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myOtaku.com: wolf of sorrow


Friday, March 7, 2008

Brace Yourself, this is a Long Post!





Listening to:
Baby It's You -- JUNE (Bleach Ending)



WooHoo exams are over with!! I did pretty damn well. A 100 in Botany and Accounting, a 99 in History, a 89 in English, but I don't know what I got in Pre-cal, but I have a hunch it's good.

Gr, I'm trying to get use to my dad's computer. It's a laptop thats connected to a desktop monitor, because the laptop's screen doesn't work and the laptop itself is actually pretty good. Way better than mine. It actually plays video and music with no problem. So I get to listen to my music ^^ while I type this. Omg the good songs keep coming! Now it's "To All Tha Dreamers" by Soul'D Out!! I feel like dancing lol

In other news, I'm done reading Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse! Off the hook! Someone please agree with me when I say that Jacob needs to go away! I'm afraid he's gonna tear Bella and Edward apart! And I can't believe Bella loves him! I would be like "Bug off dude, I gots Edward ^^" Lol. I want the fourth book to come out so badly! And I'm trying seriously hard to get someone around me hooked. I told my mom about it but she didn't reply to me. So luckily my dad's online girlfriend is considering to take a look at it, even though I would feel more comfortable talking to my mom obsessively about it. Speaking of my mom, she's sending me my costume Monday! (Ya know, my 2nd Captain Shinigami's outfit!) Turns out my aimed date to wear it to school is the same exact as St. Patrick's Day, so while I'm being a Death God everyone else is wearing green. Lol.

Crap, things keep popping in my head that I want to say. And I have to seriously vent about this thing!! Well, I walked to cafeteria this morning after I got the car, and as I was walking up to the door (This is outside the door) one guy to the left of me was like "I want to go to Japan". I flashed a look at him while I was walking past him and then while looking at him, this girl to the right of me was like "I wanna go to Japan." This was all out loud!! I gave her a look and then looked at my brother who was giving me a worried look as well. (I know this is getting confusing for you!!) But as soon as I got in the cafertia I ranted angerily about how I can never have my own dreams and how this place full of leeches stole everthing from me!! My style, individuality, and now my dreams!! Everyone I heard from here either wanted to be ahousewife or work offshores on the rigs!! Now all of a sudden everyone wants to go to Japan!! I wanted to be different at that school!! Not get blend in with their country asses!! I hate it here! I need to get out of here.

Well, I was in the shower and another conclusion popped in my head. I had realized that the other weekend when my aunt had visited and all my cousins came together for a small get together. My cousins, (One going to a distant school who I love and the other going to my school who tends to tick me off with his snobiness and "follow the crowd" ways) well, the one I like brought up the fact that he thought it was awesome idea that I was considering going to Japan to career, and that I should take him (The first person who I heard encouraging words from on the topic; before my Older cousin, like in his 30's, was like "So Jean, what country are you thinking of going to today...Africa?" while everyone laughed around the table.) The only people who support and encourage me on my decision is my brothers (who wish to fo the same thing) ands my favorite cousin ^^ Shit, I'm sorry I got off subject, you must be bored too death. But I'm going to keep going because venting is good for my health and listening to the Shura by DOES is giving me energy...SO!

Well, I have the theory that my not so good cousin, who likes to follow the crowd and who was listening to our conversation that day, told his friends. And now it's circling around the school. I wouldn't care anyway. Number one it tells me they are willing to waste their time trying to ruin me, and number 2 it lets everyone know where I stand and helps me sort the good from the bad people. But I wouldn't get too full of myself. It'll probably cause more "strife" for me when I wear my costume the Monday after Spring Break. Can't wait now

I should be going. I don't want to make this post any longer and kill you to death. By the way, if you have a "World" on theotaku, include the url in your comment so I can subscribe to it! I'll start messing with my World tomorrow since I'm done reading Twilight and my dad loaned the Xbox 360 to the pawn shop again for the sixth time. (Yep, still keeping track)

Cya round.




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