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myOtaku.com: wolf of sorrow


Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Depressed Once Again




Listening to:
Otherside -- Red Hot Chili Peppers

Time: Midnight



Well, my electricity isn't off yet, but it should be at any moment. The deadline was at 5 o'clock and we didn't pay it. We tried to call my mom for the money but we can't reach her. Then he wanted to loan the 360 again but I don't think I should. Because when we both got our checks Friday, we made a deal that my check would go towards getting the xbox back and half of his check would pay off the electricity bill. I thought he paid Friday but turns out he blew his check on something else that wasn't the bill. And if I do loan my 360 out again, the same thing is going to happen again the next freakin paycheck. I don't know what to do anymore. So, the electric. might be off tomorrow for who knows how long.

Also undergoing a theme change

**EDIT**
Theme change complete, hope you enjoy it ^^

**Edit Agian**
Paid the electricity, but once again we loaned the 360 off. What pisses me off is that my dad talks about all the problems we have and how to slove them but all he does in the end is just sit on the computer looking at myspace for girls or sitting outside with his friends drinking beer. No one around the house wants to help me support the house, or help me when it comes to my problems.





I got 'tagged' yesterday by Somegirl, so I did this during the day.

1) My name is Jean! I‘ve got brown hair, I’m 5’5”, and I weigh about 95 pounds. (I’m not skin and bones, I do have some muscle from playing softball for 10 years)

2) I’m Buddhist (Don’t kill me about it) I don’t believe in God but I believe in spirits and the next life.

3) I’m a Hurricane Katrina survivor. We were in our 2 story duplex when it flooded up to the second floor. After we got out the house, we spent a week being moved around New Orleans by the National Guard. I thank my half-brother for driving 2 hours to get us out of there. And that’s how I ended up in freaking Mississippi

4) I have been so addicted to Japanese music for the past two years that I haven’t heard of these new American bands like ‘Jumping Suit Apparatus’ or ...the other new bands. I listen to the Beatles, Breaking Benjamin, Korn, Incubus, and Red Hot Chili Peppers

5) I have serious trouble letting go of the past.

6) I have plenty of acquaintances, but no best friends.

7) I turned down a really cute guy who could’ve been my first best friend and boyfriend because I thought I wasn’t good enough. Now I live each day regretting that choice and hoping another opportunity comes back to me.

8) Right now, I have a HUGE fear of returning to school. Whenever someone talks about it, I get sick to my stomach and I get depressed. As a result of that, I fear how tomorrow is quickly approaching, and I can’t do anything to slow it down.

Obiviously, the more down you went down the list, the deeper and emotional the facts became. Hope it wasn’t too much.

Soooo, I guess I’ll tag Twists of Rain, Romantica, Ryozu Miazaki, and pitchdarkhole. I’m trying not to tag people whose already been tagged. I hope the people I tag even read my post. I tag Somegirl too.... am I missing a something, Jae?
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