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Saturday, September 11, 2010


I'm so sick of the rut I'm stuck in. Everyday I go to go classes, work, and home to cook/clean/chill. Sad I never do anything out of the norm. I found out Friday that Louisianime was this weekend. I've never been to an anime con YET. I think the closest ones are in Louisiana: MechaCon in August and Louisianime this weekend. ;0; I am pleased to know that Memphis, TN will only be an hour away when I move to Oxford, but there's only one convention in Memphis. What to do, what to do. I was jealous because some people I know went all the way to Atlanta for the DragonCon. >o< I miss out on everything. The town's annual flea market is coming up in October. I hope it's on my birthday so I can take off! <3 I just want a weekend off to do something spontaneous and unexpected! But alas, I'm stuck at work, working 8 hours on both Saturday and Sunday, oh yeah, and Friday. -___- It sucks more that there's never someone to fill in for you. We're lucky if we actually get all the shifts filled. There's always someone who has to do something. *sighs*

Can I rant about something else? Money. I hate it. Actually, I hate people who have horrible money management. This family probably spends about 800 dollars, excluding bills, per month. Know what most of that is? 400 in groceries, 400 for Dad's cigarettes and beer. Did you know an average smoker will spend 300 dollars on cigs a month? Thank MY AWESOMENESS NOT TO CAVE IN TO PEER PRESSURE. Who in the world would waste money on something so pointless like beer and cigarettes? I can have JUST as much fun drinking soda than I can beer. Gah. It's so hard to support this family. I'm busting my ass to make 800 a month, my brother makes 300 a month. Sucks so badly because I want to save money for myself in the future, like when I go study abroad! I want to establish a credit. I want to fix my car. I want to live life in ease without financial stress. I should make a recipe book and leave it when I move out. . . .

Anywho. I did a scholarship contest yesterday. I want to do more, but you know what's a turnoff? The fact that you have to provide a phone number and all these education companies call you like 5 times a day!! I tried using a 555 number but it doesn't work. I want scholarships, free money. I had a nightmare the other night that I owed a million dollars from student loans. IT WAS HORRIBLE. T____T

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