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myOtaku.com: wolf of sorrow


Monday, August 11, 2008

School is a Taboo Word!




Listening to:
Speed Master -- M.O.V.E. ft. 8-Ball
#224 on playlist
**This song kicks *** it's so catchy. Did you know 8-Ball did 'Cha La head Cha La' for DBZ?

Time -- 11:28 PM



I had my first two days of school on Thrusday and Friday.

The first day of school was good. I went through all my classes with a some times of discomfort, but I got over it. I came out feeling like I could get over my problem. I submitted my form with my proposed schedule looking forward to getting some classes with my brother.

The second day of school went just horrible. It started out with the couselor telling me that she rejected my schedule; therefore, I got no classes or lunch with my brother. I was depressed. Then in first period I practically had a anxiety attack and freaked out. I was able to scrap by the class, but I went to the nurse after. I was in shambles. Then she told me that the counselor wanted to see me. All the counselor did was flippin lecture me on how I can't have all my classes with my brother every year, and so on. That was the least of my worries at the time. I told her I was fine with the schedule but I had a bigger problem. I told her what was going on with me. She said that I was lucky b/c if it was just anxiety, she would make me go back and face it. Luckily she let me check out to go the doctor... or I thought I was going to the doctor's.

My dad was actually pissed that I let my anxiety get to me. I asked him to take me to the doctor's but he said that the doctor has already told me that he couldn't do more to help me relax (BTW, the other pills I had bought did not work at all)

You don't know how annoying it is. During work and at home, I feel like I can overcome the anxiety, but then when it comes down to the actual situation, I change for the worse and freak out. It's killing me. I hate how I can't overcome this pathetic problem so easily. For some reason I can't laugh and move forward. It's just nagging so badly at my mind.

Then I have to worry about the placement test I have to take to assure my place in College Algebra; if I fail that, I have to drop it and change my whole schedule. I'll either end up dropping math all together and taking something like Chemistry or Physics, which I don't want; or take Calculus, which means I'll have to drop Marine Aquatics *My fav academic class* and find some subsitute class. Guess I should start studying algebra again before the test.

Anyway, my dad saw how worried I was tonight about school tomorrow. He gave me one of his pills for his severe anxiety for tomorrow. I wonder how high my anxiety is.... I wonder if the counselor told anyone else of my problem. Only one way to find out *sighs*




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