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Wednesday, June 18, 2008


Warning: Very Long, Bitchy Rant Approaching




Listening to:
Paradise -- Do As Infinity
(Inuyasha)
#50 on playlist

*Noitce how I alphabetized the whole playlist by artist and then by songs



It has been one hellish day today!! And everyday after this will be just as bad! Let's start at the top:

This morning I woke up to my dad and his girlfriend arguing over the phone where he also said that I wasn't doing shit and the house was wreck, which put me in a horrible mood this morning.

After he calmed down he told me about how we have three bills due in three days, the water and gas bill and dad's car note. For the car note, he was going to borrow money from his sister and brother-in-law when they come down to visit Thrusday. So that left the water and gas bill. He had only 20 dollars and I had 40 left, which left us about 50 dollars short. The only good solution that was available was loaning the 360 out for money again, about 150 dollars. That would pay the gas and water bill and leave us with some money for food. On one good note, my dad has a appointment tomorrow for food stamps. I'm crossing my fingers that he gets it, but he told me that in order to be eligible he has to hide the fact that I have a job and my 19 year old brother (<--I have a whole bitchy rant about him approaching as well) is living with us.

So my dad and I sat in the living room trying to come up with solutions that don't involve loaning the 360. He calls out my 19 yr brother to tell him of the situation. He freaks out saying that the internet better not turn off, because he can't live without it or his World of Warcraft. My dad told him clearly that the internet is the last thing to get paid. My dad told him he could help out by getting a job, but what does he do? "I can't take living like this anymore, I'm moving out." Fucking abandons us! If I could, I would beat the living shit out of him but it wouldn't teach him anything, so I think the best thing would be to let him move all the way to Wyoming so he could attend his computer programming classes, but he's not going to show up at them because he's too lazy to get off his ass and World of Warcraft. He also won't get a job b/c of the game. So if he does move out, I bet in about a month or less, he'll come crying back like the spoiled child he is. Oh wait a sec, after he made the moving out statement, he went to his room and about 5 minutes later my dad called him back out. He comes out with his eyes swollen and his red face saying he's making a phone call so he could talk it out with his online girlfriend. Obiviously he was crying b/c he didn't want to lose the internet. My dad told him that he should talk to the family and not to someone who has no concern in the matter. He walks back to his room saying he had enough of our family. Just because he can't get what he wants handed to him on a golden platter. Enough about that lazy bum though.

After he left, I decided to help out by loaning the 360 out. I was really (20x) sad about it, but I was able to let it go. So me and my dad went to the pawn shop to loan it, we got 150 for it. Went to the bank to pay the water bill. He gave me some of my money back... 10 dollars back. He dropped me off at my dentist appointment and went to go pay the gas bill. After the dentist appointment, I came home to start cooking and cleaning. Then he got me to follow him in his truck while he drove the riding lawn mower back to a friend's house.

There, he learned the fact that his brother-in-law, my uncle, who was suppose to visit Thrusday, had a heart attack and is in the hospital. He's going into surgery tomorrow. My dad got super pissed for many various reasons: Number one, the friend who is not a part of the family, knew before he did. Plus his sister didn't call him or anything. Number two, his sister told us not to go and visit, BUT the bitch (their step-daughter) who lives next door to us and pratically drove them out of town, gets to go and visit acting like she's sweet and innocent. Number three: He can't ask for the money to pay his car note which means the car is going to get impounded. Also, I have a bad feeling that my dad's sister and the friend who knew about it first, is slowly going to turn on him and us too.

Thats about it for the big stuff. A minor detail is that I messed up dinner. I fixed my favorite dish which is Beef Stew at the moment, but it's got a burnt taste in it because I scrapped(sp?) at the burnt gravy at the bottom. That pissed me off, so I ended up eating leftovers.

So thats was my hell on earth day. Wonder how tomorrow will go?

Oh, and starting today (Wednesday) I will be working every day. 5 hour weekdays and 7 hour weekends.




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