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Friday, November 14, 2008


Some People Never Learn




Listening to:
Candy Line -- Hitomi Takahashi
(Gintama Ending)

Time: 11:49 AM



I took today off from school because I'm still a little depressed from recent financial events, I don't feel like taking my Statistcs today, and it gives me some extra energy I'll need before the weekend shift kicks in.

Last night was a bummer. We talked about me and my dad's paycheck is going to have to go towards ALL the bills, so I can't get my 360 back. I think it's been about 2 months since we pawned it, but we have to put a little money down on it today so they don't sell it to someone. Our next paychecks in 2 weeks are needed to pay off the huge car title note my dad made.

Last night my brother was walking around the house demanding 40 dollars; I thought it was for something like college, oh no, it's for the new WoW game. My dad told him that he needs to find a job then. My brother storms out the room throwing a cursing fit. He really didn't mind finding a local job, as much as when my dad told him that getting a offshore job would really help, and it would. Of course he pretty much only cares about himself. I would work if my dad would let me, thats some great money out there. I could save for Tokyo, college, bills, all in about half a year. Buuut my dad won't let me, I don't blame him though.

My dad made the mistake but telling him that he'll get his 40 dollars today, which is bad. Now you're still spoiling him, plus, once he gets that game, there is no way in Hell he'll get off it for a job.

I wish some people could learn responsibilty, or is it time for me to get a bat and beat it into his head? -_-

I soooooooo want my 360, but looks like we have to wait til we get the settlement for that. Shit, I also realized that I can't pay my club dues for National Honor Society, plus I can't pay the amount I need to get my cap and gown for graduation! ... somehow, my brother payed his, which made no sense.

Do you see how rough my life is? T_T

**EDIT**
I got my paycheck and payed off what we owed to the store, which was about 130. I came home and my dad got angry. He made a good point that I should've waited and we could have used that money to pay another bill. -_-

Then my boss, or really manager, told me that someone was coming in to check me out. It's a guy... she's trying to hook me up with a college guy. He sounds interesting though, smart, intelligent, shy like me (lol), and cute. I'm nervous now. >< He's gonna come to the store to hang out and try to talk which I know for fact thats gonna be as hell as awkward.



Time End -- 12:02 AM
Song End -- Four Seasons -- Namie Amuro


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