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Monday, November 17, 2008






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Answer -- Flow



I swear I really hate my life and alot of people in it, including myself.

I keep having anxiety attacks almost everyday, just when I thought I had it controlled, I slipped up and it came back. So friggin disappointed in myself.

My dad is adding fuel to the fire because he told me to do the dishes and my brother would help, but then he took it back saying I should do it by myself since he washed the dishes the other night for the first time in a month. I told him that it wasn't fair because I had been working plus doing the cleaning the damn dishes by myself for the past month. Dad got all pissed and bitched me out.

Then the other lazy ass pizza girl who is next in line to get fired, (they fired the black girl who rarely showed up for work and left it a mess) keeps trying to shove her work shifts on me. I have to cancel plans with a friend who I was gonna hang out with, and shit, we had just gotten a free day from our jobs. I would've turned the shift down but my dad told me to take whatever hours I can get before he handed me the phone.

I have softball coming up so I need to start conditioning. I was thinking of heading down to the track on my free days and running a couple of laps.





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