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Monday, January 18, 2010


So I'm in a better mood today. Thanks for the concerns.. and threats. xD

Well Dad hasn't said a word to me alllll day. Cold shoulder. Doesn't matter to me though. Can't please everyone, ya know. Besides, the more he hates on me, the more my brothers and I hate him. The only thing that caught my ear today was him saying, "What, did she take a stupid pill today?" I just shook it off. Whatever.

I went out today in this beautiful weather we have. I walked my dog down the street and up the train tracks. On the way back up the train tracks, I was listening to my Ipod. I put it on pause and looked back to hear a train roaring up on me. I hurried off the tracks with my dog to the side of the woods. When I looked down, I discovered that there was nothing on the end of my earphones. My Ipod was gone!!! I waited 5 minutes through the freezing cold gusts the train was making. Then it took me 5 minutes to find my IPod. Thank goodness it's bright purple, and thank goodness trains actually don't ride on the whole tracks. My Ipod had feel square in the center of the tracks. I was so happy to find it again. T^T

Can't wait for class tomorrow! <3 I love classes. Gets me away from home and work; plus, it makes the year go by waaaay faster! Just a year left and I'm out of this crappy hell hole!

**EDIT**
Well that was short lived. I was sitting out in the living room minding my own business. I guess he got pissed off at something in the kitchen. Came out, sat down, took his medicine, looked at me, told me to go to my room. Sorry the sight of me sickens him. I told my older brother, who finally got fed up and yelled at my Dad for treating us, especially me, like shit. Dad yelled something at me about being disrespected. Who the hell knows. Of course, he's too stubborn to hear our side of the story.

All I know, his shit is pissing me off and I'm reaching the end of my breaking point. Don't know what I'll do either. Get in a car and drive as far as possible til I run out of gas? Walk til I collapse? Yell at him til I pass out unconscious (lame)? Try to gather as much of my money as possible and fly to South Korea? (Hey, I got a hefty student loan the other day.)

Who knows.

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