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Wednesday, August 25, 2010


Listening To: Big Bang -- "Somebody To Luv"
Mood: Neutral

I can not get back into classes to save my life. I just don't feel like studying or anything. ~0~ The only thing I look forward to right now is Karate on Tuesdays and Thursdays, and Human Growth on Mondays and Wednesdays since I get to work on my Korean in there. Hm.. I went back on my vitamins after I got fed up being exhausted all the time. I hope it gives me some energy. I need it so badly. >O<

I've also been working on my Ole Miss application for the Spring semester. All I need is the money for the application fee. Working on my December graduation application, but I have to meet with my advisor before I turn it in. I've been scholarship and grant hunting too. I found a great scholarship contest I want to try my hand at. Still looking for this site/foundation that gave out TONS of grants for people who are need-based that want to study abroad. I freakin lost the site though. -__- I HAVE to find it again!!! Anyone got any good scholarship/grant sources, contests?

Finances have been rough around here. Don't have enough to pay the cable bill this month. ]: I was looking forward to fixing my sweet mustang but that's going to have to wait longer. My brother has an important appointment tomorrow with the oral surgeon. (Yeah, more bills.) Just looking towards November when we get refund checks. >__< Then December with graduation, and January I go BYE BYEEEEE from this house and out on my own. I can't wait to get out on my own.

On a side note, LOVE SUUUCKS. I was experiencing unrequited love for a couple of weeks. Kind of made me depressed... but I ended up losing sight of my life goals, and it also made me sick to my stomach cause of anxiety. I haven't crushed that hard in ages. Think I'm over it though. I just go through the whole, "He's out of your league, not for you, he's not worth it, he's a party animal," ya know, stuff like that. At least I did talk to him, unlike avoid him at all costs. I use to avoid people I liked at all costs so I wouldn't make an idiot out of myself somehow.

Anywho, I'm off to find lunch. Have a great day, week you guys! :)

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