewhere out of the way. <__<
I got done and took a break for about 10 mins by watching a movie with my brother's gf, that's when my Dad came home from hanging out with his friends. I think he was drunk, hard to say. He loved how my room was, but then turned around and bitched me out for not making dinner. I got po'd and then depressed and started dinner and chores, but my brother took over for me and let me go watch movies. I'm impressed about how considerate he is now.

Bad thing, watching that movie totally delayed the time I needed to study for a Psychology test, so I stayed up til 2 in the morning doing notes (It was an open note test, all notes handwritten).

Speaking of tests, I had a test in all 4 classes today! Psychology went okay. . . I did well on the 40 multiple choice, but I pretty much bombed the 3 essay questions. Biology was a 100 question m.c. test, missed 8. Right now my average sits at an 84, B. I'm okay with that. Considering how I'm a perfectionist, it's surprising, but I read somewhere that employees actually prefer AB students over straight A students, so I'm cool. Spanish was boring, and Bio Lab was a pain in the ass. Tiring day.

I got home and took a 2 hour nap. Shockingly, Dad made dinner and didn't mind. I wasn't woken up either. I got up 15 mins before work and ate. We opened the birthday gift my Mom sent. She gave us Ed Harvey shirts, very nice Ed Harvey shirts. They're quite expensive around here. I also got a Roxy jacket that I came sooo close to buying during my shopping spree in early September. Hehe.

I'm gonna cut this short since it's getting late, and this post keeps getting longer the more I think. Tomorrow is a World Civ test. Plus we have our rank test Thursday for Karate. I'm excited but that means we only have two days to learn and perfect the kicking form.

Soooooooooooooo I think I'm gonna roll to the kitchen and eat. Hunger strikes :P

Time End -- 7:30 PM


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Saturday, October 3, 2009

So. . .


Listening To: Brand New World -- Acid

Time Start: 6:58 PM

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Well guess whose birthday is in *counts on fingers* 5 days? Meee and my brother, but me, me mainly. Just kidding. Me and him, him and I. I. Me. *ahem* We turn 19. Even though our b-day falls on Friday, we can't take off because of classes, so I plan on taking the Saturday off and cooking the pork ribs I bought. Yuuum. Think it's my favorite food after shrimp. I can't wait~

That's next week. In the meantime, I have to deal with school shizz.

My brother told my dad about how we still owe tuition. I was planning on holding it from him and figuring out how to pay it off silently. Guess not. Dad got on my case, unavoidable. I guess it was better now than next semester, right? He got upset when I asked if I could claim my oldest brother and his girlfriend as dependents, thinking it would embarrass them. It would, but I rather be honest with the people who decide how much money they want to give me. In the end he said we're going go to the financial aid office and see what we need to finish the filing. Guess I'll see how things go from there.

At work, almost everyone is quitting. One woman is going on cancer treatment for 6 weeks, another is quitting so he can focus his attention to his other business, my friend is quitting cause he is moving, 2 girls are quitting cause they hate it, a third girl is quitting when she goes on maternity leave, annnd I think that's it. So now we have a bunch of new people being trained, but they're all teens. I'm more comfortable with older people as coworkers. Of course the worst one is the pizza guy who works right before me, so he leaves my damn place a mess, worse than the girl who was working the spot. Yesterday was his first day and I came in and he was training himself I guess you can say. He asked me "So, I put this bitch {pizza} in the top oven right?" Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaah, shit. I get the slackers. Makes me angry.

Funny how I started this essay over an hour ago and I only have one faulty sentence. Damn distractions.

Thanks for the comments btw :] <3

Time End -- 7:30 PM


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Friday, October 2, 2009

Bad Luck Loves Me


Listening To: Morning After -- Boom Boom Satellites
(BBS mood still)

Time Start: 12:23 PM

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OMFG! Dad only wants to talk to me when I have my damn headphones in and my music going. Ticks me off to no bounds.

So my days off are gone. I'm now returning to the super busy college life. I really need to start on my English pro/con paper, 1000 words. Sadly my side of the argument (Democracy shouldn't be forced abroad) is kind of weak. Yay for dilemmas.

As for FAFSA, think I'll just fill it out like I did for the summer semester and try to freakin push dad to get the statement. He won't be happy, but he needs to deal with it.

On Monday I have a huge Biology term test. It was a bitch to copy and paste the damn questions from the practice test since I couldn't print the thing itself. The Psychology test is gonna be a huge pain the ass because it covers 3 chapters (long ass chapters). It's an open note test but I didn't take any friggin notes. The only time I didn't take notes. My word.

Last night was horrible. I went to bed late because I dreaded cleaning the kitchen. I have to clean the kitchen before I go to bed, pain in the butt. Also stayed up late watching all these horror film trailers. I seriously want to watch 'The Fourth Kind' and 'Paranormal Activity.' 'Antichrist' looks really good too. As for 2012, they are gonna scare so many people with that movie. We know when that day comes everyone is gonna be running around like chickens with their heads cut off. I don't believe it though.

I woke up at 4 in the morning with my ceiling leaking above my bed -____- Half of my pillow was wet, and so was part of my bed. I just shifted to the other side after replacing the pillow with a rolled up blanket and placing some towels where it leaked. Guess I'll be rearranging my room this weekend.

I gave up on my car. Dad checked the oil but there's still oil in it. The next step is to filter and change it, if it doesn't work, means the whole transmission needs to be replaced. Ugh. For now I'm driving my dad's truck.


Anyway, think I'll go take a nap...


Time End -- 12:40


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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Afternoon Off


Listening To: Fiends -- Boom Boom Satellites
(I'm in a huge BBS mood)

Time Start: 1:28 PM

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GLORIOUS WEATHER I must say again. It makes me feel so uplifted, calm, and free. I love it.

Well the free feeling may be the fact that I have no more Psychology midterm paper to worry about. A big burden off my shoulders. I stayed up late last night trying to fill up the last page. I got it though, may not won't be a perfect grade but it'll do. Even though that burden is gone, I now have another paper to fill in that weight. The big research paper for English is due on the 15th. I only have one paragraph so far. There are many paragraphs that make this paper. Right now I plan on doing a paragraph a day starting tomorrow and see how that works. But, knowing my expert procrastination skills, it won't happen, although I did love the feeling of completing 3/4 of a paper two weeks before the deadline.

And today the Biology teacher talked to me! I was just sitting there doodling before class when he came up and asked what music I was listening to, since I always walk in there with my ipod. I said rock, a small lie. I was listening to "Karma" by Bump of Chicken, Japanese music. Then he asked what bands I listened to, I didn't say anything but laughed instead. We did agree on no country music. =] Then he went to talk to another guy with an ipod. xD

On to the matter of work. I'm happy I didn't work yesterday because they said the bosses went on a serious rampage yelling about every small issue. The worst was the fact that she put a note on the bathroom wall that reads 1) If you're sitting on the toilet, clean the bathroom (wtf?!) and 2) Wipe your --- (She put lines). Yeaaaah. I really hate how they say not to take it to heart but I think it's human nature these days to do that. I would love to laugh it off but I really can't no matter how hard I try.

Then today I found out I can still do my FAFSA and turn it in. I was actually planning on paying out of my pocket but sadly I forgot about books, so financial aid is a must now. Problem is that now I have 2 other people living in the house, I'm providing most of the support since Dad has no income anymore. So would that make them my dependents? It's soooo confusing. I'm afraid to do anything or they'll say I'm lieing and arrest me. Dad doesn't want to talk to the IRS to get a statement that says he didn't file taxes, then he says he did make money but he needs his tax return for that. He's running in damn circles. I would get a financial aid counselor but that may not work well since Dad hates people knowing about our financial business. Know whats sad, I actually got a migraine when I was messing around with it. -_____-

I'll put all that beautiful stuff off til tomorrow. For today, I play Halo! Also got a huge Biology and Psychology test Monday. Ugh. Means bye bye free weekend.

Time End -- 2:25


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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Dun dun duuun


Listening To: ---

Time Start: 1:47 PM

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I'm one hell of a procrastinator. I have my Psychology midterm paper that's due tomorrow, and I won't summon the... motivation or energy to freakin finish it. All I have to do is fix my first paragraph and add more information to make 5 pages, all I have right now is 4 pages. Guess I'll start it after Karate while my dad tries to have me cook dinner. One of those nights ya know.

I just have to bear with the late nights for now, cause I have ALL DAY THURSDAY OFF FROM SCHOOL! YAAAY! Maybe I should switch my shift from Thrusday and work Wednesday instead so I have all Thursday absolutely free.

Last night I had a dream where I got super furious at my dad for reasons I can not remember. I woke up and kicked my cats off the bed and kicked other things on my bed; note I was barely conscious... then I fell back asleep... I was apparently super furious in my dream, lol.

Seems like the Fall weather has finally arrived. It feels so cool outside! =^.^= I doubt it'll stay long though.

Well that's all I can think of to post. I won't be able to comment for today since I got college stuff to do and commenting is a distraction that leads to many many more distractions. <___<

Anywho, toodles!

Time End -- 1:56 PM





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